In The DC World With Marvel Chat Group Chapter 857: The stars are shining (2)
"The Days of Being a Spiritual Mentor in Meiman"
"Since my parents died, I didn't have a home of my own. When I was in boarding school, I had to live in a dormitory with people I hated. After I finally left that school, I had to rent a house outside. "
Polaris covered her forehead with her hands, and instinctively blocked her expression. She said: "I was kicked out by the landlord because of the outbreak of my ability, and I wandered on the streets of New York in the middle of the night. What my ability can bring me , the only way is to keep me from being so cold, and so that I don’t have to grab the corner of the wall like other homeless people, so I can have a place to sleep.”
"Later, I went to the X-Men, and I admit that it is a place with a good atmosphere, and everyone greets you with a smile. Even if there are occasional conflicts, Professor X will try to mediate as much as possible, so that both parties Satisfied."
"But I just can't stay there, I just...can't...you know? Every second I'm in there, I feel so anxious, talking to everyone in there makes me It hurts."
"Later, I left the X-Men, and everyone didn't understand me. After returning to the Brotherhood, the situation didn't get better. I didn't want to see Eric at all, and I didn't want to see his expression... "
"Later, the mutants walked out of the earth and came to the Andromeda galaxy. We got a very beautiful empty island. I began to fantasize about having my own home there, a warm house, arranged as I like It looks like..."
Polaris pressed his eyes lightly with his hand and said: "For this purpose, I fell in love with that job, even though it was nothing special, even very boring." "
"With Eric here, I don't have to do any work at all. Every day is repeated handling and splicing. I said what shape of building parts I want, and Eric said no. I don't know why, but it just doesn't work. .”
Polaris trembled a little when she breathed in. She said, "Maybe she felt that I was too busy, and every day he had strange and weird thoughts to make trouble for him, so he drove me back."
"I went back to my old rented apartment and he followed me, I knew what he wanted to do, I knew he wanted to berate me for getting him into trouble, I wasn't going back to school and I wasn't doing well Work..."
"I really hope that he disappears in my life and doesn't appear again!" Polaris pursed his lips and said, "But every time he breaks in like this, and then dictates my current life... "
Schiller looked at Polaris and said, "You think staying with the X-Men makes you feel miserable, can you tell me why?"
"I don't know." Polaris shook his head and said, "I just think it's all fake, and I'm even angry about it..."
"The future of mutants, my future, as long as I can remember, I have been thinking about these issues, and people in the X-Men don't seem to like to discuss this topic. There must be a way ahead.”
"But I know that there is no more way. They are paralyzing themselves and dying slowly. I want to remind them, but I don't want to be the spoiler. If they feel that before they are destroyed, they have to be the last one. Sweet dreams, let them do it.”
"Do you think you're more sane than them?" Schiller asked.
"I just have more experience than them." Polaris looked down at his fingers and said, "Parents still love children who can enter that school and let them go to school, even if parents want Abandoning them, Professor X will also care about them..."
"So much so that they didn't realize that the situation of mutants is just like the situation I was in. We may be kicked out at any time, and they have been trying to get us out."
"But many of us shout that as long as we behave well and please the landlord, we can stay. Others say that we should make laws to limit both the landlord and us tenants. Others say that we If we don’t move away, who can do anything to us..."
Schiller tapped his pen on the table lightly and said, "You used 'you' and 'us' in your remarks. You think mutants and humans are actually two kinds of creatures, right?"
"I know that the mainstream argument now is that mutants evolved from humans, so we should be a race..." Polaris shook his head and said, "But the fact is that we are neither the same nor suitable for the race." live together."
"Maybe it's hard to hear, but I've really had enough of living with ants. I'm not insulting ordinary people, but how do you want me to control my power and concentrate so that I don't have any power? Will it leak out? As long as there is a trace of power out of control, it will lead to the death of thousands of ordinary people."
"Should I do nothing every day, pay attention to the spread of my own power, pay attention to every change in magnetic force, to protect the lives of ordinary people? Otherwise, I will be abused by all kinds of people?"
"Don't say they ever offended me, even if they didn't, I wouldn't be able to live such a life!"
"Okay, Miss Lorna, don't get excited." Schiller comforted Polaris, and then said: "Let's divide this into two issues, one is your feelings for your father, and the other One aspect is your worries about the future of mutants."
"Let's look at the first question first. Let's ignore your background and just talk about the way you get along now. According to what you just described, Magneto King Eric said a total of two sentences to you. What do you think? Is this normal?"
The North Star stares at Schiller. The expression seems to say "what's wrong with this?".
"I mean, judging by the standards of ordinary people, should a father and daughter reunite after a long absence, should this be the scene?"
"I don't think of him as a father, and I don't think he thinks of me as a daughter." Polaris turned his head aside and said.
"We need to figure out a causal relationship first. Is it because you didn't treat him as a father and he didn't treat you as a daughter that caused you to get along like this, or did you get along like this? You don't regard him as a father, and he doesn't regard you as a daughter?"
Schiller's remarks were a bit convoluted, Polaris was silent for a moment, and said: "I don't know, anyway, from the time I know him, that's how it is."
"Well, I'm not saying he's your father, or even your friend, I'm just saying he's a stranger, and you think, if we happened to meet in an apartment somewhere, the conversation would be Is it like this?"
"He's not normal at all!" Polaris continued Schiller's words: "I've met a lot of people in my life, and I've never had anyone like him, who just keeps a straight face every day and expects you to understand his eyes." , no matter what, I don’t want to say a word!”
"You got the point, Miss." Schiller smiled and said, "He's not normal, what about you?"
Just as Polaris was about to speak, Schiller said in front of her: "Facing the sudden appearance of a fairly familiar person, your first reaction is to resist, your second reaction is to attack, and your third reaction is to deliberately provoke He, don't you think there is something wrong with your behavior?"
Polaris bit her lip, shook her head, and said, "I've always come here like this, and I don't think there's any problem..."
Schiller nodded and said, "The problem I am talking about is not that you are crazy. Or mentally abnormal, but that you do not realize that there is something wrong with the emotions that drive you to do these behaviors."
"Resistance, attack, and overreaction often appear when people feel fear. What drives you to do these behaviors is not disgust or resentment for Magneto, but fear."
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"I..." Polaris just wanted to refute, but she stopped suddenly. She heard the sound of the bunch of keys falling to the ground last night.
With a "crash", a bunch of keys fell to the ground, and then flew up again, hovering in front of Charles, Magneto said, "That's it, she is afraid of me."
Charles frowned, and he said: "Lorna is not timid, and she is not afraid of fighting or being injured like some children. She has always dared to fight and is very strong. Why is she afraid of you?"
Magneto looked at Charles silently, as if waiting for him to give an answer, Charles thought for a while and said: "Fear is an emotion that often leaves painful and long-lasting scars after a violent impact. "
"You probably didn't scare her this time, or maybe you didn't scare her until she grew up and reunited with you."
Magneto frowned, Charles said to him: "Think carefully, you and little Lorna met for the first time, what did you say? What did you do?"
Magneto gradually fell into the look of memory, and merged with the pensive face of Polaris. At the same time, the two found the small fragment in the surging wave of memory.
The blue sky is the same color as the sea and the sky, and the waves are constantly churning on the coast. Every wave is like an impressionist's pen, swaying wantonly, but exquisitely.
On a cliff not far from the coast, there was billowing black smoke from a wreckage. Two small black figures approached the cliff, and the young Magneto fell down.
Looking at the pile of wreckage, he vaguely heard a little girl crying from inside. He stretched out his hand and lifted all the debris of the plane into the air, revealing Lorna Dane who was hiding there~ IndoMTL.com~ At that time, she was very small, sitting in the ruins like a broken doll.
At this moment, Magneto looked at the young Polaris again through time and space, and he found that the eyes of little Lorna looking at Magneto from tears in her eyes were not gratitude and joy, but deep fear.
"At that time, I didn't even know what a mutant was..." Polaris bit his lips and said, "A strange man in a black robe and a helmet fell from mid-air and threw me Everything around has been emptied..."
"He came to me... came... like a monster!
! "Polaris' body began to tremble, and she firmly grasped the edge of the table with one hand, and then said: "He locked all the nearby magnetic fields, I have nowhere to escape, I can't move, I can't even speak... "
"Like last night, he controlled all the magnetic fields around him. I can't fight him. I can only ask him to stay away from me..."
Polaris clenched her fist tightly, and her knuckles began to turn white. She said, "I scream because I know that I can't do anything other than scream and tell him to get away." It's..."
"Stop remembering, Miss Lorna." Schiller sighed and said, "Relax, because we are going to discuss the causes of this fear."
"What's the reason? Polaris turned pale, she said: "It's because of that dictatorial monster and his great power..."
To his surprise, Schiller shook his head and said:
"No, what you are afraid of is not Magneto... What you are afraid of is mutants, and their invincible but powerful power that may get out of control at any time."