Super Soldier Chapter 474: A miserable life
The Ape God gave Liu Kexin a cold look, and said lightly: "The words you gave me before, I also gave it to you intact, you think it’s impossible, because you haven’t seen it. , I haven’t heard of it, I’ve never experienced it. I’m thirty-four this year. When I was a child, I was born in a small border town in China. My family can’t be said to be rich, but it’s a middle class in the small town. , You can go to a well-off society."
"I am the second child in the family. Above me is an older sister, and after me is a younger brother... But then they are gone, they are all dead."
The hair on Ape God’s face is too long to see what his face is, but his eyes are the window to a person’s soul. In Ape God’s eyes, Liu Kexin not only can’t see the slightest sadness in him, On the contrary, there was a bit of hearty pleasure, which made her feel terrified.
"My father and mother are both businessmen in the town. They run a small supermarket in the town together. With a little savings, they can be considered as a good food and clothing. They are around 30 years old. I was born at the time. I originally gave birth to a child at this age as a baby, but they found out that they gave birth to a monster, a monster with a lot of hair."
Liu Kexin said sympathetically: "At the age of about 30, if you give birth to a child, you must be as rare as a baby. In the end, you find that the child has a problem. The average person must not be able to bear it. "
The Ape God sneered: "Humans are selfish, and they feel uncomfortable. Does this child want to grow up like this? When he grows up, he will be laughed at and humiliated, if they can protect the child. Or, if they can’t, they might as well not let him exist in this world."
Liu Kexin said: "Maybe, because they love you, they are reluctant to give up on you..."
Ape God laughed, smiling disdainfully and indifferently: "Before I had a sister who was five years older than me, but there was always a patriarchal thought in my family, so I always wanted a boy, they The reason why I didn’t give up immediately was just because I was a boy, so I wanted to try to see if I could be healed. They went to a larger city nearby, and the hospital had no choice but to spend some money during this period. , Maybe because the money has been put in, they feel that if they give up me like this, the money will be spent in vain, so they give up their plan to not want me."
"There is a sister in the family. They are patriarchal. My sister is not favored at home. After I have me, my status is not as good as my sister. In contrast, they think it is better to put energy More on my sister. After all, my sister is still a normal person. On the contrary, my sister's status in the family has begun to rise. My sister hated me very much before I was born. Although she was young at the time, she was already sensible. , I feel that my family might be worse for her after I was born. After I was born, she didn’t threaten her anymore, and she began to hate me again. No matter when she didn’t admit that she had an extra brother in her family, she saw every day Everyone says that there is a monkey at home."
Liu Kexin’s eyes began to have more sympathy, she sighed, and sighed: "This is all to blame for your parents, or people of their time, many of them are patriarchal thoughts. This kind of thought hurts you. Sister, otherwise she wouldn’t hate you so much and hate you so much."
Ape Shinto: "My sister hates me and bullies me with other children outside. Not only does I look different from normal people, I am very strong since I was young. I can beat three or four children of the same age by one person, but my sister I was five years older, and her friends were five or six years older. When I was four or five years old, I was knocked to the ground by them every time, with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and then they gathered around and laughed loudly. ."
Liu Kexin was surprised: "Do you care about your parents?"
"After knowing that I was a genetic mutation and could not heal me, they left me at home out of conscience, but they didn't regard me as their own son at all, and they didn't care about me at all, even if they did. My day...In my memory, they haven't even hugged me since I stopped drinking breast milk."
"That's too much."
"You think it’s too much? The too much is still behind. Every time my sister bullies me, they don’t look at me, but they care about my sister very much. They look at me with indifference every day. ……You tell me that human beings were originally good in nature?" Ape God’s eyes shone with cold and asked, "Where do you think their kindness is? I am their own flesh and blood, my sister’s younger brother, and their kindness. Where? Where is their sympathy?"
Liu Kexin was a little speechless.
Ape God snorted coldly: "But my sister doesn't have to be too proud. My parents and even their previous generations still have deep-rooted patriarchal thoughts. The reason why they are good to my sister is because of me. I don’t have a brother yet, and my mother has not been able to get pregnant again in those years. When I was six years old, my mother was over forty years old. We all thought she would not be pregnant, but she was still pregnant... And this time I really gave birth to a younger brother."
Ape God took a deep breath: "They were ecstatic and began to focus all their attention on my brother. My sister began to fall out of favor, but I was even more out of favor. I was in their eyes before It is dispensable, and now it becomes superfluous in their eyes. They used to look at me just indifferent, but now they have become disgusted."
"How can they be like this, they are all their own children, how can they be treated differently, not to mention that although you may not seem to fit their minds, you are their flesh and blood after all." Liu Kexin said a little excited.
"If they really think so, how can I be where I am today!" Ape God said emotionally, "but that's right, I want to thank them, they taught me that people are in this world To learn to be selfish, to learn to be ruthless, to become strong, only if you are strong enough to make others fear you, can you not be bullied!"
"After my little brother was born, my elder sister took good care of my little brother. For this reason, she did not completely fall out of favor. My parents treated her very well, and I wanted to take good care of my little brother, but he saw I was so scared that I cried. My parents hated me even more because of this. But at that time, my little brother still had to drink milk and needed a lot of care every day. They didn’t put my energy at all, so they didn’t take me seriously and stayed. At home, but my sister has already studied at home, but I have always stayed at home because of my appearance... no place dare to ask me..."
"Later, my little brother grew up slowly, probably because she had a good relationship with my sister. She was influenced by my sister and always bullied me... When he was four or five years old, I was already Over ten years old, my sister has already entered high school. At that time, I was able to beat five or six children of the same age alone. My strength became stronger and stronger. It was really like a primitive person, but he was my younger brother. , I didn’t dare to hit him, I didn’t even dare to look at him more, as long as I made him cry, I would be beaten by my parents."
"He is a kid who is ignorant. Sometimes he and other children bully me and I dodge. He started crying and making noise because he couldn't hit me. My dad just slapped my **** out of the flesh without saying a word. That time, I recuperated for half a month."
Liu Kexin took a deep breath and kept muttering to herself: "It's too much, there is no such parent in this world."
"I have been enduring it, I have been enduring it. One day, I heard my parents chatting in the room, only to realize that they had contacted the people outside and wanted to sell me to someone else. Long-term job, manual labor for people... At that moment, I knew how ridiculous my tolerance for so many years... What kind of parents and family, just because the same blood bleeds in the body, apart from these same blood, what is our relationship? Nothing either."
"At that moment, I suddenly realized that I was out of control. My heart was filled with anger. I rushed into the room. When they didn’t react, I rushed to the strongest me. Dad bit his throat~IndoMTL.com~ Then grabbed the fruit knife in the house and stabbed my mother to death with more than ten consecutive knives. Later, he did nothing and kill all the sleeping sisters and younger brothers in my house. Now... I also drank their blood... I found that only their blood can calm my emotions."
Liu Kexin's hairs are all up.
"I ran out of the house. I don’t know if the police will catch me. I don’t know what will happen after they catch me. I have no regrets. I was born into this world by them. They watched by the side. Then, watching me being bullied by his children and even other people outside for more than ten years, they even sold me as a beast."
"Later I met my master in the wild, a master in the dark world. He found that my innate talent was very strong, so he took me as a disciple, taught me kung fu, and told me how to kill... I came to see him later I walked in the dark world and killed a lot of people. He also asked me to kill a lot of people until I finally surpassed him and killed him. Then I walked in the dark world by myself until I was recruited by Lord Buddha. , Became one of the eight generals of Buddhism and the enemy of Long Gongzi."
After the Ape God finished speaking, he began to look at Liu Kexin. Liu Kexin's eyes were indeed full of sympathy. Liu Kexin lowered her head gently. The Ape God looked at Liu Kexin and laughed: "Now you still want to tell me about the human The first nature is good? Do you still want to say that?"
The Ape God looked at Liu Kexin. Originally, he was a person who respected his strength. He didn’t do things at all. He didn’t think much of anyone’s opinions. He didn’t like a weak person like Liu Kexin. But I don’t know why, but Liu Kexin became a man. Unexpectedly, he wanted to know how Liu Kexin responded to him, and what kind of evaluation Liu Kexin had.