Phoenix Destiny Chapter 755: Not 1 sentence since 1
When Xie Xingshen came over, Lu Mingshu sat on the roof alone and had a drink.
"Hey, it's so rare! You were drinking secretly!" Xie Xingchen got out from behind, grabbed the bottle in her hand, took a sip, and said to himself, "No smell Don’t think, the worms come out as soon as you smell it."
Back then, he entered and exited the Minghe River, in order to resist the mist on the Minghe River, he developed a habit of drinking. Later, because she didn't like it, it took a lot of work to get rid of the addiction.
I haven't touched alcohol for many years, and I suddenly smelled the smell of wine. I couldn't help it.
The wine was robbed, and Lu Mingshu didn't mean to take it back. He just leaned back and looked at the sky.
"How uncomfortable it is, rely on me!" Xie Xingchen spontaneously moved her to a position.
Lu Mingshu only glanced at him and said nothing.
No refusal is acquiescence. Xie Xingchen smiled and was in a great mood.
"Hidden drinking alone, something is on your mind?" He played with her scattered long hair.
"Hmm."
Xie Xingchen was surprised, she was actually willing to open up to him?
"What are you thinking?" In his tone, he couldn't hide his excitement.
Lu Mingshu looked at the stars for a long time and slowly said: "I am reminiscing about the past."
"In the past? What happened?"
Lu Mingshu didn't answer again. She closed her eyes and felt the night breeze. It took a while before she spoke: "Fu Mingxi has seen her son."
"So what?" Xie Xingchen's heart moved, lowering his voice, "Is it true that Yue Lingyin and Fu Mingxi have children and want to have children too? Don't worry, I will let you achieve your wish-oh!"
Lu Mingshu retracted his hand and continued: "It's a perfect ending, isn't it? Zhou Miaoru is dead, and Fu Shangqing is now a bereaved dog. Fu Mingxi woke up, and Fu Mingtang got out of the mud. Everyone gets what they want." /
"But you don't seem to be happy?"
"I can't say unhappy." Her voice was a little low, as if talking to herself, "The nightmare that kept me awake at night when I was young was finally broken by myself, and everything returned to its original place. But... …"
"Huh?"
"I remember that back then, I tried my best to break free from the net of human affection and sophistication. I didn't want to be bound by the rules, and I didn't want to be a victim. Why did I have the strength, but the result was already predetermined by those in power? This is the case of the Tianmen Controversy, and the same is true of the Qilin Club."
She retracted her distant gaze and fell on Xie Xing's face: "I still remember that you deliberately defeated my beliefs with words at that time. You asked me why this must be the case, Qianshan walks alone, never moving forward." /
Speaking of past events, Xie Xingchen was actually a little ashamed. At that time, his only hobby was playing with people's hearts. Her arrival was like a fresh fish in a dead pond, which made him eager to try-what a good toy!
"You know, I did it on purpose."
Lu Mingshu didn’t hear it: "Actually, what you said was right. At that time, I had nothing but myself, so I could only rely on my loneliness and courage to fight hard. The world is full of malice. The net of rules keeps everyone in the net. Others think that where you should be, you should stay there obediently."
"Later, the situation got better and better. The princess let go, and you don't force it anymore, even I have a few more friends." She closed her eyes and recalled that time.
"Returning from Beiming, my life is getting better and better. I have enough strength to protect people I value, and I can avenge my enemies with integrity, and even clear the stigma of the Lu Family. My reputation is getting better and better. The bigger, the higher the right to speak. Whatever I say, others dare not take it seriously. So I also became the rule maker."
Listening to her soft voice, saying these words, Xie Xingchen's memory returned to that time.
At the time in Feixiangong, they often battled wits, trying to overwhelm each other. Lu Mingshu once said sarcastically that you high-ranking people think that you have given others a chance to make progress, but in fact, you still have a way out. Only by becoming an outstanding person recognized by them can they be qualified to move forward.
She said faintly: "Look, how popular are we now back to Guxia? Grandmaster Dongxu welcomes him, and the powerful figures of all factions visit. All this is not because I broke away from the rules, but because I gained the pinnacle. Status."
"So what?" Xie Xing asked dryly. He found that he couldn't laugh, and even he couldn't get a definite answer to the question she was thinking about.
"I’m very scared. Over the years, I’ve been scared. I’m afraid that if I climbed up, I would be like the people who oppressed me back then. I will draw a line for others. Those who don’t follow the rules will be eliminated and become losers. ."
"..."
"Power is fascinating." She whispered softly, looking at the outstretched hands, these hands were white and thin, and there was no way to see how strong the master was. As long as I have a thought, it is a life-or-death decision for others. This feeling is too terrible, I am afraid I am fascinated."
Xie Xingchen gently shook her hand and replied in a low voice: "But haven't you been trying to make yourself kind? I have never seen a self-controlling person like you, even if I have been disappointed. Face people and things peacefully."
"Because I dare not let myself relax, I would rather be softer than to become the person I once hated." Lu Mingshu in turn, holding his hand and looking directly into his eyes, "I know your life creed , And I am completely different. But since we want to be together, we should always coordinate and synchronize. I try to understand you, can you also restrain yourself like this?"
……
The next day, Lu Mingshu went to visit the Queen Mother alone.
I haven't seen each other for more than 20 years, and the appearance of the Queen Mother is no different from before.
Gossiping with her kindly and caring for her sincerely and sincerely.
Compared with the princess of Zhongzhou, who was sharp when I first met, now the queen mother is like a kind elder.
Shi Yu has married a concubine and had children~IndoMTL.com~ has become a true king of Zhongzhou.
But the Queen Mother did not retreat behind the scenes. She was injured that year and missed the critical opportunity. The possibility of her cultivation level being improved is very slim, but it is far from the end of her life.
For a woman who used to handle everything, being idle is terrible. Therefore, almost all affairs on the Xuan League side are handled by the Queen Mother.
Lu Mingshu finished speaking with her, and met with Yue Lingyin, Wei Chunqiu, and Kou Wei who happened to be stationed in Zhongzhou.
Then she entrusted Fu Mingxi's affairs to Xie Xingchen, and set off on her own back to Jiuyao Mountain.
After the talk that night, they needed time to think.
Lu Mingshu didn't want him to make a decision. They had gone through so many trials and hardships together, and it would be too hypocritical to refuse.
She asked Xie Xingchen to restrain the malice in her heart, and she also tried to enter his inner world.
Being together is not a simple sentence, but an action. Not to mention the spiritual resonance, at least to reach an agreement, right?