In The DC World With Marvel Chat Group Chapter 226: Loki (below)

"The Days of Being a Spiritual Mentor in Meiman"

, the days when I was a spiritual mentor in Meiman

Loki admits that he has always resented Odin for being eccentric, but when the subject of eccentricity became himself, he felt a well-deserved fear, and now, this fear has become deeply Confused, because an alien medical examination machine told him that he wasn't even an Aesir.

Odin’s great reputation did not come from sitting on the throne. He conquered the universe, pacified the Nine Realms, and traveled to every branch of the World Tree. All enemies trembled under his thunder. From the point of view of the conquered tribes, Odin was definitely a tyrant.

Odin can also be called a racist, he has no mercy towards people other than the Aesir, at least in Loki's cognition.

Then the question is, he is not Odin's own son, nor is he even an Asa protoss, so why is Odin suddenly treating him so well?

Loki was leaning on the head of the bed with one arm on his forehead. He himself felt that his question was ridiculous. One day he would actually question why Odin was so kind to him.

In the living room of the apartment, Thor finally figured out the electric clothes hanger, and then successfully hung his work clothes on it. Under the door frame of the bedroom door.

"What's the matter with you?" Thor asked very puzzled.

"I want to ask you a question." Loki looked at Thor and said, "I obtained the priesthood of the righteous **** before you, and I can freely enter and exit Asgard without being deprived of divine power or taken away." Take the weapon, and even have the energy to laugh at you..."

"When you learned this fact, did you feel that Odin was biased?"

"Of course!" Thor stared at Loki and said, "I really can't figure it out, how can you be the first to get the priesthood of the righteous god? Do you have any military exploits?"

He grabbed the collar of the work clothes in his hand and shook it violently, as if venting his anger, he said angrily: "I am stronger than you in terms of divine power and combat achievements, how could the father of the gods... "

He breathed out fiercely through his nose, paused for a while, and suddenly seemed to be discouraged, and said: "Well, I actually figured it out, I caused trouble, right? He was very angry, So I was exiled here, and then I gave you the priesthood of Zhengshen, and asked you to come and laugh at me..."

Thor raised his arm and said, "Very well, he succeeded, and now the question I think about every day is, can I buy an extra case of beer with the salary I receive next week? I have nothing to do with these ordinary mortals. What's the difference, even worse than them, even dare to order small portions of fried chicken..."

"You won, okay?"

Loki stood by the door, looking at Thor's expression, speechless.

"Why hasn't your rather intelligent brain succeeded in convincing you for so many years that he really is a single-minded idiot?" Venom asked him.

"The physical examination report shows that there are some problems in your brain." Venom's tone suddenly became a little brisk, and he said, "It just so happens that I know a very good psychiatrist, who may be able to solve the entanglement in your mind." And doubts, idleness is idleness anyway..."

"Psychiatrist?" Loki's tone was a bit puzzled, "There is no such profession in Asgard."

"Trust me, it will work."

Half an hour later, Schiller took a new medical record from the shelf next to it, and asked, "Name?"

Locky was a little distracted, and Schiller asked again before he replied: "Rocky."

"What's your last name?"

Loki hesitated and said, "Odinson."

"Your pronunciation of this surname is a bit strange. According to your current English level, this should not be a pronunciation error. Do you have any opinions on this surname?"

"So the so-called psychiatrists of you humans just keep asking questions for me to answer?"

"If you feel that you need treatment, please cooperate with me as much as possible instead of turning against the client." Schiller wrote on the medical record without raising his head and said: "This is not a business negotiation, you There is no need to fight for the initiative, and I am not your enemy, so you don't need to use words to interfere with me."

"This is very novel." Loki put his hands on the table, leaned forward slightly, and made a confident gesture.

"You seem to get used to this style of speaking, wanting to gain the initiative no matter who you are talking to, which is beneficial in most cases, but there may be exceptions."

Loki opened his mouth and said, "No, not all of them, at least in the face of..."

He shook his head, as if he didn't want to say the name.

"Why don't you say your father's name?"

Schiller saw that when Loki heard the word father, his fingertips moved slightly, and then he heard Loki say: "Because that may not be..."

"Not what?"

"He may not be my father." Loki's tone was pretending to be relaxed, but the muscles in his neck trembled, and even his entire shoulder became stiff, and Schiller glanced up at him.

"How did you feel when you said this sentence?" Schiller looked at him: "Maybe there is the answer you want hidden in it."

The trembling in Loki's fingertips began to spread to the back of his hand, followed by his wrist and forearm, but disappeared in an instant.

"You seem unwilling to admit this fact, but you feel that you have no reason not to admit it, but you just don't want to admit it, why?"

"I don't know." Loki's voice was a little hoarse.

"Although I don't need you to tell all your secrets, you can't say nothing, especially at this moment, you should have a lot to say and a lot of questions to ask."

"Why, are you still fantasizing about a better listener than me? Then maybe I can call Strange and ask him to ask if Odin is awake..."

"No, no..." Luo Ji instinctively denied.

"Every time you mention Odin, you seem a little afraid, why?" Schiller tilted his head, looked at him and said.

"There is no one who does not fear the father of the gods."

"Listen, this is not an exam. I'm not asking you to find a perfect answer to my question." Schiller said helplessly.

"When I ask you a question, you can use this question to ask yourself, and then give yourself the answer in your heart. If you are willing to tell me the real answer, the treatment will be more effective. If you don't If you want, that's okay."

Loki was silent for a long time, but still sank his shoulders, let out a breath, and said: "I am indeed afraid of him, because of his majesty and strength, and more importantly...I am not Thor."

"Of course Thor is not afraid of him, no matter what he does, the father of the gods will clean up the mess for him, and this time is the same,"

"...But I can't." Loki's fingertips rested on the table, leaving a shallow reflection, and he looked at his fingers and said, "I can't make mistakes like Thor, especially, I can't Make such a stupid mistake."

His lips moved, and then he said, "He won't tolerate me."

"I must remain in awe." Loki's voice began to break free from that complicated emotion, and his mind seemed to be back on track, and he began to become more engaged.

"I'm not special to the All-Father, and I'm not even sure if I'm as important to him as those brave Asgardian warriors."

Schiller held the pen in his hand, changed his posture, and said: "Because your valued relatives are unwilling to give you definite feedback, so you can only keep lowering your own expectations and convince yourself that as long as you He has no obvious hostility towards you, so you can muddle through."

"But that's not the answer, especially when there's a contrasting example, self-deception doesn't last long,"

Loki propped up the edge of his eyebrows with one hand, and said in a daze: "But the problem now is that during this period of time, I became the one who was eccentric, and then I just discovered that maybe What he did was right, because I am not his own..."

Schiller shook his head and said: "There is some confusion about a concept, whether there is a blood relationship, and whether he is eccentric may not necessarily have a direct relationship."

Schiller explained: "The superficial logic is that if you are not his own, then it is only natural that he treats you badly, but the question is, if you are not his own, how did you become his son? What about it?"

"The background story may be very complicated, but one thing must remain the same, that is, your father should have picked you up from somewhere, and what kind of mood did he have to pick you up? We don't know, but there is a fact that, knowing that you are not his own, he still brought you up to this age."

"If the purpose of his raising you is to favor your brother and ignore you, then why on earth would he pick you up?"

"Well, I assume that there is a certain interest in it, such as the benefits of raising you, which drives him to pick you up and raise you, and he doesn't want to have another son in his heart , so I deliberately eccentric to ignore you."

"If this is the case, then you don't need to worry about it anymore, as long as you find out what conspiracy is behind this, and then find a way to get back at them."

Schiller propped his cheekbones with one hand, then looked at Loki and said, "You should have thought of this possibility the moment you learned this fact, so ask yourself, are you still there?" What are you struggling with?"

Loki fell silent.

His eyes began to calm down, and he said: "I tried to convince myself that he was nice to me during this period of time. Plan, now, I should have appeared on the Rainbow Bridge..."

Locky's eyeballs moved down, as if thinking about something, and he said: "But the reason I'm here is because when I'm about to put these plans into practice, when I want to go the other way." When I took that step in the direction, I found..."

His voice was extremely low, like a stone blown to the edge of a cliff by the wind, his fists were slowly clenched, and then he said in disbelief: "...I don't seem to want to do that."

"Why do you think this is?"

Locky shook his head, looked at Schiller and said, "You're the doctor, aren't you?"

Schiller took the pen and twirled it in his hand, and said: "This is the misunderstanding that most people have about psychologists. Most of the time, we are a listener, and we are not responsible for giving answers."

"In other words, in fact, many people already have the answer in their hearts, but they don't want to admit it ~IndoMTL.com~ so they come to ask the doctor, hoping to get a different result, sometimes, we can see this , but don’t expose it, just because not everyone can bear this kind of stimulation.”

"Do you think you can?"

"I..." Loki tilted his head and muttered, "I think, of course I can..."

"Well, maybe you should have discovered it too." Schiller looked at Loki and said, "Your resentment for Odin's injustice and jealousy for Thor can't cover up your desire for family affection."

"Regardless of whether the family relationship really exists or not, you have been deceiving yourself for so many years, and the blood relationship is precisely an important pillar of this self-deception."

"After this pillar was shattered today, you found that your instinctive action was not to uncover the truth and take revenge on these people, but to find another pillar in a panic..."

"You suddenly find that you are weaker than you thought, easier to compromise, indulge in some illusions you wove for yourself and don't want to wake up, not as smart, decisive, vicious as you think, even if it may exist The shocking conspiracy and hatred of you have not made you make up your mind."

"As long as those relatives in name give you a little sweetness, you are willing to desperately find some reasons to deceive yourself and get by..."

"You find that, compared to the **** who never makes mistakes, you are more like the ordinary people you have always looked down upon."

"Or, compared to ordinary people, you are more like a dog chasing a little bit of minced meat..."

"Enough."

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The protagonist finally went to work.

If only I could go to work at this frequency.

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