Mutated Tao Chapter 862: Disease
Chapter 862 disease
Li Huowang firmly grasped the bars of the bars with both hands, and looked at the patients who were ventilating outside with one eye. Watch their weird behavior.
He thought for a long time, and finally opened his mouth slightly trembling and said to himself: "Are they really hallucinations? Have I really been mentally ill all this time?"
"You just found out?!" Yi Donglai's suppressed angry voice came from behind.
"Before that, you killed people, you climbed the grid, and you poached your own eyeballs out alive. Do you think you are all normal people?"
Li Huowang's expression gradually became ferocious, and his hands were bulging with veins, clutching the iron fence tightly. "I did those things for a definite reason!"
"Which psychopath kills and hurts without a reason? But this reason is only suitable in your mind! It is not suitable for the outside world!"
Li Huowang couldn't bear it anymore, turned around and glared at his attending doctor Yi Donglai angrily, "Why are you so anxious!! Now I'm sick! Why are you so anxious!"
"I'm not in a hurry? Can I not be in a hurry? Do you know what it means to me after your accident?" Yi Donglai stood up angrily.
"This means that the paper has been withdrawn, it means that I have no way to advance! It means that I have made a big scandal and been ridiculed by my peers! I even accepted an interview before! Talk about your treatment process in front of the TV!"
"If you don't get better now, then my life is over!! I can't accept this result!"
After Yi Dong finished speaking, he sat down again, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and began to adjust his mentality.
When he opened his eyes again, he saw Li Huowang's one-eyed eye, staring straight at him.
"Yi Donglai, what do you mean by that? What kind of projection are you? Why do my changes affect you?"
"Ahhh!" He clenched his fists and slammed the table hard, Yi Donglai's mood that had just calmed down suddenly became chaotic again.
"Look at him! I'm going to wash my face!" After Yi Donglai slammed the door shut, Li Huowang followed the nurse and stared.
Li Huowang stopped looking at him, turned around and continued to look at the barbed wire outside and Gao Jinyun beside the barbed wire.
"Am I really mentally ill? Then why is it so real? Sure enough, they are all real, so which of the things I saw before are real? Which are hallucinations?"
All the memories of the past are now in his mind, and they are starting to become unstable.
Standing there with a struggling expression, Li Huowang kept thinking about this question, thinking about Yi Donglai's return.
When Yi Donglai sat down again after washing his face with cold water several times, he saw Li Huowang sitting upright in front of him, with his hands on his knees.
"What are you doing?"
"Aren't I mentally ill? Aren't you my attending doctor? What else can I do? Of course I have to be treated if I'm sick."
Yi Donglai held his chin, looked at Li Huowang with a frown, and guessed in his heart what this guy was trying to do.
He always thought that he knew Li Huowang very well, but now he realized that he didn't know Li Huowang at all.
However, Li Huowang didn't want to do anything. He really just wanted to cure his illness. Since he was really sick, he really should be treated.
And since Qing Wanglai completely gave up on himself, the only one who can save himself is himself.
As long as the mental illness is cured, then I can go out by myself, and then I can go to Qing Wang to settle the account. Why was he not there during the battle of the commanding officer?
"Are you sure? Are you really sure to fully cooperate with my treatment in the future?"
"Of course, do you need to ask? I also want to get better as soon as possible." Li Huowang said very naturally.
Yi Donglai shook his head with a chuckle, "I really didn't see it."
"Tsk, Yi Donglai, what do you mean? Hurry up, the previous treatment is quite good."
"No rush." Yi Donglai pulled the stool forward, "Let's sort things out first, what kind of projection did you just say I am?"
"I remember you said this to me before, can you repeat it now?"
"No, no, no." Li Huowang shook his head. "You don't need to worry about this, you just need to cure the hallucinations."
Yi Donglai frowned and looked at him. "So, you think you only need to treat hallucinations? And the previous projections are all real? Haven't you considered that this so-called projection may also be one of your hallucinations?"
Li Huowang sat there with his brows tightly furrowed. Five minutes later, he looked up at Yi Donglai, "You mean... from the very beginning, Qing Wanglai lied to me?"
"No, what I mean is that Qingwanglai may also be your hallucination. You should know what the definition of delusion is, right? A wrong belief that is irrational, inconsistent with reality, and impossible to realize but firmly believed in!"
"I used to treat a patient. He was on the street, and another little girl accidentally glanced at him, and he felt that the other girl liked him. No matter the other party abused, disgusted or even beat him, he was very firm in this idea."
"When the other party hit him and scolded him, he would explain himself, thinking that the beating was love and abuse. The other party cried and begged him to leave, and he thought it was a little girl playing hard to catch him. No matter what the other party did, in his thinking They can be misinterpreted as what they understand.”
"Now your situation is worse than his, you still have hallucinations, and you may even misinterpret what the hallucinations said a second time."
"I know that you may have your own set of weird but very stable worldviews now, and I am very sure of this."
"But your world view itself is an extreme delusion. It is the same as that patient's thinking that other women love him. In fact, other girls can't like him no matter what. He is already fifty-six. Three fingers are broken, and the mouth is still crooked."
"No, no, maybe Qingwang came to lie to me! But they are all true! They are absolutely true!"
"True? Who can prove it? On your own?"
"Nana!" Li Huowang suddenly raised his head, "Nana went with me at the beginning!"
"You mean, let me ask another psychopath to understand your delusions?"
"Can you let Yang Na go? Haven't you harmed her enough?"
While Li Huowang was being treated, the vigilant nurse at the side said to the colleague at the other side: "I heard that the doctor who treated this guy went crazy and was locked up in a mental hospital. Let me see, if this continues, it will be too late." Doctor Yi is going to go crazy."
"Let me tell you, Dr. Yi shouldn't have picked up this hot potato. The higher-ups have already issued a death order. Regardless of whether he is cured or not, he should live here for the rest of his life."
"It should have been done a long time ago. Last time he killed so many people, I thought it was too hasty to let it out easily. Isn't he taking the lives of ordinary people as a joke by letting him hang around outside like a time bomb? "