There’s a Dragon Girl in the Desolate Sea: 380. The thirty-third dragon scale (2)

The thirty-third dragon scale (2)

Zhu Wan is undoubtedly a beauty.

When she was still young, she was flamboyant and glamorous, with an indescribable charm, a pair of peach blossom eyes full of affection, even if she glanced at you casually, it would make you feel attractive. Therefore, this kind of beauty makes people think that she is frivolous and unruly, restless, and even when she was in college, many people thought she was the kind of girl that you can buy as long as you have money.

But now, she has lost that kind of freshness, her delicate face is covered with a layer of tranquility, her skin has become as delicate as white porcelain, and she can't even see a pore, and her charming face has a calm and watery temperament. Longer and more flavorful.

This is the second Sunday that Zhu Wan opened her eyes. After washing her face with cold water, she confirmed again that it was not her illusion, that she was indeed becoming beautiful, and that she was beautiful from the inside out - if she had such a mentality and vision in the past, she would not imprison herself in Imprisonment that can't escape, cocooning himself, like a madman, making jokes for nothing.

The kids still didn't come back this Sunday. The former Zhu Wan had already started making phone calls nervously, but this time she didn't. She just waited quietly. Every day, the children would call her, send messages, and send photos - Zhu Wan would be very satisfied as long as she saw these.

If you have lost a lot, if you have nothing, then give you a little beauty, you will be satisfied, and dare not ask for it.

The children's father must not want them to come over to her. Zhu Wan is like a bomb from time to time. I don't know when it will go crazy. When the time comes, the children will be frightened, and they will stay all night long again. of nightmares.

Zhu Wan went to the flower and bird market to buy beautiful flowers and returned them. They filled the whole house, making this humble and even a bit shabby home warm and eye-catching. She also bought brand-new wallpaper, patched up the moldy white walls that fell off, and pasted them in a warm pinkish-yellow color. Near the entrance, she also pasted a giraffe's height chart. , Every time the children come, she can clearly record their growth.

Zhu Wan also wakes up on time and goes to bed on time, and cooks three meals a day seriously. Because she is exceptionally beautiful, even the business of the cafe is better than usual on the day she is on duty. The boss was a little unhappy, so he gave Zhu Wan a salary increase. Thirty yuan an hour was enough for Zhu Wan to live.

But Zhu Wan is very economical. Except for the necessary expenses, she saves all the money and puts it into a card. Whenever night falls, she draws a big cross on the calendar to indicate that Today has passed.

She's not in a hurry anymore, she's just here waiting for the kids to come back and tell them how much she loves them.

Even if the children's father doesn't want them to come back, the children are always inseparable from their mothers. They have an incomprehensible love for the mother who gave birth to them. Under Momo's crying, they came on Monday.

When she came, Zhu Wan was arranging flowers. She was wearing pure cotton white home clothes, and her long hair was loose and she looked extremely beautiful. Occasionally, when she saw herself reflected on the glass window, Zhu Wan would sometimes be fascinated.

When did she get so good looking? All her memory of herself was that she was disheveled and crazy, and she had forgotten what she looked like.

Because I couldn't find a hairpin, I used a wooden knitting stick to pull my hair, which was naturally not tight. A few locks of lazily hung down on both sides of my cheeks, her eyebrows were picturesque and quiet, and she was still on the coffee table behind. The sweaters and scarves that I just started knitting have just begun, and the pattern has only been determined. Zhu Wan wanted to knit a random one for herself to try out, so as not to look bad when worn on children.

Ah, if she could, she would also like to make shoes for the children. The soft soles, which she takes by herself, are outlined in wool, which must be cute. Thinking of the children's fleshy feet wearing shoes, Zhu Wan couldn't help but want to laugh.

But who came to her so early? Zhu Wan was a little puzzled, but she couldn't put down the flowers at hand, so she walked over with her arms, opened the door but saw no one, until a dissatisfied voice came from below: "Mom, you bow your head."

It was Toto who said that, he was still a little unhappy, it seemed because Zhu Wan didn't see him.

Zhu Wan was not ecstatic, just squatted down and kissed Toto's forehead very tenderly: "I'm sorry, my mother is holding the flower, I didn't see you, can you forgive my mother?"

The very young adult Toto said, "Okay, but in exchange, I can hold flowers for my mother."

Zhu Wan chuckled, gave him some flowers, and saw the little face her daughter was looking forward to: "Do you want Momo?"

"Yes!" The little girl nodded sharply, hugged the flower and walked a few steps towards the living room, then suddenly turned back sadly, "But mom, you didn't kiss Momo just now."

Zhu Wan quickly added a kiss to her.

She didn't ask them why they came or when they would leave. She just continued arranging flowers with her two little babies. What do children know? Momo is a pretty girl who just wants to put Wearing flowers on his head, Toto wanted to show his aesthetics, but he looked at the unsightly vase in front of him, depressed, not as good-looking as his mother...

Zhu Wan is also not angry. They made the living room full of leaves and broken petals. They asked them if they had had breakfast. The little babies came after breakfast, but Momo was coquettish and hugged Zhu Wan. Thighs: "Mommy mom, Momo wants to eat the pie made by her mother, Momo wants to eat chicken stuffing!"

Toto didn't speak, but kept looking at Zhu Wan. He felt that he should not eat anymore after he had eaten, but deep down he really wanted to eat.

Zhu Wan patted her daughter's head: "Okay, my mother will make it for you, so you can play by yourself, okay?"

"I'm here to help mom!"

Children have an overnight grudge against their mother, even if Zhu Wan was so crazy that they were afraid, once they received the kindness and tenderness released by their mother, then no one could replace Zhu Wan. They were raised by Zhu Wan alone, she is the best mother in the world. Momo has a sensitive temperament and loves to cry, so Toto hugged her to comfort her, her mother was just sick, and when her mother was cured, she would become her original mother.

But in the end, Zhu Wan failed to fulfill Toto's wish. She died alone in a rental house full of garbage on the twenty-seventh day after the children were taken away.

She is dead.

But she still loves her children, and she doesn't want to give them the impression that their mother is a terrible lunatic before her death. She doesn't want them to think back when they grow up, with only one lunatic woman in their minds.

She wants to tell the children that she loves them, and that love will never change even if it fades away.

Zhu Wan's cooking skills are very good. She makes pies for the children. They taste like chicken that Mo Mo likes to eat, and potatoes that Toto likes to eat. The two children sit obediently at the table , Zhu Wan brought the pie first, and then put a small pocket on each of them. Momo's little pocket is embroidered with a kitten playing with a ball of wool. She likes it broken and keeps touching, "Thank you mom, I like mom so much!"

Toto was very unhappy: "Mom, I'm all grown up, you, you don't wear a bib for me anymore, I won't spill it when I eat."

Zhu Wan said softly: "Okay, can you solve it?"

Toto immediately refused: "No, I, I'll just wear it casually."

Zhu Wan laughed. She cut the pie for the children and sat quietly on the side. Momo ate happily, humming a song while shaking her short legs, smiling at her mother from time to time, and blowing kisses to her. Toto was more reserved. He took a bite first and commented: "It tastes very good, it tastes like my mother."

Zhu Wan couldn't help rubbing the little guy's head when he saw his appearance, and pouted his mouth: "Mom, Dad said that a man's head can't be touched casually!"

But as soon as he finished speaking, he saw his mother's sad eyes, and the little guy immediately changed his words: "But my mother is not someone else, my head can be touched by my mother."

Momo smirked and said, "Mine is fine too."

Zhu Wan Yiyan touched their little heads.

After eating the pie, Momo's little pocket was dirty, but there was no Toto, so Zhu Wan took it off for Momo and washed it. Momo was sad, she followed behind Zhu Wan like a little tail, no He stopped and asked, "How long does Mommy take to wash, Momo really wants to wear it..."

As a brother who loves his younger sister, Toto has always been courteous to Momo, but this time, he quietly touched the little pocket on his neck. It was made by his mother and he didn't want to give it to his younger sister.

Zhu Wan coaxed her and said it would get better soon. After she washed it, she dried it with a hair dryer. Seeing the kitten on top of it getting clean again, Momo excitedly hugged Zhu Wan's thigh and shouted long live her mother.

The time with the children is always short, and if it wasn't for a phone call, Zhu Wan would have forgotten that they were leaving her eventually. She used to try every means to keep them and refused to let go, but now Zhu Wan feels that they should get used to it earlier and accept her mother's departure, as long as they remember that her mother is not crazy, her mother loves them very much, and she loves them regardless of the reason. .

This is Zhu Wan's humble begging, something she is willing to do with her soul as the price.

The man's voice on the other end of the phone was still cold, and he couldn't hear any emotion. Zhu Wan was already numb, she answered and hung up the phone.

She thought the kids couldn't wait to get back to their dad.

But they didn't.

Momo hugged Zhu Wan's leg and cried: "Mom don't rush Momo to go with her brother! Momo misses her mother! Momo doesn't want to go back!"

Toto also put down the toy in his hand and stared at Zhu Wan with a small mouth, he didn't want to leave.

Zhu Wan was at a loss, why didn't he leave? Don't they like Dad very much? They say that grandpa is very kind, grandma loves them very much, they have a big house and a huge swimming pool, grandpa and grandma also promised to raise a golden retriever... Such a good place, why stay by her side?