Juliana’s workshop Chapter 32: Lonely talking to myself


   The same night, before Olga talked with Apo, before Romeona and Julius met, a little earlier. Before the night had become so deep and the stars had not covered the entire sky, Lulunaka returned to the cabin where she once lived.

   This is the place where Romeuona and her first met, and it was also the place where she and Julius met for the first time. Here, Romyona once told her that people are not free, but now Romyona is more free than anyone else; Julius once naively yelled to Lulunaka that he wanted to be a hero Slogan, but nowadays, he rarely talks about it anymore.

   is just over half a year, everything seems to have changed a lot, and the same is true for this cabin. The place where Lulunaka once lived was supposed to be in the southern part of the Forest of the Dead, but now Lulunaka is still located in the east of the Forest of the Dead, but it is a bit far from the Chapel. The place where she lived shouldn’t be here, but this simple little wooden house appeared here, as if it would move-or that it was originally a mobile existence.

   Lulunaka’s appearance here is also incredible. The distance from here to the chapel can never be reached in just a few days, and the time for her to leave the chapel and disappear in front of everyone will not be too long, but she still appears here, relying on what no one knows. means.

   There is calm around the cabin, there is no nursery where anything has been planted, the oil lamp in front of the door has gone out, and there are dark windows that cannot be seen through. Everything is dark and silent, and here, you can feel the heart-palpitating atmosphere.

   Lulunaka lit the oil lamp and carried the rusty chain, giving this small space a warm light. She opened the door of the cabin and walked in. Most of the things in the cabin have been removed, the alchemy cauldron, those valuable materials and books, and some gadgets that Lulunaka likes, which had been moved into her own place earlier by Lulunaka. In the carriage named Whimsy. The only ones left here were the furniture that could not be moved, and the things that were of little importance to Lulunaka.

   When I came back a while ago, Lulunaka also spent a lot of time cleaning the cabin before moving the dusty objects to the carriage. Now it looks a lot empty here. , But at least it’s clean.

  Lulunaka walked in and looked at the object by the oil lamp in her hand. The things that should be moved have already been moved, and the rest of the things, no matter how many times Lulunaka checks, they are not interested in carrying them. Some things can be taken away, but there are some things that Lulunaka can’t take out of the forest even if she is emotionally happy.

   “I have lived here for decades, and some feelings are not weird.” Lulunaka muttered to herself, “But there is a feeling of reluctance, which I did not expect…”

   She walked a few steps inside, and bumped into a book at her feet, which made her squat down and picked it up. This is a book with a sheepskin cover. The handwriting on it has become blurred, but Lulunaka can still see it. The dents left by those handwritings and the touch on the fingers are how she has forgotten. Can’t drop.

   “Introduction to Alchemy…” Lulunaka held the book in her hand, turned a few pages and then laughed, “Looking back now, it’s really a book of magic…”

  In the not-so-distant past, but for ordinary people, decades ago, Lulunaka just came into contact with alchemy. She had originally planned to use this to kill time, but before she knew it, she took alchemy as an interesting business to run. As for this book, for her, of course, it is definitely not something to get her started. Its only function is to let the art of alchemy appear in Lulunaka’s vision, and then snail Lulunaka, who is quite boring, lives in the forest, and uses this to kill time.

   For Lulunaka, a book full of mistakes and errors is naturally not the first choice she has to take away. She put the book on a table that she doesn’t use much. There is nothing on the table anymore. After putting the book on it, it looks decent.

   “Although I want to laugh at the person who wrote you, the author has been dead for hundreds of years. I really want to find him to taunt. It takes time and effort to please.” Lulunaka said, “And laughed at a few hundred The concept of people years ago, this kind of thing sounds too stupid.”

   After placing the book, Lulunaka looked around. The place where she usually rests has not changed, except that a pile of books is missing, and the alchemy cauldron that was originally in the corner is not there anymore-it is now placed on the Whimsy and has more uses. It is not without reason that Padin is worried about the safety of the Whimsy-but he only discovered the gadgets under the chassis, and Lulu Naka really thinks that it is a masterpiece. It is not such a combination. Little details that are not important.

   As for the role of Whimsy, Lulu Naka doesn’t plan to let Patin and Julius know immediately. It’s a bit of a surprise, and it’s more fun than just confession.

   In this small wooden house, there is no more Lulunaka worthy of attention. Everything that should be taken has been taken away. She can’t take it away, she can’t move it, and is unwilling to do it. Soon, she left the cabin. After closing the door, Lulunaka locked the door, the iron chain was wrapped around the handle, and the lock was directly broken by Lulunaka. After the door was closed, she didn’t plan to open it again, and if no one lives here, the cabin will probably be ruined in a few years. If you are lucky, there will probably be green shoots here. Roots have sprouted on the fallen small buildings.

   As for whether anyone will come here by coincidence, Lulunaka is not optimistic.

   After locking the door, Lulunaka came to the back of the cabin. There is a simple tomb, a small mound, and a wooden cross, that’s all of this tomb.

   Lulunaka did not go to the tomb right away, but went to pick up some branches nearby, picked some flowers and plants, and weaved it into a wreath. She walked to the tomb, put the wreath on the cross, and sat down cross-legged.

   After a long time, Lulunaka did not speak. She is usually a bit verbose, even if she is alone, she likes to talk to herself, but now, she doesn’t say anything, just looks at the simple cross.

   “It’s amazing.” Lulunaka said after a long time, “In the last days you were still, I was too lazy to talk to you because of my anger, and you changed from the cheerful girl to the taciturn old man. Woman~IndoMTL.com~ As a result, we have been together like this for several years. Now that you are gone, I have become more talkative. Maybe it’s because I’ve been holding back for too long. In this horrible place, I want to find someone to talk to. It’s really difficult. It’s either a beast who doesn’t understand human words, or a dead person who understands human words.”

   Lulunaka stretched out her hand and touched the rough cross, “Because of her good relationship, when something goes wrong, she will be more broken… Do you think this is the truth?”

   Speaking of this, Lulunaka laughed self-deprecatingly, “No, it’s nothing like this. You also had a lot of trouble with me. You **** with Apona until he died, you were begging me for help. He. His appearance that the mud can’t support the wall, I’m not happy to help. It’s really dead, and he just deserves it.”

   “But it was you who died early.” Lulunaka continued, “Good people don’t live long, and the harm will last for a thousand years. No, you can’t say what a good person is, you are just a fool. You guys There are not many good people in the group of students I taught. The good people have died early.”

   Lulunaka sighed and stood up, “Don’t complain, I’m so stupid to complain about this and that against a mound. I won’t be back in the future, there are many things waiting. Let me do it, and I can’t always spend time on people who are no longer there. My promise to you has been almost fulfilled, and only the troublesome guy Apo is left. But you, a dead person, have long been here. Now, what’s left is just a skeleton. Maybe it’s all turned into powder now. What’s the point when I say this to you now?”

No matter how much    talks about, all this is just talking to myself. Lulunaka understands this, but there are some things that can be said to make people feel better.

   “Goodbye, Dana.”


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