Nightfall Chapter 164: The other shore
There was a burst of laughter from the city.
It was really painful, his face became extremely pale, but he looked at the ship in the sky, still smiling, smiling very happy, smiling very bleak, smiling very determined, smiling so presumptuous, even Somewhat crazy.
Sangsang stood at the bow of the ship, looking at the man on the wall below, with a calm expression. He was not angry because of the other party’s disrespect or disgusted because of the other party’s existence as before.
She thinks this feeling of peace is very good, very powerful, even if she thinks she is calm, but after all, it is calm. After calm is quiet, quiet is eternal.
She thought she could remain calm, but looking at Ning Que’s pale face and the blood flowing from his chest, she felt some pain in her chest for some reason.
Is this an illusion or an illusion? With an unimaginable will, Sangsang erased this problem from his heart, but he couldn’t stop his brows from frowning slightly.
She looked at Ning Que quietly, and suddenly asked: “Doesn’t it hurt?”
Ning Que looked at his chest, looked at the blade deep into the flesh, and squeezed out a miserable smile, and said, “Man, you should be more cruel to yourself.”
Sangsang murmured: “But it still hurts.”
Ning Que pushed his fingers harder, thrusting the iron knife deeper into his chest, dozens of beads of sweat dripped across his pale cheeks, looked up at her and said, “I am a pure man.”
Sangsang looked at him and said with pity: “Does it really hurt?”
Ning Que’s right hand holding the handle of the knife trembled slightly, and the blade pulled a longer hole in his chest. The blood dripped like a waterfall, and said: “In the Xiling Temple, you have cut countless knives on my flesh and blood. , Countless times, I have long been used to it, nothing new, now I want to thank you.”
Sangsang asked three questions if he hurts, but he never answered, the blade was sharp. How can it not hurt. It’s just that his heart is already extremely painful and has become numb.
“Yes, as long as it is human, it hurts.”
The expression of pity disappeared in an instant, and Sangsang said blankly, “You are a human, with the three poisons of greed, anger, ignorance and ignorance in your body. The chessboard is thousands of years old, and the roots of love are deep. My poison is gone, where is your poison?” /
Ning Que looked at her and laughed again, the laughter becoming more and more indifferent.
“Traveling in the world, you have always wanted me to understand what love is and what love is. Until now, I have not fully understood it, but I am at least clear that love and love are sometimes not acceptance, but giving , Everyone has a heart that cannot bear people, the more you give me, the more you cannot bear to hurt me.”
Sangsang looked at him calmly and said: “I want to leave. You have to stop me from committing myself. Then I will die. Do you really have the heart to do this?”
Ning Que laughed and said, “What you said is not comprehensive. Love and love are not unilateral acceptance or unilateral giving, but together. I really don’t want you to die. Are you willing to watch me die? If you are really Haotian ruthless, you left before, why tell me so much?”
He was talking, coughing up blood, his teeth and pale cheeks were covered with blood stains, he looked terribly hideous, but there was a will and determination that could not be ignored.
Sangsang was silent for a long time, then smiled and said, “What you said makes sense. Since the final outcome is separation, I shouldn’t have said so much.”
The spring breeze swayed Tsing Yi, and the flowers on it gradually bloomed. The green lion stepped on the clouds. The big ship moved slowly towards the golden thread in the distance. She stopped looking at him from the bow of the ship.
Ning Que looked at the big ship in the sky, looked at her back, and said with a pale face, “You know I don’t like death. Until that day, Weicheng found no such people. Those people are dead. I thought you too. She died. Later, the empress also jumped from here, and I realized that death is not terrible.”
Sangsang did not turn around, her fingers behind her back turned white, she should be applying a slight force. She looked at the other shore in the distance, silently thinking: “Do you think that I am dead?”
She asked this question many times, Ning Que laughed again, shaking all over, and said loudly: “I said in Xiling, die together or live together.”
Sangsang ignored him, and the ship continued to move towards the other shore.
“Yeah, so memorable, how can I let you die? You are Haotian, you can count everything in the world, but how can you not count these, you know I can’t bear to let you die.”
Ning Que pulled out the iron knife, put his hand into his chest, held his heart, and pulled it out forcefully, blood rushing, his heart was exposed under the blue sky.
His pained face was pale as snow, his body was trembling constantly, and he could no longer stand. He knelt down in the blood flowing out of him with a snap, splashing two **** flowers on his knees.
“My heart is unforgettable? I crushed my heart. No matter how deep the words are engraved on it, can it still exist? I can’t bear to let you die. If I crush my heart, my heart naturally has nothing to bear.”
Ning Que gasped in pain: “If you don’t stop, then die together.”
Sangsang still ignored him, and the ship moved on.
The red spirit is gone. Now she is Haotian, a collection of pure objective rules, naturally indifferent and ruthless, no longer bound by the world, and naturally free from any threats.
Ning Que committed suicide, and Sangsang would die, but Haotian would still live.
A desperate look appeared on his face, and at the same time there was a cruel expression, and he shook his palm hard!
In his palm is the bright red beating heart.
He is now awe-inspiring close to Dacheng, his body is as hard as iron, and the most important thing is that Sangsang can heal bones with his sleeves. It is very difficult to commit suicide.
During the time he traveled through the world with Sangsang, he imagined how to commit suicide many times. He used the awe-inspiring knife to open his chest and abdomen before piercing the heart, confirming again that even if the blade stabbed, it would be difficult to die instantly.
As long as you leave a moment for Sangsang, she can heal him.
So he took out his heart. As long as he held it with his palm, it could be broken into countless pieces. Even Haotian couldn’t make him come alive again.
He will die when he dies, and Haotian will still live. He seems to have no reason to do so, but still decides to do so, because it represents his attitude, and he wants to see her attitude last.
Grasp the hand tightly. With his current strength, even an iron ball would be squashed, but… the bright red heart was only deformed a bit, and there was no crack.
It hurts very much. Ning Que’s heart hurts very much, but it is not broken.
He was shocked, confused, and didn’t understand why.
Sangsang stood at the bow of the ship, smiling silently.
In the last few decades of the chessboard world, from the redwood forest to the peak of the mountain, she left the body and lived in his heart. His heart had become extremely strong.
Ning Que didn’t know this change herself, she knew.
She knows what he thinks, so how can he beat her?
A clear breeze blew, and another faint spring rain fell in the sky.
The rain fell on Ning Que’s body, washing away the blood and the dust on the heart.
The heart came back into the chest from the palm of the hand, the wound healed instantly, and even the scar was invisible.
Ning Que looked at his chest, and felt that the beating heart seemed to be more powerful than before.
He can raise the iron knife, open his chest again, and take out his heart, but he has not done so. Even a determined person will find it difficult to start the second without hesitation even if the suicide fails. The more important reason for suicide was that he knew that Sangsang would not give himself a second chance.
The previous time, it was an agreement between him and her that he hadn’t explicitly stated, or gambling.
He lost, there was a sweet feeling in his heart, but he was not reconciled.
Ning Que said: “I can’t bear you.”
“I said, I will see you when you can actually write that word.”
Sangsang looked at him quietly, his face was a little pale, and his emotions were a little complicated, and said, “In addition, you have drunk my tea and drank it many times.”
For so many years, they lived under the same roof, moved around on the same big bed, and ate in the same iron pot. Of course he had drank the tea she made.
Ning Que froze, was silent for a long time, and suddenly pointed between his legs.
He asked loudly: “You just left, what should I do?”
Sangsang smiled and said nothing.
Ning Que jumped into a rage and shouted: “Hurry down and heal my dick!”
Sangsang smiled and turned around and said nothing.
She and him once merged, and his heart is now indestructible, and the injury between his legs has naturally healed. Ning Que of course knew that, he just wanted an excuse to keep her.
This excuse is ridiculous, very pathetic.
The big ship continued to sail towards the sky, and then gradually disappeared into the golden thread.
She is about to reach her shore.
Looking at the disappearing big ship, and watching her who is hard to see in the distance, tears kept flowing on Ning Que’s face, and said bitterly: “You are gone, what else is there for a dick?”
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The big ship left, and countless believers in the world knelt to send it off.
The golden thread is the other side.
Countless lights flooded in front of him, and Sangsang squinted his eyes subconsciously.
The gate of the Kingdom of God was ruined by the Master, and it was the first time for her to go back through this method. This feeling was a bit strange, but she knew that she could not go wrong.
Because she comes from the kingdom of God, her other shore is naturally the kingdom of God.
She closed her eyes and was about to start to meet and merge with herself in the kingdom of God.
When she opened her eyes, she saw a lush mountain.
Her face is a little pale and her body is a little stiff.
She is familiar with this lush mountain, but this is not the kingdom of God, but Minshan.
In the mountains, she was silent, standing for countless days and nights, trying to figure out the reason.
The little lion knelt beside her nervously, looking at the surrounding scenery.
After countless days and nights, she finally figured out the reason. She was a human choice. She came from the world, not the kingdom of God, so her other shore was the world.
She is still in the world.
In addition, there is another reason.
She looked at her lower abdomen, frowned slightly, feeling strange and even a little frightened.
Or, this is the real magic.
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(The End of the Fifth Book of God’s Pen)