In The DC World With Marvel Chat Group Chapter 227: Odinson (on)


"The Days of Being a Spiritual Mentor in Meiman"

, the days when I was a spiritual mentor in Meiman

The bright sunlight at noon has gradually dimmed and become less glaring. There is only a small gap left in the curtains of the nursing home office, and the light shining through the gap shines on the desktop.

After the temperature began to drop, the air conditioner was turned on in the office, and the heating was sufficient at this time, but Loki experienced a feeling that he had never experienced before, which belonged to ordinary humans-cold.

The corners of his mouth drooped downwards, he didn't even open his mouth, he just squeezed out a few words from his teeth: "...Stop talking."

"People always like to overestimate their psychological endurance, thinking that they can be calm when facing a certain answer, but it is actually very difficult."

Loki stared at him and did not speak. The appearance of Asgardians always has some classical beauty. When the shadows completely covered his eyes, they looked cold and deep.

"I can analyze this problem from many angles, and I will tell you where your mentality comes from and how to solve it..."

Schiller's words turned a corner: "...but there is a fee."

Locky's expression was very cold, he stood up, but felt a resistance in his body, the venom said in his heart: "I advise you to think again, this may be a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity."

"Don't try to influence me, monster."

"If you want to take your anger out on me..." Venom's voice was calm beyond Loki's expectations: "Then I'll tell you, even if you leave here now, you have nowhere to go, orphan .”

"Are you going to face Thor with this mentality? To ask him stupid questions you already know the answer to, or are you really going to be like a begging dog and ask him directly whether he loves you or not? You?"

"...I said, enough!"

"Calm down." Schiller's words brought Rocky back to reality. He said, "My fees are expensive, but they must be more effective than you imagine."

"More importantly, I don't think you have the ability to pay the bill now, so I will charge this account to your brother, because he is the heir of Asgard."

"...Then let's start." Loki sat back down again.

"Let's look at this from another angle." Schiller made a gesture of putting things aside, and he said, "You should know in your heart that you are jealous of Thor, but we can analyze it carefully." This emotion."

"Now, please imagine, what would happen if you were Thor?"

"What will happen?" Loki asked: "...what else?"

"Don't worry, listen to me, assuming that now you are the eldest son of Odin, the heir of Asgard, and you have received Odin's attention since you were a child. Blame you..."

"He..." Loki calmed himself down as much as possible, and then entered this hypothetical scene.

"As you can imagine, putting yourself in Thor's position has been the focus of everyone since childhood. Odin values ​​you, Frigga loves you, and your peers respect you..."

Accompanied by Schiller's words, Loki began to sink into his imagination.

When the bonfire was burning, the shouts of the duel arena became very noisy. He stood in the front row, then jumped off his seat, and stood in the center of the duel arena, accepting everyone's cheers and shouts. Looking at him with eyes, I believe that he will be able to win.

Then, he crossed the long bridge of Asgard, and walked into the gate of Asgard with joy and excitement. He stood upright, bathed in the light, and Odin praised him. Li Jia showed a gratified smile.

Riding across the battlefields of the Nine Realms, he galloped across the battlefields of the Nine Realms, no one was his equal, he galloped across the borders, took the honor of victories effortlessly, and brought them back to the All-Father to accept Asgar The German people are impressed.

"So now, where is Thor?"

Schiller's words didn't interrupt Loki's reverie, they just turned his perspective, and he saw, behind the cheering crowd, Thor stood there watching him, as he walked back to camp. When Thor was watching him from a distance, after their identities and perspectives were completely switched, Loki suddenly had a strange feeling.

"Okay, then, bring those things you did to Thor, he did a lot of pranks on you, and then this behavior started to become more and more bad, and then it was no longer limited to pranks, it started to be real framed you..."

"No..." Loki frowned deeply, "I didn't..."

"Don't deny all of this, but go on to think about it, and see what you would think of all this from Thor's perspective?"

In an instant, the dream full of honor and brilliance was shattered, Loki's arms began to tremble, his teeth were tightly pressed together, and a few words were revealed from it: "I didn't see it."

"Didn't see anything?"

Suddenly, his shoulders relaxed, his jaw began to tremble slightly, and then he calmed down, "I didn't see those things."

"Really? Do you want to watch it again?"

"No." Loki immediately refused.

"Are you sure, you didn't see it?"

Loki fell silent.

He was silent for a while, until he was completely removed from that emotion, he said: "Maybe... I saw it."

He paused for a long time, the whole sentence was filled with a somewhat hysterical breath, and then turned into a trembling, "But I... didn't care."

"He knew, but he didn't care, right?" Loki looked up at Schiller, who fiddled with the pen in his hand, and said, "Actually, you should also think that although your brother is reckless, impulsive, and But he is not really a fool, his intelligence is normal, and he can even be said to be quite gifted in some aspects..."

"You have spent so many years together, and you have been together day and night for a long time. You think you know him very well, but he also understands you. Perhaps, he sees many things you do. , this is because he doesn't care..."

"You wanted to avoid this answer just now, because you felt that his indifferent behavior made you feel more uncomfortable than breaking you down in person or complaining to Odin."

"So now, ask yourself, do you really want to hurt Thor, kill him, replace him, or just get more attention by doing all these things ?”

"I..." Loki wanted to deny this answer subconsciously, "Stop joking, how could I want to get his attention? He has no brains at all, and he was just a fool from the beginning to the end... "

"Really? Then when I asked you, as Thor, how do you view Loki, why are you unwilling to say that answer?"

Loki fell silent again, but he didn't tremble like that, but just stopped there in the same posture.

"He may really not care." Loki's words became more breathy, and this sentence was integrated into a sigh. He showed a self-deprecating smile and said, "At least when I was young, I The pranks he made were not meticulous at all, I was just playing him."

"I remember that several times, Thor's companions saw that I did it, so they hated me even more, but Thor didn't say anything."

"I know he didn't see it..." Loki's tone became a little puzzled: "But why did I believe that at the time, he just didn't see it?"

"Maybe it's because, you can't take it, he sees it, he just doesn't care." Schiller said.

Loki fell silent.

"Okay, now we add a little extra condition to this situation, you are still you, that is to say, it is your current appearance, physique, strength, ability, but you are still Odin's favorite eldest son, The heir of Asgard..."

Before Schiller finished speaking, Loki said: No, this is impossible, I..."

"Asgard will not have such an heir, my physical strength is too weak..."

"I'm not Odin, and this is not the coronation ceremony of the throne, and what I say doesn't count."

"This is just a hypothesis, it's all a hypothesis anyway, so what's the logic?"

Loki was speechless and could only nod his head.

"Okay, as you said, you have various flaws on your body, some of which are even fatal. For example, you don't have the physique that Asgardians are proud of. Odin can see these flaws. People in Germany can also see it, but you still become the heir of Asgard, Odin takes good care of you, no matter what trouble you get into, he is willing to settle it for you..."

"So, what would Thor think of you in this situation?"

"He..." Loki seemed to want to say a complete sentence, but after uttering the first word, he choked.

"Don't doubt what you are thinking now, Thor will definitely be jealous of you, no matter how much, this emotion must exist."

Schiller made another gesture and said: "You may often think that Thor has so many shortcomings. He doesn't think about things at all. He only rushes forward without thinking about the consequences. He is an unreasonable idiot. .”

"But if this kind of identity is changed, Thor should also think that your physique is so weak that you can't even hold an artifact, you can't charge forward in battle, you can't set an example as a general, there is no Asgard The heroic quality of man..."

"Look, this world is like this. When you can't be the other person, can't be in his position, and do his things, you will always feel that the other party's virtue is not worthy."

"Some of his shortcomings will be infinitely magnified in your eyes, and then you will use these shortcomings to imagine that if you sit in that position, you will do better than him."

"But when you really reach that position, your shortcomings will also be magnified, and it is still unknown whether those advantages you are proud of can handle the troubles caused by your shortcomings."

"So?" Loki looked at Schiller and said, "Are you saying that even if I sat in Thor's position, I wouldn't do better than him?"

Schiller shook his head and said: "No ~IndoMTL.com~ I'm just telling you that you will feel jealous of your brother, resent your father for being unfair, and feel that Asgardians have no value. Very normal."

"If you switch positions with Thor, these emotions will still exist. Thor may not be as delicate as your feelings, but he is absolutely impossible to be completely immune to these emotions."

"If you don't believe it, just think about him now. In a sense, the current situation is that the status of the two of you has been switched. Do you think that Thor's sudden promotion to you Is there really no jealousy at all? Do you think he is really generous enough to not care that Odin gave you the glory that belongs to him?"

"Since he is also jealous and resentful, there is actually no difference between the two of you, and it's not because you are narrow-minded or mentally abnormal that these negative emotions arise, it's just human nature. "

"I make this kind of assumption..." Schiller paused, took a sip of water from the water glass, and then continued: "...just to tell you that the messy emotions in your heart now contain Jealousy, resentment, shock, confusion, bewilderment, loss of what to do, etc., are actually all too common.”

"So you don't have to make some self-defeating inferences. For example, Thor and Odin are good people who are brilliant and righteous, but you are a dark and despicable villain who can only hide in a corner and release negative emotions, or Have some more extreme thoughts, want to bring these pains to others..."

Schiller put down his water glass, looked into Loki's eyes and said, "I just said that you are like a dog chasing minced meat, but the conclusion is that if you put a collar on Thor, he may chase you more than you .”

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