The Righteous Player(s) Chapter 6: Hope delivered
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Nigel took a deep breath, with an extremely complicated expression: "I am not the 'genius young painter' they advocate. Rather, I am an extremely despicable person who lives by selling his dreams and enthusiasm... hypocrisy The ultimate human being.
“I made up my mind at that time that I would never rely on Zhiji to sell or deal with my scrap manuscripts. Just like I made up my mind back then, I would no longer rely on my parents’ financial support. This made me live a relatively wealthy life. It immediately became very difficult. When I actually earned living expenses by myself, I finally realized... If I only relied on my own abilities, I would never be able to grow to this level.
"Even if my family is willing to provide me with money for food and accommodation, even if I get comfortable in life, I can still practice as hard as when I lived outside... But just buying canvas and paint, these are used to practice all The necessary money is already a huge amount.
“When I really couldn’t draw anymore, I was forced to start selling scrap manuscripts. At that time, people said that my talents had been exhausted, and some masters publicly criticized my painting attitude for being too perfunctory.
"Countless people are cursing me, and people who have bought my paintings have also written to me to express their disappointment. However, only I know that these scraps are my true level; later on, I paint with my heart The masterpieces that even I was moved by were directly regarded as perfunctory works by them.
“But every painting I paint is done with all my strength...I really don’t...do not perfunctory...”
After he finished speaking, he sighed deeply: "It's just that I'm too incompetent..."
This is not a story worth hearing.
Stained with tears and dust.
Just remembering it made him feel exhausted.
"Then what?"
After a brief silence, Annan asked softly and thoughtfully: "How did you break free and become a famous painter?"
"It's a long story," Nigel said slowly. "When I was at my lowest, I found an old book. It recorded the ritual of how to summon the Skeleton Lord..."
Hearing these words, Annan and Lin Yiyi raised their heads and looked at each other.
They all clearly realized something.
Jiuer immediately interjected at this moment: "Then what? Did you use the above ritual?"
"No, because my mother warned me that the above ceremony was fake."
Nigel shook his head: "When I was scolded by everyone, I finally went home in embarrassment. But beyond my expectation...my parents did not laugh at me, nor did they force me to go. Be a wizard.
"I hesitated for a long time, but finally gave up this opportunity, chose to believe in my mother, and admitted my lack of talent. So I found an accounting job and went out to work.
“I don’t want to live off of Zhi Ji’s hard work as a matter of course – she is my **** and the idol I worship. But I also don’t want to rely on my parents to live...because I ran away from home and I didn’t have that face. After escaping home in embarrassment, I can still continue painting at home like a normal person."
He took a deep breath and said seriously: "In the end... I chose Yaweng."
"Ya Weng?"
"Yes. Since my mother said that there may be scams hidden in the rituals of these false gods, then I asked for help like the real gods. I painted the most problematic paintings and the paintings that I was most satisfied with in those two years. , together with my painting habits and many doubts, were written into letters and sacrificed to Yaweng through rituals.
"I didn't originally expect to get a response...but in the end I didn't expect that Yaweng actually wrote me a reply."
The middle-aged painter sighed: "I suspect that I am really a person favored by the gods.
"Although the letter was full of contemptuous insults and criticisms, every part of it was an extremely precise comment. He circled every problematic part of my painting and attached Harsh evaluation. But to be honest, every one of His evaluations hit the point. In addition, there is a painting that Yaweng personally repainted, which I am most dissatisfied with... To be honest, it is the most beautiful painting I have ever seen in my life. painting.
"Every time I read this letter, I cry. Every time I read it, I doubt whether I have the talent for painting and whether I want to continue on this path... But I gritted my teeth and followed Yaweng's criticism. While practicing, I really made great progress.
"I endured the humiliation, read Yaweng's revisions over and over again, and practiced repeatedly. I even memorized every sentence of the letter. It took me eight years to fully digest Yaweng's criticism. …At that time, I was already thirty years old and took over my father’s job.
"I am still painting as an amateur, but no one knows... The Viscount's financial controller is the 'Nigel' who became famous ten years ago. People have even forgotten that I exist - some people suspect that I have committed suicide. Therefore, the few bad paintings I sold in the end were regarded as "paintings that made talented painters commit suicide", and their value increased comically. The value increased to the point where it was many times more expensive than my most popular works.
"I tried my best and spent a year painting a painting that I was most satisfied with. I dedicated it to Yaweng again, but he quickly painted me a better painting of clothes, along with new ones. Criticism. But my belief can no longer be destroyed by him - I just want to become a famous painter. Be famous again when everyone has forgotten me, become rich by painting, and I will let the past paper girl dream for me. All orders purchased have been settled...
"So I practiced hard for another four years under Yaweng's advice. I looked to Yaweng again for recognition, and then I was scolded back. This was repeated twice more, when I was forty-two years old... … Ya Weng finally wrote me a reply.
“——He said, ‘It looks a little bit like it, let’s try and see if we can sell the painting.’
"I have tears in my eyes."
With deep emotion, Nigel Elliott said hoarsely and in a low voice: "So after twenty years of absence from the painting world... I made my debut again.
"My goal this time is very simple. I want to become the painter who makes the most money first, and return to Paper Princess the support he once gave me with interest. Then I want to imitate Paper Princess and travel around the world, using my My paintings record everything I see... In the end, I will give up all my wealth and go to Denisaw to serve art for the rest of my life.
"Now, I have completed my first goal. After I met Zhiji, I gave my house in the royal capital, all my savings and cash to Zhiji as a token of gratitude... After all, now I am no longer short of money. Because I can at least make a living by painting any painting.
"Next, I want to travel around the world. The first stop is the Cold Wind Fortress in the Province of Saint Felix. I want to see what the rumored cold wind that can directly cut flesh is like; I We want to see if water really turns into ice in the Cold Wind Fortress.
"I want to see what the Frost Beast is like. I want to see if the world I see will be different after I have been drained of all positive emotions."
Annan felt that Nigel's eyes were shining with light.
It was a light similar to the light in my own eyes. ~IndoMTL.com~ Today, he can be called a real painter.
"...The Principality of Winter is very dangerous."
Annan warned in a low voice.
Nigel smiled: "I won't die. My life is still very precious. When I am about to die of old age, I will support a few poor students who love painting and spend all my life on it. teach them——
"——Pass on the kindness Zhiji gave me in the past and the hopes and dreams she gave me."
The way he looked at Annan...the way he looked through Annan and saw Zhi Ji, there was no trace of love between a man and a woman.
But a glowing longing.
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