Nightfall Chapter 163: I don’t like it
Since Sangsang was four years old, Ning Que has not beaten her again.
That is, since that day, in countless battles with Sangsang, he will always be the loser. For example, at this time, Sangsang resolved all the acrimoniousness in Ning Que’s words with only one sentence and turned into a flash of lightning, which made him stiff and filled with endless resentment.
What does it matter to me? What’s this to me? Why is your business not my business? Ning Que became more angry as he thought about it, trembling like boss Wu next door, rolled up his sleeves and looked around in the study room of the Bachelor’s House, like an ant on a hot pot.
He wanted to find a small wooden stick, and then retrieve Sangsang’s good life before she was four years old. However, there can be no small wooden stick in the study, and the lives of him and Sangsang have long been unable to return to before she was four.
Even if he finds it, it is impossible for him to take off Sangsang’s pants and slap her **** severely. So after a while, he walked back to Sangsang helplessly and said with his head down: “Come back with me.”
Sangsang whispered: “No answer.”
Ning Que raised her head and stared at her, and asked, “Why don’t you return?”
Sangsang replied softly: “Because I am not happy to live there.”
“Why not happy?”
“It doesn’t make sense, just unhappy.”
“You are not irrational, you are mad!”
“What does it matter to you?”
Ning Que furiously said: “I am the young master, you are my little maid, of course it is my business.”
Sangsang lowered his head and said: “You only asked me to call you Master after you came to Chang’an City.”
Ning Que sighed slightly, and said sadly: “I raised you from childhood to morning…”
Sangsang raised his head and said seriously: “I’m not old enough. After the age of eight, I will be responsible for washing clothes and cooking, as well as all housework, so I am raising you.”
Ning Que’s emotional offensive has been brewing for a long time, but he was interrupted coldly when he opened his head, so that he didn’t have a chance to say anything like **** and urine. This feeling is very Uncomfortable, like hot and sour noodle soup choking in the intake pipe.
Suddenly he wanted to understand that Sangsang is not a person from Weicheng, nor a senior from the academy. She is the person who knows herself best in the world, and she will not be deceived by the emotions she simulates. She is best at those methods. It is of no use to her.
He annoyed and said: “I still earn the silver, right?”
Sangsang raised his thin eyebrows and said, “But making money is all I think of. After coming to Changan, if I didn’t force you to sell books, we are still poor now.”
Ning Que’s mind was a bit unconscious at this time, so he didn’t hear Sangsang’s words for us, otherwise he would have a lot of confidence, but because he didn’t hear it, he was full of grievances and sorrow at this time, thinking of himself in Minnesota. Hunting hard in the mountains, killing horse thieves in Subbi Lake, and risking their lives with Chao Xiaoshu to kill people. Although it is to repay Xiao Heizi, he still doesn’t want to earn more money for this family.
He actually knew why Sangsang ran away from home. It had nothing to do with her finding her biological parents, and it had nothing to do with anything. So after a moment of silence, he continued to roll up his sleeves.
Sangsang continued to lower his head, looking at the toes of his shoes.
Ms. Zeng Jing was taken aback by looking at her, thinking that he was going to beat his daughter, and rushed to him through gritted teeth, trying to kill this **** guy or knock him to death.
Zeng Jing hurriedly grabbed her wife.
He frowned and looked at Ning Que and Sangsang in the study. He felt that these two were not the kind of master-servant relationship he had imagined. What’s especially curious is that the two were obviously arguing but it still made people feel The harmony is incomparable, as if it is a complete world that no one can separate.
Yes, Ning Que and Sangsang are a world together.
This is a world that is accustomed to Confucianism and Yimo never thinking about forgetting each other in the world. Now this old world has finally produced a crack, which is about to split or regroup, and the law of this world is about to change. , But I don’t know whether it will go in the direction of light or the direction of darkness, or whether it will produce a big explosion and create a completely new world.
Ning Que looked at Sangsang and said seriously: “We must make things clear. No matter how we say I will definitely get married, we two can’t just mix together forever.”
Sangsang frowned slightly as he looked at him, as if he was wrong.
“Sorry, I was wrong because I was too nervous.” Ning Que patted his head again, and said again: “There is no doubt that the two of us must live a lifetime.”
Then he continued: “But I will get married after all. I know you will find it hard to accept it for a while. I understand how you feel now…”
Sangsang suddenly asked: “You said we must live together forever?”
Ning Que answered quite naturally: “It must be!”
Sangsang said: “Then you are getting married again.”
Ning defect nodded.
Sangsang said: “You have to live with others for a lifetime when you get married, so how can you live with me for a lifetime?”
This is indeed a problem, but it is not a problem for the thick-skinned Ning Que. He smiled and replied: “Even if we are married, we can live together for a lifetime.”
Sangsang looked back at Mrs. Zeng Jing and asked, “Which other ministers’ sons in the court did not marry a wife?”
Ms. Zeng Jing was already completely speechless by the previous dialogue between the two of them. As a court wife, where did she ever see such a master-servant relationship? Suddenly I heard my daughter’s question, but he didn’t recover for a while, and subconsciously replied: “Many adults are picking up…”
Sangsang turned around and looked at Ning Que and said, “Then I will marry them.”
Ning Que was stunned, a little annoyed, and because of these annoyances, he felt a little bit ashamed. When gathered in one place, he became ashamed. He scolded, “How old are you! What do you marry?”
Sangsang said: “I heard that Dahe Country can get married at the age of fourteen.”
Hearing the three characters Daheguo, Ning Que felt that he was half short for no reason, and his courage suddenly vented, and he persuaded him with a pleasant tone, “But we are in Chang’an City.”
Sangsang said: “Even in Chang’an, I will be able to marry when I reach sixteen in one year.”
Ning Que was stunned, and said furiously: “You are black and skinny and have been a little maid for more than ten years. Do you think those brothers with family background will want to marry you?”
Sangsang stared into his eyes and said: “I am the daughter of a first-grade academician at the time, I am a friend of the princess, and I am the apprentice of the great priest of Guangming. The second gentleman in the academy spoils me, in my hand There are still tens of thousands of taels of silver bills. Why do you think those people are not willing to marry me?”
Ning Qiqi trembled all over and said: “Fortunately, if you don’t mention the bank notes, I feel angry. You actually divided the bank notes. You really want to split up!”
Sangsang reminded: “We are discussing my marriage.”
Ning Que waved his arm vigorously, and said decisively, “No marrying!”
After he uttered these three words, the study room of the Bachelor’s Palace was quiet. Zeng Jing and his wife had complicated expressions, while Sangsang just silently looked at Ning Que, and Ning Que lowered his arms in embarrassment.
Ning Que looked into her eyes and finally realized that Sangsang has grown up, and is no longer the little girl who talks with her, and once she grows up, she can’t go back. The little girl becomes a little girl and then becomes The young girl becomes a little woman and gradually loses her life. This is an irreversible process, so we must start to think about the things after growing up, whether those things are joy or sorrow.
Little girls always have to marry when they grow up.
Can he watch Sangsang marry someone else?
Whether it is a thin, small and innocent girl, or a young and prestigious girl, whether it is her who became bloated and nagging after marriage, or she who is gray-haired lying on a bamboo chair.
As long as she is Sangsang, he cannot watch her marry someone else.
He forbids her to marry, so why does she watch him marry?
Ning Que lowered his head, a little at a loss, a little flustered, a little dazed, some understanding.
He understood how Sangsang felt when he left home early in the morning.
He understood how he felt.
However, understanding is not enough.
Ning Que thought of another sentence he heard yesterday evening, his body stiffened.
He bowed respectfully to Zeng Jing and his wife, and asked them to give himself and Sangsang a separate space for dialogue. Zeng Jing and his wife looked at each other and sighed and walked out of the study.
“I can’t lie to you, I really like her.”
Ning Que looked at Sangsang with his head down, and said: “You don’t need to ask me, I know what you want to ask. When I was a child, I peeked at those elder sisters when they took a bath and I said that I liked it. Pearl Lu Xue, I also said I like it, fairy… she is different, I really like her.”
Sangsang looked down at his feet and said nothing.
Ning Que went on to say: “And I asked you, you also said that she is very good.”
Sangsang raised his head and said, “She is really good.”
Ning Que said: “But you don’t like it.
Sangsang said: “It’s good doesn’t mean I will like it.”
Ning Que asked: “Then why don’t you like it?”
Sangsang looked at him and said seriously: “I don’t like you like others.”
The study was quiet for a long time.
Ning Que whispered, “But I already liked her.”
Like many times in the past years, when faced with problems that are really difficult to choose, he is always accustomed to getting suggested answers or even spiritual support from Sangsang. However, he has forgotten one thing, this The second question involves Sangsang himself.
Sangsang’s little face has no emotions, no anger, no anger, no crying. She looked at him blankly and said: “I’m hungry, I’m going to sleep, you go.” I’m hungry so I have to sleep. There is no logic in this sentence.
Ning Que looked at her and said, “I can’t sleep well if you’re not at home.”
Sangsang didn’t speak.
Ning Que said: “Then who will cook me noodles when I am hungry?”
Sangsang didn’t speak.
Ning Que suddenly said: “May I cook noodles for you?”
Sangsang still didn’t speak.
Ning Que was silent for a long time and said: “I will go and be quiet, and I will pick you up tomorrow.”
After saying this, he turned and walked out of the study.
Sangsang walked to the door of the study, looked at Ning Que walking towards the flower garden, and said: “The eggs are in the rice bowl of the stove. You should put less oil when frying.”
(This chapter is probably the most revised chapter since I wrote a book in my life. I grind it back and forth countless times, and delete a lot of warm memories and so on. Try to be as clean and transparent as possible, with details and breath, the upper limit of my ability, Please don’t dislike it, please like it.)