Immortal Demon Chapter 266: The beginning of madness
PS: This chapter is purely for myself. It is used to read and strengthen the prefrontal lobes of the brain repeatedly in the same book with other principles. Therefore, there are some serious ambiguities. If the reader is willing to read it, try to confuse it Right or wrong (some truths will make you stronger after you believe it, you don’t need to care whether the truth is logical or whether it’s right or wrong). Don’t look at it logically, otherwise you might not understand it. (These two chapters can also be regarded as a test of whether you are a person who confuses right and wrong). Due to the busy business, there are still more than 20 chapters in this book to be finished, but I still have three principles I want to write that I haven’t written in, and I don’t have time to slowly lay the groundwork. I can only do the curse. The foreshadowing is written together. 1. Don't set limits in your life, don't set specific ideals, you should use self-improvement or exercise perseverance as your ideals, which are relatively vague and have no end and have no lowest point. 2. To confuse right and wrong to treat pain as a good thing, do it. No longer will the time of struggle be affected by any pain, blow, frustration, frustration, decadence, depression and other things that waste life time will be omitted forever. From then on, the will will be as strong as steel and will not be afraid of any wind and rain. 3. To reduce unnecessary thinking, focus on extremes.
An hour later, Ye Feng was standing in the middle of Dao Sun, quietly absorbing the essence of vitality in the meridians, suddenly felt a sharp pain in his consciousness, and hurriedly looked inside Yuan Ying.
I saw that the curse on Ye Jian Yuanying’s head suddenly burst into golden light, and then Ye Feng’s entire consciousness began to suffer severe pain, and then the consciousness spread to the nerves, and Ye Feng’s entire head and whole body nerves had severe pain. The painful Ye Feng's cold sweat instantly spread all over his body.
At this moment, a golden spot slowly flew out of the curse and plunged into Ye Feng’s Nascent Soul consciousness in the severe pain, and then this golden spot drifted to a special place in Ye Feng’s consciousness. It quickly became bigger, and in a short while, it expanded into an egg-sized light spot, and then the painful vulgar meaning in Ye Feng's consciousness began to occur, and this painful vulgar meaning was forcibly amplified by the curse one million times, Ye Feng's consciousness There was a violent dizziness, and he sat directly in the Dao Sun, and then all kinds of distracting thoughts were affected by this painful vulgarity that reached a million times, and they followed one after another.
Ye Feng's consciousness was affected by painful vulgarity, and before he knew it, pictures and feelings that had long been forgotten in his memory flashed past.
First of all, it is about the picture of change. Everyone is a kind of maturity and metamorphosis when they change themselves, but metamorphosis is very painful like a snake shed its skin.
It is very painful for a kind person who wants to change himself into an unsympathetic person. It is also very painful for a cowardly person who wants to change the outcome of the decision. A person with a conscience wants to change and abandon his conscience is very painful. One is right and wrong. The confusion of right and wrong that people want to change is even more painful.
Ye Feng used to have slight pains when he changed himself, but he was a man of extremely strong nature, so a lot of pains disappeared in a flash, and he would never remember it again.
But now this painful vulgarity has suddenly increased by a million times. Ye Feng's uncontrollable influence by the painful vulgarity will recall all his painful experiences and increase these painful experiences. The feeling of a million times makes Ye Feng instantly seem to become the most vulnerable person in the world.
Next is the embarrassing scene. When he was young, Ye Feng used to hit up with female classmates on campus to play with friends, and on average, he would only succeed in one of ten attempts.
But at that time, Ye Feng thought it was a high probability, because ten times he would only be rejected nine times. It was quite an hour to get a girlfriend, play a new B, and nine other embarrassing moments of failure. You can ignore it, or even remember it, but now Ye Feng has increased his painful vulgar meaning by a million times, and instantly made Ye Feng feel pain for all the embarrassing failures and embarrassing moments he encountered. Ashamed.
Some embarrassing scenes are not Ye Feng’s own at all, but the memories of Nick Huzhe that Ye Feng once read in the resolute fantasy, such as Nick Huzhe’s ridicule and others when he was practicing speech on the street. The irony of his mutilated body also made Ye Feng unconsciously regarded as his own under the influence of painful vulgarity, and it became even more painful.
Next is the picture of fatigue. In the past, due to his perseverance, Ye Feng didn’t feel the pain of fatigue during the exercises, but only felt very boring, but now Ye Feng feels that he used to stay in one place every day. The practice of speaking less language and the headache of comprehension of the Dao Principles are really painful to the limit. Every day, there is no entertainment and life, even sleeping, and they are calculating and practicing wisely. This kind of pressure for a hundred years just reminds Ye Feng. It's extremely painful.
But at this moment, another light spot flew out of the curse, and he plunged into Ye Feng’s Nascent Soul consciousness again without giving Ye Feng a chance to breathe, and then flew to a place and quickly changed It became an egg-like golden spot.
The laziness that reached a million times then began to invade Ye Feng again, linking Ye Feng's memories of pictures and feelings that were once forgotten in the corner.
Ye Feng still remembers a classmate. He started school at the age of three. He graduated at the age of 20. He worked hard all his life. After graduation, he just wanted to enter the society and realize his ideals, but suddenly he was diagnosed with cancer. He could only turn around and walk in. The hospital died in grief and anger, so what is the meaning of diligence? Everything is destined, and it is not as happy as an ordinary person who is doing nothing at school and is lazy.
There is another person who promised grand ideals when he was young, to be the richest person in the world, his own company was successfully listed at the age of 25, with a valuation of tens of billions, sitting in a boring office every day and not moving like loose, one day After working for more than 16 hours, several big companies with a valuation of 100 billion can't compete with him, but because of an earthquake, he was suddenly killed in the office. The grand plan of hegemony ended unexpectedly. Is it possible to achieve the ideal with diligence?
There is another person who has practiced hard work for three thousand years and finally became the golden core ancestor. He dreamed of being a blockbuster and fame, but life is impermanent. He met Ye Feng just after leaving the customs and died in Ye Feng’s hands. Does diligence make sense in this impermanent and dirty world? There is no point at all. It is better to have the joy and happiness of a mortal who has enough food and sleep to marry a wife and children.
Human power is no match for impermanence, ideals are no match for fate, so it is better to be a slacker. Only eating well and sleeping well is the most real thing in the world.
In Ye Feng's consciousness, scenes flashed from time to time, constantly "brainwashing" Ye Feng, and Ye Feng suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood.
"Cough cough... the million-fold pain and laziness are indeed terrible, worthy of a spiritual treasure. This infinite cycle of brainwashing turned out to be used by my inner demon to let "I" influence myself."
Ye Feng shook his head helplessly and sighed: "It seems that this time I can only fight poison with poison to completely eliminate the demons. Before casting the curse to brainwash me, I will completely brainwash myself..."
"But after this change, I will be so lonely that no one understands what I think, no one understands me, no one knows me, but as long as I can become stronger, my confidant is a What a fart!"
Ye Feng endured the pain of nerves and consciousness, put his hands together, thought about it, closed his eyes tightly, and chanted: "
Before immortality, any ideal can be interrupted by the impermanence of life at any time. For example, I may encounter a Mahayana saint who destroys this galaxy at any time, and I will die without knowing it. Impermanence is The demon I have been unresolved before, I know. "
"When you die in the face of impermanence, the kind of unwillingness makes people feel that pursuing everything is nihility, and even gives people a sense of decadence that is destined for life. I also admit this."
"Unless one's own ideal is that "every moment" can be accomplished repeatedly, only this kind of ideal will not be afraid of the impermanence of life, and enable people to pursue passionately at all times. , Can move forward optimistically, and will not be confused, confused, and decadent because of fear of the emptiness of encountering misfortune."
"But this ideal that can be accomplished all the time must have no "specific goals". It must be an ideological one, while keeping people always positive and indirect. All my previous ideals."
"This kind of ideal seems to be "continuous self-improvement". After this seat, I will confuse the right and wrong to regard the life mission of self-improvement as an ideal, so that I can be able to do it again and again every moment. To complete my ideals, and to treat self-improvement as an "ideal" at the same time, there is no pursuit of the end, but there is no "pass line" that cannot be completed. Then I have completed my ideal in one second. In this way, even if my laziness is increased by 10 million times, I will no longer have the confusion, worry and demons that would be interrupted if I encounter impermanence. ."
"As long as I regard self-improvement as an ideal, and as long as I am constantly becoming stronger in all aspects, sooner or later, I will complete any of my ideals. I will be able to achieve longevity and immortality in the pursuit of "continuous self-improvement". Even if I can't achieve longevity, or die in misfortune before immortality, I won't have a heart demon anymore, because longevity and immortality are no longer my ideals from now on, self-improvement is the new ideal, so I will be lazy again. I can’t take advantage of impermanence, my demon, to brainwash me."
"As for pain, I don't deny it. I used to think that pain is pain, happiness is good, and pain is bad, but you never think that I have confused right from wrong."
"We were not prepared to confuse right and wrong to the degree of perversion that pain is also considered a good thing. However, we can "believe" that pain is not bad from now on. No, we will start from this moment. You can believe that the pain is not bad, hehehehe..."
Ye Feng suddenly raised his head and said loudly: "Pain is actually a good thing! Yes, whether it is caused by change, embarrassment, fatigue, etc., it is actually a good thing. I believe that only pain is the boat of the great road, because there is one The saints once said that the mountain of Fashan has roads and diligence as a path, and the sea is endless. As for who said it? It is not important. I have completely forgotten it. As long as I believe this sentence is correct, it is already. Enough (some truths will make you stronger if you believe in them, you don’t need to care whether the truths are logical or unclear, as long as you can make yourself stronger and beneficial to yourself, just believe that you are ten thousand people. Fans can increase their self-confidence and increase their courage to strike up a conversation. Even an ugly man can believe that he is a handsome guy. As long as he believes that women don’t love money and are not vain, it’s good for them, and they can make themselves more courageous to talk to each other. You can also believe, or even make up a scientific theory for yourself to make yourself believe that as long as you believe that a deer is a horse can be beneficial to you, then you can refer to the deer as a horse! Logic is only second, because everything is only based on the mission of self-improvement in life It’s the judgement benchmark that is really correct)."
"From now on, I believe that pain is actually the same as happiness. From the perspective of human weakness, it can make people forge ahead just like happiness. I believe...pain and happiness are the two major goals of human pursuit of progress. One of the core driving forces, the illusion of happiness and enjoyment after reaching the goal can make people hope to quench their thirst and accelerate their progress. For example, from time to time, imagine that after success, lovers can be in groups, hug left and right, eternal happiness is boundless, and it will definitely increase one's forge ahead. Of power."
"But pain can actually make people go crazy. Few people will realize that, hehe...because a person with a whip will definitely work faster than a completely uninhibited person. A person who burns his **** is definitely faster than a person who has nothing to do. An army that has broken the boat and fought back is definitely stronger than an army that has a back road. This is the undeniable weakness of human nature."
"From now on, I will like pain, because pain is a good thing. It is the driving force behind my pursuit of self-improvement. Good medicine is bitter. I can even believe that it is even more noble than happiness. Hehehehe..."
"As for this recurring memory screen that affects our meditation practice, it can also be controlled."
"From now on~IndoMTL.com~ I will confuse right and wrong. Believe that people should actually be "more pure". I believe that pureness can increase my luck. I even want to believe that pureness can extend my life. I even Believe that purely can make me more stable to understand the principles of the Great Way, I will think less and think less in the future. I believe that one mind and one use is the fastest, and concentration is my favorite. I will slow down my thinking. When I come down, I will never do more than one mind in the future, not only when I practice, I will also learn about the Tao when I am thinking! Hehehehe..."
When Ye Feng finished speaking the last sentence, the awkwardness, pain, shame, anger and impermanence that appeared in Ye Feng's mind were constantly awakened by laziness and painful vulgarity through the loopholes of Ye Feng's heart demon, and finally disappeared.
However, the spell-casting continued to radiate Ye Feng's Nascent Soul's consciousness, and even when Shi Yefeng cast the spell before taking it off, he would still be in pain forever. Ye Feng’s laziness multiplied by a million, especially the painful vulgarity, will also be a million times laziness when Ye Feng encounters setbacks and failures in the future, but Ye Feng’s disposition is no longer a demon. Without any loopholes, there will be no more pain without encountering new pains, and pain will be caused by past setbacks and failures.
However, even if Ye Feng encounters new pains in the future, Ye Feng has "believed" that pain is a good thing from now on, and will no longer be shaken by pain in the future, repeatedly flashing various painful images. Once you have practiced, you will no longer suffer from decadent drinking and depression when encountering impermanence.