In The DC World With Marvel Chat Group Chapter 434: Metropolis Suspect (20)
"The Days of Being a Spiritual Mentor in Meiman"
, the days when I was a spiritual mentor in Meiman
"So, what do you think of their attitude?"
Clark pursed his lips, lowered his head, and said in a low tone, "There are quite a few sports students in Metropolitan University, and about half of the track and field team are professional sports students."
"Their training is very hard, almost 365 days a year, the training intensity is very high, the duration is also very long, and it is also very easy to get injured."
"Before, the senior who brought me into the club once told me that this road is not easy to walk, almost sacrificing life in exchange for grades."
"Some people have been training hard for several years, but they can't participate in major competitions because of injuries. Change careers and do something else.”
"I'm not a sports student, and I don't have any background in professional sports training, but I can easily run much better than them. The coach praised me for being talented and a genius, but I always have A kind of guilt."
"Because I don't rely on hard work, or even talent, I am completely different from them. They think this is already a very talented performance, but in fact, I have been working hard to restrain my strength. I There is much more that can be done.”
"The way they look at me is jealousy, envy, anger and malice, but I can understand it. If I were replaced by them, I might not be able to control myself. Mentality.”
"Did you know? The coach asked me to participate in a long-distance running competition. When I refused without even thinking about it, everyone looked at me differently."
“For them, an opportunity that required hard work and a lot of hard work was rejected by me.”
"But, I can't explain it, I can't fly in the air and tell everyone 'Look, I'm a freak'..."
Clark's emotions became a little agitated. Obviously, these words had been held back in his heart for a long time, and he said as if venting: "They don't know that I have encountered many difficulties before. To be a noble person, but..."
Schiller stared at Clark with his eyes. After Clark noticed his eyes, his voice slowly disappeared, and then he looked into Schiller's eyes, waiting for him to speak.
"I understand what you said." Schiller turned a page of the medical record, and then continued: "You are different from ordinary people and have abilities that surpass them. When you accidentally show this ability , you have reached a very high position in the society of ordinary people."
"People in the same field have to work harder than you to barely touch your position, and they may even spend their entire lives unable to do it. You think this is unfair to them."
"However, you also feel aggrieved by their malice towards you, because it is beyond your control. Although you have superhuman abilities, you also have your own troubles. You feel that they will not understand you, but only I think you are a **** who doesn't know how to cherish talent."
"You can't say this special ability with great fanfare. It may be to protect yourself or your family. This leads to the whole thing falling into an endless loop. Get positive emotions in this kind of thing.”
Clark nodded, saying that Schiller's conclusion was correct, and he seemed to have a lot to say, but considering Schiller's status, he decided to swallow those trivial thoughts back to his stomach.
"Can I ask you a few questions?" Schiller said, looking Clark in the eye.
Clark nodded, so Schiller asked:
"When you first found out that you have abilities beyond ordinary people, was your first reaction happy or frightened?"
"Frightened." Clark replied quickly, without thinking at all. He said, "When I first discovered my amazing strength, I was terrified and thought I had a terminal illness!"
"How old were you then?"
"Uh... I don't really remember, but it should be less than ten years old, right? It seems to be discovered when I was moving haystacks to the warehouse with my father."
"Although the mind was immature at that time, it also shows that before that, you were living in a relatively simple environment of human society."
"Yes, at that time, there were no comics in our town, and the only reading material I had was the newspaper delivered once a week, which only talked about things that happened in the metropolis."
"Did you feel ecstatic or elated the first time you took advantage of this power?"
Clark tried to think back, then shook his head and said: "I remember, I should have helped my dad push his tractor out of the mud hole, and I was a little happy, but not ecstatic at all. "
Schiller did not continue to say anything, but continued to ask: "If you were sure that this ability would allow you to rule the world, would you do it?"
Clark shook his head, he asked with some doubts: "Why should I rule the world?"
"Don't you have any imagination about using your special ability to rule the world and gain the highest status, power and wealth?"
Clark thought about it carefully, and he said: "My mother often told me that people who want to rule the world are bad guys, and they drag many innocent people into wars in order to realize their evil plans. I don’t like this kind of person, and I don’t want to be this kind of person.”
Schiller touched his forehead, looked at some data recorded in the medical record, sighed, and asked the last question:
"Do you think you are a **** who came to the world to do good things, or a good person who happens to have superpowers?"
"I..." Facing this question, Clark hesitated.
The light from the desk lamp shone on his side face, making his facial features appear more three-dimensional, and his eyes became deeper. The reflection on his eyelashes was like the starlight falling into the sea. At this time, because the master was in a state of mind, he was trembling slightly with.
"Okay, these questions don't require you to give an answer. You have a long, long time to think about it slowly."
"In other words, when you make every decision, thinking about these questions will help you establish a stable personality."
Schiller closed the medical record, and said: "Psychotherapy is not about me asking you questions, but the question itself is the answer I give, and it is a way of thinking that I offer you."
"I like to encourage the patient to find the answer from his own thinking, rather than me imposing a certain thinking on him."
"What about you? Professor? If I asked you these questions, how would you answer?" Clark quickly grasped the point of the matter.
Schiller raised his eyebrows and seemed very interested in Clark's reaction. He touched his chin and said, "I didn't expect that you are quite suitable for studying psychology."
After hearing this, Clark finally felt a little better. He said: "As I said before, I am still very interested in psychology. I think it is very important to observe other people's behavior and speculate on their thoughts." Interesting thing."
"So..." Clark looked at Schiller, wanting to hear his answer.
"The society we live in now is built by ordinary people. The historical reasons why ordinary people build such a society are very complicated, but one of the reasons is that the individual's ability is not enough. Only by cooperating can we survive in the wild age."
"As a result, in the process of building a society, people have different social divisions of labor because of their different specialties."
"However, turning this theory in reverse, it can also be seen that human beings cannot be omnipotent. Because individuals are weak, they need to be divided into different social divisions of labor to improve efficiency and survive."
"If human beings can not eat, do not sleep, or be as powerful as you, fly at will, or possess infinite intelligence, then every individual human being can adapt to any job, and survival is no longer a problem , then the society may look different.”
"You can't adapt to living in this society, because this society itself is constructed by those creatures who are weaker than you. All the structures here are within the scope of their imagination, and their imagination It is based on their own abilities."
"It's completely normal for you to feel uncomfortable. Let a person live in a wild animal society, and he will certainly not adapt."
"If you live in a society of beings that are more powerful than you, you feel that sacrificing some of your qualities is justified."
"For example, a disadvantaged group in society may be more willing to sacrifice his dream and do some more practical work, even though he doesn't like this job."
"But your situation is the opposite. All creatures in this society are weaker than you. When you are in a strong position, you will instinctively feel that this kind of sacrifice does not exist. Since I am so strong, Then I choose to have it all, but in reality, it doesn’t work.”
"Being above the standard line is the same as being below the standard line. If you want to integrate into ordinary society, you have to sacrifice."
"So, when I use my special ability to my advantage, I don't feel ecstatic, and the reason is that in the process of using this special ability, you are essentially putting yourself in the Above the standard line, while you gain benefits, you will definitely sacrifice something.”
"The benefits obtained are obvious, but the things sacrificed are not so easy to see, until finally they gather together and get an unsatisfactory result."
"So, every time I use this ability, I clearly know that this is an exchange, and I don't feel proud of it."
"Zweig said that all the gifts given by fate have already been secretly priced."
Clark said while thinking: "So... I use my ability to gain an advantage in the long-distance running competition, but the price I pay is the change in the attitude of the people around me."
Clark frowned and said: "But I don't need to gain an advantage in the long-distance race, and I don't get any benefit from it."
"That's because you are a person who does not seek fame. Think about it, if you are a person who chases fame and fortune, you can become a world champion by running around, gain both fame and fortune, and enjoy the applause of the audience in the audience. Isn't this the best gift for them?"
" Also to ~IndoMTL.com~ Clark nodded, he thought for a while, and then went on to say: "So, before I use superpowers to do something, I should think about the benefits I can get, and The price to pay? "
"What do you want most?" Schiller asked another very philosophical question.
"I..." Clark hesitated, the question a little too broad for anyone, and said, "I don't know later, but for now, I want to go home and eat my mom's pie, Talk to my dad, or help out on the farm, just relax."
Clark can be said to be transparent at one point, and he went on to say: "Well... I can do all this now, such as flying out of this window immediately, and then flying back home."
"No, no, I can't do this. I can't explain to those two weirdos just now why I disappeared. I feel that something bad might happen if I'm targeted by them."
"Besides, the school has regulations. I may have to check my bed tonight. I don't want to be demerited. Also, if my parents know that I ran away from school, they will be very angry. .”
Clark immediately shook his head and said, "Forget it, it's okay to go back later, anyway, the vacation is still very long."
After he said these words, he froze for a while and thought, and then said: "My God, I feel that things seem to be clearer."
"Originally, I struggled with this matter for a long time. I thought that the snow disaster was not my fault. It would be fine to use my ability to go home and stay for a while."
"The God Comes Down"
"But thinking about it now, compared with the consequences, I'd better endure it for a while."