The Righteous Player(s) Chapter 292: It seems I got the wrong script
Although Annan promised his grandmother to face up to his feelings——
But before leaving, he still hesitated and procrastinated.
I just feel like I am dragging my feet and not wanting to move.
After all, this was the first time in Annan's life that he had a crush on the opposite sex.
He couldn't tell for a moment whether he really liked the other person, or whether he felt close because he "had known each other before", or whether he just felt possessive of Kaifuni, who fell in love with him, or whether It's because this body is going through puberty that it has ignorant teenage feelings...
In fact, Annan Bai and Annan Black have different feelings for Kaifuni.
The first person to see Kaifni was Black Annan.
According to Annan's recovered memories, Black Annan's heart of winter had not yet reversed at that time, and there was no love in his heart.
When Annan saw Kaifuni for the first time in the sea of silver and purple flowers in Noah's back garden...the first memory that came out was experience. He was struck by the harmonious beauty of that moment.
——But it was only that moment of emotion.
Black Annan is cold and ruthless from beginning to end.
He did say that he would protect Kaifni, and he did say handsome words such as "I'm here for this".
But it is slightly different from what Bai Annan understood...
At that time, Black Annan did not abandon his own safety and rush to do justice just because he was "unable to ignore the tragedy that happened in front of him", which sounded very Kamen Rider and seemed to have its own background music.
It was just because of Kafeni's spiritual vision that Annan thought there must be something extraordinary about Kafeni.
This made the indifferent Black Annan pay a little more attention to Kaifni, raising her status by two levels from a "passer-by who has nothing to do with him" to an "important person". Her survival and view of herself are very important things.
Because of this, when Annan keenly caught a conspiracy, and this conspiracy involved Kaifuni, Annan did not choose the simplest and crudest solution-that is, to cooperate with Philip.
After all, no matter how Philip arranged his plot...whether he wanted to murder the ministers or seek to usurp the throne, it was Noah, not Winter, who was affected. Rather, if Philip tortured Noah to death, it would be a good thing for Winter.
——Anyway, with the protection of the blizzard and the frost beast army in the winter, you can't fight here. It doesn't matter what you do.
... Of course, this is just a possibility.
Even without Kafni, Annan might not actually cooperate with Philip.
For Annan, the baby-faced fat guy who likes to eat sweets is really not very likable - after all, they are mirrors of each other. Maybe after Annan came into contact with Philip, he would feel disgusted with Philip... and then destroy his plan out of interest. It is also possible.
Until then, Annan had no special feelings for Kaifni. At most, it feels more pleasing to the eye, and perhaps easier to use.
After that, Annan lost his memory.
But Kaifni didn't.
When she saw Annan again, the madness caused by the erosion of her vision and curse had become more serious and even affected her intelligence.
Her memory and thinking abilities were impaired as a result. At that time, Kafni was trudging on the road of depravity. Her whole person was full of demonic nature, even her speech was intermittent, and her logic was fragmented.
But when she saw Annan, she grabbed Annan's hand without hesitation. He said something that he had forgotten but she had not forgotten yet.
Corresponding to Black Annan's impurity-filled feelings for Kafni...
Kafni's feelings for Annan are not pure either.
For Kafni, who has been bullied by other peers since she was a child because she awakened the gift of spiritual vision, Annan's existence has a completely different meaning to her.
Although her father loves her very much, he is also afraid of her; her biological mother wants to kill her; the dream stealer wants to indirectly control her father through her; her teacher, who calls himself 'Nicholas' ·Frammel's Nicholas II was essentially using her to kill people...
She has been ostracized, had her memory altered, and was assassinated many times. Having lived in the environment of Noah's royal family since she was a child, Kafni, who was born with spiritual vision, has long awakened the ability to see through the inner being of others.
For her, Black Annan's existence is overwhelmingly powerful.
After all, he is a strong man who can take the absolute initiative in communicating with Vladimir, who has not yet become the "Winter Defying Man". His coldness, wisdom, determination, and reliability reminded Kaifani of her grandfather.
Like the dark sun.
——It would be nice if her father was as reliable, she thought.
That way, she wouldn’t have to feel so wronged...
The paintings she drew were ridiculed by her peers and cursed by her mother because they were distorted and pointed to the essence of things. And her father... his IQ is not very high, so he cannot understand the true meaning of the painting.
Annan is the first of her peers who does not regard her as a monster, and the only one who sincerely thinks her paintings are beautiful.
This is actually because Annan's mental age is quite mature, and his IQ and understanding ability allow him to immediately judge the essence of the painting... and his behavior is upright, and there is no "hidden truth" "It can make him ashamed and afraid.
He is Kaifuni's first close friend.
And his act of "risking his life to save everyone" deeply shocked Kaifni.
She grew up in Noah's palace and had never seen anyone with such a bright soul.
Annan can even be said to be the initial motivation that allowed her to survive. It was Annan who gave her the courage to fight against all these evil intentions - and the confidence to defeat them all.
Although when Kaifni told the story of being bullied, her attitude was very indifferent, as if she didn't care about anything. She is very mature and takes the criticism and hostility she endures indifferently - but that is actually not maturity, but numbness.
At that time, Kafni was not really a "devil".
Her spirit has not yet been corrupted by the curse. In other words, she is just a normal little girl of eight or nine years old.
A little girl whose birthday has been forgotten by everyone. Because I have suffered too much malice, I am even used to living in malice.
The initial form of that feeling is not love.
Just as Kafni said to Annan - she thinks Annan is a god, and she is a fanatical believer in Annan.
As the price for Kafni's acceptance of Annan's gift, she promised to give Annan a gift of the same value as the "Eye of Frost" when they meet again.
"I am strong...I can protect you."
She said so at the time.
At that time, Kafni planned to give herself as a gift to Annan.
As a protector and believer.
Because she felt that she was not worthy of Annan. She also hopes to make herself better...so good that she can protect Annan and deserve Annan.
This misplaced understanding continued until Annan experienced the nightmare of the "Great Hunt", and Kafni and Kaifni played a dungeon online in the nightmare without knowing each other...
So Kaifni finally understood her own feelings and stopped covering herself up.
And it was only after Kaifuni made an intimate move towards him that Annan realized that he didn't hate it...nor did he hate Kaifuni, it could even be said that he liked her. ~IndoMTL.com~ Because when he was with Kaifni, he didn't need to worry about anything else and could just settle down and enjoy the tranquility.
He was even a little worried about Kaifni. This worry was like a master and apprentice, like a father and daughter... because Annan felt that Kaifuni might not be able to survive without him.
Since then, a new and wonderful relationship has gradually formed between them——
Because of the wonderful "fate", the two children, who did not understand "what love is", developed a strong and greedy possessive desire for each other... They did not want the other to be taken away by others, nor did they want the other to be taken away by others. I hope something unexpected happens to the other party.
Neither Annan nor Kafni had such desire for anyone else.
...Is this love?
He was actually not entirely sure.
But Annan at least understood one thing——
——It seems that he took the heroine script from the very beginning.