There’s a Dragon Girl in the Desolate Sea: 100. The ninth dragon scale (ten)

The ninth dragon scale (ten)

Qi Pan slowly recovered from an uncontrollable trembling. Although her lips were torn, she did not bleed. The blood in her body would not flow. No one could hurt her, only herself Can. But even so, wounds heal much faster than ordinary people.

But that didn't stop Tang Shenbai from pity her. He closed the door with his backhand, held her little face and kissed her in a low voice, "You went out to find me?"

He knew how scared she was. "I'm fine, sorry for worrying you."

Qi Pan shook his head, wrapped his arms around his waist and said nothing. Tang Shenbai picked her up and put it on his lap, touching her forehead with a friendly gesture. "Someone wants to invite us to dinner tonight, do you want to go?"

"Who is it?"

"The girl I rescued is also from country Z. If you don't want to go, we won't go."

Qi Pan shook his head again, "Go."

Being with her is really not a happy thing. He wants to stay away from relatives and friends, fly away with her, and even stay away from all friendly strangers, just because he is afraid that others will discover her secrets. This is really unfair, Qi Pan thought.

Because it's been a long time to interact with people, Qi Pan dressed up carefully before going out. She was already exceptionally beautiful, and this body exudes her beauty to the fullest. The delicate and young skin does not need to be Any skin care products will be breakable, making her as cute as a porcelain doll. It is precisely because of this overly beautiful appearance that whenever she appears in front of people, she is always eye-catching, which is why Qi Pan is less and less fond of going out. In the past two days on the cruise ship alone, several foreign men with tall noses and deep eyes approached her. If Tang Shenbai didn't feel it in time, she didn't know how to deal with it.

She didn't dare to say a few more words, for fear of being seen that she was not breathing at all.

"Am I good-looking?"

Tang Shen's eyes were filled with admiration. He took her little hand and touched her cool ears, "It's beautiful."

After he finished speaking, he added: "I like it very much."

Qi Pan blushed when she heard this, she hugged him and was reluctant to let go, "Can you ask me to dance later?"

Her eyes are sparkling, because this has always been her dream, but she has never had such an opportunity in her previous two lives, and she has no such qualifications.

"Of course." Tang Shenbai thought about it and said, "But I'm not good enough at dancing, so you can't have any opinions."

She smiled and nodded, how could he not dance well? He clearly knows everything, learns everything quickly, is upright and gentle, and has a gentlemanly demeanor. She had lived so long and never saw anyone better than him.

But the dance never ended.

They had dinner together at a very famous restaurant. This restaurant is especially famous for its beef short ribs. The environment is quiet and elegant, and the restaurant is filled with the melodious sound of the piano. Tang Shenbai brought Qi Pan to their table under the guidance of the waiter, and Qi Pan finally saw the "very polite compatriot" that Tang Shenbai said.

That face is all too familiar.

Qi Pan's face turned white the moment she saw it. The overwhelming shame and shame drowned her like a tide. She felt like a thief who had been stripped naked and opened in the sun for people to visit. The despicableness and the unbearable were revealed mercilessly, leaving only a devastated body.

She sat down like a puppet and listened rigidly to Tang Shenbai's conversation with the other party. In fact, she didn't listen carefully, because the rest of her strength was trembling, and her teeth were chattering with cold, which was ridiculous extreme.

"I'm sorry, I'm going to the bathroom." In the end, Qi Pan couldn't bear it anymore, she used her last courage and calmly left the table, Tang Shenbai wanted to send her but she refused, she hid in the toilet alone In the compartment, he bit his wrist fiercely, his teeth pierced through the flesh, almost touching the bones. If only she could feel the pain, then she wouldn't be so sad.

She has spent all her makeup on going out, but she can't stay here for too long, lest Tang Shenbai worry. Fortunately, Qi Pan brought her mobile phone. She hurriedly washed her face with cold water and left quietly. On the way, she sent Tang Shenbai a message saying that she was a little uncomfortable and went back to the hotel first.

On a foreign street where people come and go, she cried like a stupid fool.

A long, long time ago, when she left him for the first time, in a place where no one knew her, she cried like this, and then went to the bakery on the corner to buy a donut, with tears in her eyes eat.

Qi Pan often wonders, why is there no one in this world to love her? Mom didn't have herself in her heart, Dad re-established the family, when Mom died, she was clung to her stepfather's hand, and everyone connected with her bloodline didn't want her, everyone didn't have her in her heart, she was there. It seems to be superfluous everywhere. She tried very hard to be cheerful, but no matter how many places she went and how many people she helped, she didn't feel it.

There are frequent wars in the battlefield, and the volunteers with her are concerned by their families. Every time a war occurs, they will call home immediately to report safety. Very peaceful.

Because even if she died here, it wouldn't hurt anyone's heart.

She has nothing.

Perhaps even now, she still is.

Tang Shenbai said sorry to the other party when he received Qi Pan's text message and rushed back. He was relieved when he saw her obediently staying in the room, but he couldn't help but nag a few words, Qi Pan listened He nags himself, his eyes wide open: "I'm sorry."

I'm really sorry.

She didn't know who she said sorry to, Tang Shenbai, or the woman who looked exactly like his wife?

If she hadn't come out of that forest, they would still meet and fall in love in this lifetime, right? Will get married and have children, grow old. Now all this has been ruined by her, and Qi Pan has become such a despicable sinner. Why is she going to steal it? Why should she stay with Tang Shenbai? If he didn't belong to her in the first two lives, then there shouldn't be any accidents in the third life.

"Why do you want to apologize?" Tang Shenbai was soft-hearted by her. He was just worried that she would leave without saying a word, which always reminded him of the five years of being haunted by dreams, and he didn't want to lose her again. "Just tell me what's on your mind, okay?"

Qi Pan sat on his lap, "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry for you." Tang Shenbai sighed, "Panpan, why are you unhappy?"

"Would you like her?"

"Huh?"

"That person, will you like her?"

It took Tang Shenbai more than ten seconds to realize that she was talking about the woman from country Z who had dinner together at night. He narrowed his eyes, and rarely felt a little displeased at her: "I feel like this in your heart. Have you ever seen someone who has changed their minds?"

Qi Pan bit his lower lip, but Tang Shenbai clenched his chin, and then his fingers came in: "Even if it doesn't hurt, don't bite."

He seemed to understand what she was upset about. "Panpan, I want you to look into my eyes and listen to me carefully."

At his request, Qi Pan had to raise his head to look at him. His eyes were very gentle and mixed with some other things. What is that? Qi Pan couldn't understand it. She had never seen her uncle show such a look. He was always gentle and tolerant, and he was kind to everyone.

Actually, Qi Pan didn't know that after her death, he seldom laughed.

He always drove to the bridge and looked at the river that once devoured her. Her love was left in the world and turned into steam. Even if he lost consciousness, he was still attracted to him and gathered around him faintly.

"I am an adult who can think independently and take responsibility for my actions."

Qi Pan looked at him for unknown reasons.

"Who am I attracted to, whom I like, who am I willing to pay for, I know every decision I make."

His kiss fell on her trembling eyes, soft and tender. "Didn't you say it? I only love you, at least in my life, I have only loved you, and I will never be tempted by anyone again. The only one I want to spend the rest of my life with is you and do anything for you I am all willing. I feel that we are very happy together, and every way I walk with you, I feel satisfaction and happiness. This kind of feeling can only be brought to me by you, no one else can.”

Yes, no one but Qi Pan will do.

Afterwards, Qi Pan really spent the rest of his life with him. Even if she can't even fulfill her wife's obligations, when Tang Shenbai is dying, Qi Pan is still as beautiful as ever. Many times strangers find it incredible to see them snuggling together, but in Qi Pan's eyes, he is still the same. Her beloved uncle.

"Panpan, do you think people will have a next life?"

Qi Pan replied softly: "There will be."

"Then I want to be with you in the next life." He held her hand. Compared with the delicate and smooth little hand, his hand was like dead wood, full of horned branches.

"...Well, if there is a next life, I will definitely find you and stay with you again. You have to wait for me."

He cuddled in her arms and slowly closed his eyes. Qi Pan looked at the boundless sea in front of him, tears falling little by little.

Qi Pan hugged Tang Shenbai, the boat drifted around without direction, she looked at the unfathomable sea, smiled slightly, and jumped with him.

I'm sorry, uncle, I don't have a next life. I've been very happy with this stolen life. In the future, there will never be any more hope, and no one will harm you for the rest of your life, make you worry so much, leave your homeland like this, and let you sleep in the sea with me forever.

It took me three lifetimes to finally dissipate from this world, no longer entangle with you, and give you back your freedom.

But she didn't hear what Tang Shenbai murmured before closing his eyes.

He said.

Panpan, I don't want to forget you.