The Righteous Player(s) Chapter 191: Lead us up

"...Do you know [Unfallen Shield]?"

Just in case, Si Anke still hesitated and asked in a lowered voice.

"That's natural."

The honey-colored haired young man nodded calmly.

"In other words, if you are a little older, you should know him. [Unfallen Shield] is undoubtedly a heroic defender... He can be called a model of extraordinary people. Because he is indeed It has undoubtedly saved the lives of many people and also changed the unfortunate fate of many people.

"But what I want to praise most is not his kind thoughts, words and deeds - the path to transcendence is the path of desire and the path of ascent. Many people choose this path to change something or to have something. The path, and the extraordinary person who does not have enough desire cannot go far.

"In other words, there are not a few extraordinary people with kind hearts. The most valuable thing to learn from Justus, the Unfallen Shield, is that he has a calm and strong will, and a clear and unshakable bottom line.

"Because of this, while he is trying his best to do the 'right thing', he can still live a good life. He can live a relaxed life, not be dragged down by his own desires to fatigue, and can control himself. Being taken advantage of by others.

The saint praised without hesitation: "You can even say this - if someone asks me, 'What kind of extraordinary person should I become?' Then I will say to them, you should ask the Invincible Shield Jia Study."

This is undoubtedly a very high praise.

But Si Anqi’s expression was a little subtle.

Although he was not the one who entered Justus' nightmare... the "Gemini" nightmare was broadcast live throughout. Si Anke naturally watched the live broadcast at that time and knew what happened at that time.

Justus has a kind heart?

Will he not be dragged down by his own desires?

Can he live a good life?

Can he not be used by others?

…Don’t say goodbye.

It would be better to say that Justus' entire life can be summed up in three words: "tool man". He spent his whole life in the process of being used intermittently by others... and he didn't live a free and easy life at all, and it could be said that he was exhausted, and his family life was not happy.

He was distressed by Ingrid's death. In order to prevent this pain from happening again, he became the "Unbreakable Shield". And it is precisely in order to relieve this pain that he will absorb the harm suffered by others everywhere.

It is not so much to save others, but to satisfy his desire for self-destruction and self-harm that he absorbs the harm from others. According to the psychological profile that players later made on him... I am afraid that Justus wanted to use this pain to make up for the mental pain caused by his disintegrated childhood.

In other words, his suffering was not to save others.

It's just for self-abuse.

This innocent emotion he had as a child affected and bound his life. Until he finally fell into the trap woven by the teacher and died as a tool to create "Professor Wolf", he was still struggling with this feeling.

Justus’ life has nothing to do with words such as kindness, sobriety, calmness, and relaxation...

...However, since Justus' reputation outside and the recognition of him by others are so high.

As for the secret hidden by Justus, it is better not to reveal it...

Si Anqing's compassion prevented him from saying this clearly.

Thinking of this, he took a deep breath and shuddered.

——The nightmare mechanism is really terrifying!

This is no longer a dark history that can be destroyed by sinking the console into water or physically destroying the hard drive... Not only is it completely impossible to destroy, it will even be read and discussed seriously by future generations.

The great and heroic persona that he developed during his lifetime showed no flaws until his death. But the nightmare hatched after death, and when the Purifier team entered it with reverence, they saw the truest version of themselves that had never been shown to anyone.

Oh haha.

All efforts so far have been in vain.

That’s really terrible...

Si An thought for a long time before thinking of how to ask about Ingrid without destroying Justus’ character:

"...Then you know, Justus...Your Excellency. His first love back then was a girl named Ingrid. But this girl named Ingrid was in front of him Dead..."

"Oh, that's not surprising."

The Saint is not surprised by Si Anqi’s statement.

He asked: "Then do you know why her name is [Eternal Daughter]?"

"...don't know."

Si Anke shook his head.

The saint sighed: "Remember to read more books...

"This is an apocryphal book called "Praise to the Name of the Sky Crane" written by a poet in the cold winter. It describes the relevant knowledge about the 'Sublimation Ceremony' in cryptic language.

"In that long poem, the madman realized that he was still a mortal after all, and he still had the eyes of light, and the beautiful and clear desire. But when he still couldn't ride the sky chariot, he was completely despairing.

"This is to point out that even with the purest and clearest desires, if the soul is not dyed, it is absolutely impossible to perform the sublimation ritual."

"After the madman returned to his hometown, he met his childhood sweetheart whom he had not seen for a long time. He fell passionately and sincerely in love with the girl, married her and had children.

"From the young daughter of the past, to the girl of today, to the future mother and grandmother. Until the withered remains in the grave. The madman accompanied her throughout her life with his warm and unchanging love——[I looked at She was like looking at the sun. There were tears in my eyes and light in my pupils.

"As a moth that admires light, the fanatic has already passed the test and possesses a soul as pure as crystal...that is, he has reached the silver level. His lifespan is much longer than that of his wife, which leads to the death of his wife from old age. , he was still in his prime.

“It wasn’t until the anniversary of his wife’s death in the seventh year that the madman looked at her tomb and finally became enlightened.

"[That is indeed light! It is eternal love, the third echo that sounds from the depths of the sun].

"[——I have already received my light, but I don’t even know it!]"

"That is to say, he has..."

Hearing this attentively, Si Anke couldn't help but interrupt.

The saint nodded: "Yes, he finally advanced to gold.

"His soul was dyed with [love], shining with the light of the third ray of the sun. Holding on to his desire for light, he pursued the heavenly carriage all his life, but he never got it... And in him When I gave up my own desires and loved my lover wholeheartedly, I awakened the element called [love] and advanced to gold.

"So he finally ascended to godhood. The last sentence of the poem is his sincere praise, prayer and remembrance of his lover... [Only the daughter of eternity can lead us up].

"Of course, the story of the fanatic is fictional. In fact, there is no **** who regards 'love' as the truth... but the 'Eternal Daughter' does exist."

The saint said seriously: "Ingrid is the previous tower owner of the Thousand Faces Fantasy Tower...a gold-level wizard of the idol school. She is of the same era as me. She is one of the few People who believe that "The Book in Praise of the Sky Chariot" is not apocryphal book, but a prophetic book.

"...and the truth she pursues is the [rising love] in this poem. Because of this, she changed her title to 'The Eternal Daughter'. In this way, she gets the 'madness' in the story The disciple's wife's power.

“She has the element of [love]. If her love is not destroyed, her body will not die... But she has never been recognized by the truth of [rising love], and no book of truth has ever appeared.

"Ingrid thought this was because her love was not real enough. So she decided to seal her memory... and truly fall in love with a mortal who could become gold when she was a child, to find 'true love' ', reenacting the story in "The Book of Praise for the Crane".

"She will provide the other party with enough 'desire' to advance to gold. Until either of the two dies, she will regain her memory, silently leave there, go to a far away place, and then repeat this process again process.

"This is the sublimation ceremony that belongs to Ingrid. As long as her lover awakens the element of 'love', then she can become a **** - the [Eternal Daughter] who controls the power of the heavenly chariot.

"...But obviously, she has been failing. She has not been recognized by 'love', nor has she been recognized by 'Heavenly Car'."

The Saint shrugged: "The Unfallen Shield has indeed advanced to the gold level. And his desire is also related to protecting others... In addition, the Bone Healer is also a very powerful wizard of the idol school. ~IndoMTL .com~According to the 'law of contact' of the idol school, all idol wizards must have some kind of connection. Then Ingrid's missing body became the student of Lord Bone Healer and fell in love with the infallible shield of her youth. It’s not a strange thing.”

...It turns out that another truth of history is this?

Si Anqi’s mood became more complicated.

No wonder...

...But the problem is, it seems that the person Ingrid fell in love with was not Justus, but Frederick, right?

But when I think about it this way, I feel that Justus is even worse for some reason...

"...Then why did she want to kill you?"

"Because her goal was me, and I did fall in love with her."

The saint calmly replied: "The element I hold is indeed 'love'... but I chose to inherit the holy bones instead of sublimating into a god. So she failed again, and she failed at the key point. Before.

"She didn't actually want to kill me. She wanted to force me to give up the holy bones and ascend... But I actually didn't want to become a god."

"Wait a minute."

Si Anke couldn't help but ask: "I remember you said... when you were at the Silver level, you were still a woman, right?"

Hearing this, the saint looked over strangely: "It's just 'love'... Does it have anything to do with gender?"

"...Huh?"