Rising: Ten Thousand Years Chapter 562: : thoughts of committing suicide

Three days later.

It's over.

This is the voice of everyone.

Li Zhen hasn't slept well for three days, no, strictly speaking, it's four days.

I try hard to sleep almost every day, but even if I am very tired, I can only sleep for more than two hours every day, and if there is any movement, I will be very awake immediately, and then I can't fall asleep again one day.

It was only a short period of four days, and Li Zhen was tortured so much that he couldn't bear to live. It's like being a different person.

He became haggard every day, and his body became weaker, as if a gust of wind could blow him away. No one knows exactly why this is.

For four days, I tried countless methods. He even deliberately made Li Zhen turn black and white upside down, and tried to sleep during the day and live at night in the future, but he couldn't do it.

No matter what method is used, Li Zhen is immune to all of this and has no effect.

Everyone deeply felt the horror of insomnia, it was just such a simple instinct, but he couldn't do it. In a few days, Yu Ruo who tortured Li Zhen was replaced by another person.

"Get out! Get out of here. I don't want to eat, don't come in again, don't bother me!"

Li Zhen was like an angry lion in the room, roaring and roaring.

The person who delivered the meal trembled, and hurriedly retreated out. There was no discomfort at all, and there was only worry on his face.

A person who has not slept well for several days and cannot sleep at all will become extremely irritable. Just touch it and it will explode. Everyone is beginning to accept the consequences.

Liu Jinghong saw the staff hurriedly exit, and shouted: "Wait. I'll deliver."

After speaking, Liu Jinghong personally picked up the tray, took a deep breath and entered the door.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Li Zhen covered under the quilt, covering his face with a veil soaked in rosemary, and pillowed on a pillow made of lavender seeds and silkworm sand. Lie down and take deep breaths.

He was breathing abnormally quickly, and all he could see was his chest rising and falling.

Liu Jinghong didn't dare to disturb him, he didn't know if Li Zhen was really asleep, if he finally fell asleep and woke him up again, it would be a disaster. So he put down the tray and sat quietly on the stool next to him without making any sound.

A minute later, Li Zhen's breathing became more and more rapid, and Liu Jinghong also became nervous.

Li Zhen lifted the veil on his face suddenly, and sat up growling: "Did I say don't disturb me? Get out, get out, get out of here."

Liu Jinghong was stunned when he heard the words, then hurriedly walked over and said with a worried face: "Master Li, it's me, I'm Liu Jinghong..."

"I know you are Liu Jinghong, get out. No matter who it is, get out. Get out!"

Speaking, Li Zhen stretched out his foot from under the quilt, and kicked Liu Jinghong frantically.

Liu Jinghong was kicked to the ground, and immediately knelt down beside the bed: "Mr. Li, don't be in a hurry if you can't sleep, let's sleep slowly and calm down."

"Steady, how can I keep it steady? How can I keep it steady? Tell me, how should I keep it? Ah?"

Liu Jinghong was at a loss for words for a while, and quickly said: "You haven't eaten for two days, why don't you have a bowl of porridge."

"Don't drink. Get out and don't bother me."

Li Zhen said in a deep voice, his face was gloomy and terrifying. ,

To be honest, he himself didn't know why his temper suddenly became so big. But that's it, it's like this all of a sudden, I want to scold everyone I see, I want to kick and hit everything I see, I want to vent like crazy.

However, Li Zhen only scolded verbally, but did not do anything out of line, which has been very restrained. He holds a lot of power, and in this kind of rage, he doesn't want to destroy the world, which is a blessing in misfortune.

Liu Jinghong really cried out, holding Li Zhen's hand and shaking it constantly: "Mr. Li, you can't do this. If you can't sleep, let's take care of it slowly. Don't worry. Maybe, you can eat your stomach first." Asleep?"

Li Zhen was silent for a long time, and then heaved a heavy sigh. reach out.

Liu Jinghong looked happy, and hurried over with the bowl.

Li Zhen was holding a bowl of porridge in silence, and while drinking, Li Zhen's eyes suddenly turned red.

'pop'

He smashed the bowl to the ground, and Li Zhen broke down emotionally.

It turned out to be like a child, crying out with a wow.

"Why am I like this? Jinghong, why am I suddenly like this? I want to sleep, I really want to sleep."

Li Zhen wiped away his tears, his emotions collapsed in an instant, tears fell like rain, and more and more he wiped away.

Liu Jinghong also cried bitterly, and while wiping Li Zhen's tears, he said: "It's okay, it's okay, I will always fall asleep."

Li Zhen choked up and said: "Why did God torture me like this? What did I do wrong? Why can't I do something that is easy for everyone? It's just three or four days. Time, I seem to have changed. It’s just three or four days, but I feel that the days are like years, this is the most painful thing in the world, isn’t it?”

Liu Jinghong thought it was true, but he didn't dare to provoke Li Zhen anymore, he just shook his head: "No~IndoMTL.com~ Master Li, there are still many sufferings in the world..."

Li Zhen ignored it, and just said to himself crying bitterly: "I am willing to give up all my status, I just want to sleep peacefully. I really don't want to go on like this anymore. I feel so uncomfortable. Do you know that I am in pain? Exclaim, can you feel my pain?"

"Yes, I can feel it. Master Li, we are also worried."

Li Zhen suddenly raised his head and roared, "Why!"

The veins on the neck were undulating, and the whole face was flushed.

Liu Jinghong was submissive and didn't dare to say anything, he was afraid that what he said would irritate Li Zhen, every sentence.

Li Zhen closed his eyes, and two lines of tears flowed across the sides. Whispering and sighing: "What did I do wrong? I never thought that the most painful punishment in the world is actually the instinctive things we are born to do. Cruel?"

Liu Jinghong was speechless.

Li Zhen continued: "A person is born with the ability to sleep, but if it is deprived of this instinct, such as me, then it will be very cruel. I really want to realize a truth, exclaim, cherish it. Cherish it All our instincts, the breath that we never pay attention to, it is with us, if it is taken away one day, it will be as painful as me? I would rather be taken away from the breath, because at least for a few minutes It will be suffocated. What I don't want to be deprived of is sleep, which is a chronic torture."

"This is not physical torture, this is spiritual torture, Jinghong. I want to die."

After Li Zhen finished speaking, he lay down on his back, letting the tears keep flowing from both sides.

Liu Jinghong gasped, looked at Li Zhen in horror, then suddenly knelt down and cried, "Teacher, you can't have such thoughts!"

Li Zhen silently closed his red and sore eyes, weeping sadly: "Let's go back."