I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior Chapter 294: Free and easy parting

The expression of the old man in these photos has changed a little.

One of the two elders laughed happily. first

There is another one, the two have tears in their eyes, but they are habitually forced to squeeze out a smile that is uglier than crying when facing the camera.

Chen Feng put down the photo, and remembered the few lines of description in the fact sheet.

On September 15, 1998, the Sichuan-Shu Military Region, which successfully completed the flood-fighting and emergency rescue mission... Comrade Chen Feng, the company commander, and Comrade Liang Yun, the health worker, suffered a landslide on their way back home, and unfortunately died.

Since joining the military, the two comrades... are now regarded as martyrs and awarded second-class merit...

In 2007, Chen Feng's grandmother, Zhou Xianxiu, passed away at the age of 65.

Chen Feng's grandfather, Chen Mo, is still alive. He lives alone in Chuanshu County. He is 81 years old this year. He has been in poor health in recent years and is hospitalized from time to time.

Recalling, Chen Feng's hand suddenly trembled unconsciously.

He turned his face sharply to the side.

Lu Wei didn't bother him.

After a long time, Chen Feng put the materials back into the file bag, "Thank you."

"No thanks."

"Isn't it a waste of time to check this?"

Lu Wei: "Well, it's okay, I don't know the specific details. The suspect has also been caught. Do you want to chat with her?"

Chen Feng thought for a while, "Forget it, it's all over."

"I've always been curious before. I actually know your past. You are obviously not a soldier, but now you give me a strong military atmosphere, and you are not the kind of recruit who has never been on the battlefield. The temperament has been getting stronger and stronger. I thought it might be an illusion before, but now I know it, it's innate."

Chen Feng nodded: "Perhaps. My adoptive father is also surnamed Chen, and he named me Chen Feng. My father's name is also Chen Feng. Maybe... it's really destined to be in the dark. He's not finished as a soldier. , I'll do it. I won't disgrace him."

"Save it, you can't join the army now. If you want to go, others won't agree. You should continue to write your songs and do research."

Chen Feng: "I'll talk about it later."

Chen Feng recalled that when he went to the future two times before, Private Chen Feng's origin was in Shuzhou.

At that time, he was still a little puzzled, because he was obviously not a native of Shu, so why did he always have trouble living with this place.

Now he understands, from the beginning, fate has been hinting to himself.

Lu Wei nodded, looked him up and down again, and unconsciously sighed: "It's incredible, your natural temperament is too strong."

Chen Feng laughed, "It's not entirely natural, it still has to be practiced. It took me a lot of life to practice it."

"Fuck you! What if I didn't read your file?"

"Really, why don't you believe me when I tell the truth?"

Lu Wei couldn't help laughing, "Tell me, how many lives?"

Chen Feng pretended to think seriously, "There must be hundreds of billions."

This time, Lu Wei's eyes rolled to the sky.

There is no way to take him, Lu Wei said helplessly: "Why are you driving again?"

Chen Feng: "I..."

Did not dare to say any more, he quickly began to dig his head down to eat, and at the same time he took out his mobile phone to call Meng Xiaozhou, and asked Meng Xiaozhou to immediately book him a direct flight to Sichuan and Sichuan.

"I can't accompany you to eat slowly today, I'm sorry, I will go to Shuzhou to see my grandfather after I finish eating early."

Lu Wei: "Then?"

"Then I will buy a suite there, and then buy a private jet, and I will come to Hanzhou later if I have something to do."

Lu Wei was startled, "hh..."

"One day is one day. I'm lost. The old man has been sad for 21 years. I want to make him happier."

However, everything is Chen Feng's beautiful vision, which cannot be realized after all.

Destiny is never perfect, full of flaws of one kind or another.

When he arrived in Chuanshu County and went straight to the community where Chen Mo lived, he found out that Chen Mo had entered the ward of the county hospital again this morning.

Chen Feng quickly turned the car around and headed straight to the hospital.

Arriving at the inpatient building, others said it was on the fifth floor, but the elevator had just reached the third floor, and Chen Feng turned his head and rushed into the stairs.

When he arrived at the door of the ward, he saw that the doctor and nurse had already stood outside.

He didn't dare to ask, the content of these people's conversations already told him the answer.

Doctor: "He didn't let me accompany him, he said he wanted to be alone. The elderly really can't do it this time."

The nurse rubbed her eyes, "Alas."

Another nurse's eyes were also red, "Actually last year, I thought that Grandpa Chen was dying, but I didn't expect him to survive."

"He said he had to wait for his grandson to come back and didn't want to leave."

"It's been twenty-one years, how can I wait for it."

"People were only three years old when they lost them, so I don't remember anything."

"After all, I should be twenty-four years old now. If I could find it, I would have returned it long ago."

"Where are you saying that Grandpa Chen's grandson is now? I helped him forward it to Moments before, but it was of no use at all."

"Who knows. I also made some money and even registered him online."

"Alas."

"Mr. Liu, what did Grandpa Chen just say?"

Doctor: "He said he was still unwilling, but he knew there was no way out this time, but he was a little regretful and reluctant to bear it."

Doctors and nurses see life, old age, sickness and death a lot, and usually don't have too many psychological fluctuations.

But the story of Mr. Chen Mo is well known in the hospital.

Beginning about five or six years ago, the deteriorating old gentleman became a regular visitor to the hospital.

Many times the doctors thought he couldn't last, and the martyr's welfare home and funeral home were preparing for the funeral. As a result, he always miraculously regained his spirits and recovered.

He's been able to hold on until now, all with one breath.

He always said that there were not many people in his family, and he had no relatives.

If you leave, the baby will come back in the future and will not be able to see anything. How sad?

My old Chen was also an iron man who had carried a gun back then. He was not afraid of bullets.

Black and white are all afraid of me.

Everyone is looking forward to this stubborn old man's dream come true.

But time is the most ruthless blunt knife in the world, and no one can match it.ァ新ヤ~⑧~1~中文网ωωω.χ~⒏~1zщ.còм

No matter how strong the old man holds on year after year, he steps into the gate of **** and breaks free again and again, there will always be a day when he has to admit defeat.

His hopes of getting what he wants are getting slimmer.

Now he is finally forced to give up.

Chen Feng swallowed and asked, "Is Chen Mo inside? How is the situation?"

The doctor gave him a slightly surprised look, "Are you...?"

"I am his grandson, Chen Feng."

Everyone: "What!"

Thirty seconds later, Chen Feng appeared in front of the hospital bed.

The old man didn't know that he had come in, so he just lay softly on the half-raised hospital bed.

On the cabinet beside the hospital bed, there are apples that have been shaved for some time, and have turned black.

There is also a bowl next to it, which contains the leftover dumplings that the old man ate when he got up in the morning.

This is his habit for many years, but unfortunately this time he really can't finish it.

The old man put his hands on his chest, fingers interlocked, tilted his head slightly, and looked out the window with cloudy eyes.

The sun was shining just right outside the window, shining on the elm tree.

A light wind blows, and the branches sway slightly.

Compared with twenty years ago, the old man's face now has many ravine-like wrinkles.

His expression was flat, but his teeth were clenched tightly.

He was breathing hard, but his breathing continued to weaken.

The frequency of the fluorescent beats on the heartbeat monitor next to him was slowing down little by little, but it would become slightly faster as his chest lifted each time he breathed hard.

The old man who said that he just wanted to be alone and was ready to face death calmly and calmly, still refused to give up.

Chen Feng approached slowly, and cautiously said softly, "Grandpa, I'm back."

The old man turned his head sharply.

He first stared at Chen Feng blankly.

The turbidity in his eyes quickly dissipated at a speed visible to the naked eye.

An indescribable smile bloomed on his wrinkled, dark-spotted face.

He opened his mouth, trying to say something, but there was a continuous ho-ho sound in his mouth, which seemed to have thick phlegm.

He seems to be speechless.

He suddenly raised his right hand and stretched it towards Chen Feng's face.

The rough touch fell on Chen Feng's face like a knife, but he did not dodge.

Chen Feng has a lot of words in his heart, but he can't always say it.

"Hoho! Ho! Cough! Bah!"

The old man suddenly sat up straight, then spit to the side, he turned to look at Chen Feng again.

He finally had a sound coming out of his throat.

His voice is like a bell, and his smile is like a flash in the pan.

"Ha! Hahaha! You are back!"

"Well, I'm back."

The old man stared at him with wide eyes. "You didn't lie to me. They didn't find someone to pretend to be you. You and your dad look like they were printed out of the same mold."

The old man said while shaving Chen Feng's face with his hands.

"What's your name now?"

"Chen Feng."

"Also surnamed Chen?"

"Hmm."

"Hahahahaha!"

The old man laughed wildly, the smile on his face getting brighter and brighter, but two unstoppable tears suddenly appeared in his eyes.

He hurriedly raised his left hand again and rubbed his eyes desperately, "No, no, this **** is blocking my eyes, I can't see you anymore, I need to take a look."

Chen Feng sat down next to him, "It's okay, I'm very rich now and can be cured. Grandpa, you get better soon, I'll let you see it later."

The old man shook his head again, "No need, it's enough. I understand my own business. If I don't go, Lord Yama will have to give up the job. It's alright, anyway, I've had enough in my life."

Chen Feng did not answer this.

The old man asked again: "Are you married? Have a baby?"

"Not yet."

"Is there an object?"

"Yes."

"Then you have to work harder!"

"Hmm."

The old man gradually became more excited, and then said loudly: "Hey, why am I asking this? Anyway, you are back. After I go down, I can have an explanation with the Chen family and your parents."

Chen Feng wanted to say that you haven't come down yet, but it's pointless to say such words at this time.

The old man came to touch his face again, "Baby, you've worked hard. Have you suffered a lot?"

Chen Feng: "It's still...not bad."

"It's grandpa who's sorry for you. You shouldn't be left to the grandson of the turtle, or you won't get lost."

"It's okay. I'm not coming back."

The old man: "Well, it's not too late to be back, just right."

After saying these words, the old man suddenly lay down softly, and even the hand that scratched Chen Feng's face was powerless to drop.

Chen Feng bit his lip tightly and squeezed his hand.

He spoke slowly and feebly, but he was still teaching people, "Why cry! A man is a man, bleed without tears! Instructor Lin said that life, old age, sickness and death are the rules, and no one can escape. I am not afraid of death, only afraid of death. It's pointless to die. You see I'm not smiling so much now?"

"But you cry first."

"I'm dying, what's wrong with crying? You're different, your life is still long."

"Hmm."

The old man: "Chen Feng."

"At."

"Actually, I shouldn't have taught you as soon as we met. But I didn't have time to teach you how to be a human being when you were a child, and I lost it first. I'm afraid it will be too late if you don't talk about it."

Chen Feng: "Grandpa, tell me, I'll listen."

"Remember, don't let down the people who are good to you, you must act with conscience. Don't hate your own life, some things are destined. Look at me, I have waited for you for twenty years, these few minutes I I am completely satisfied."

"Hmm."

"Your dad is a great guy, and your mom is a great girl too. They did what they were supposed to do. Don't blame them for not taking care of you growing up."

"No wonder."

"You are also a well-rounded man now. My old Chen family is only an iron man. I can see that you have something in your heart, a big thing, but you will definitely be able to hold on. No matter what happens to you in the future , you think about what I said."

The old man raised his hand again and hung it around Chen Feng's neck, "I'm leaving."

Chen Feng couldn't answer.

"But you don't have to be sad, I don't regret it at all. What I have to tell you in my life adds up. Everything else is nonsense. It doesn't matter if you don't hear it."

Chen Feng: "Yeah."

The old man: "It's really gone."

Hands fall.

The heartbeat monitor beeps continuously, making it extremely harsh.

Chen Feng sat in the chair for a long time.

Grandpa was exactly the best he had ever imagined.

But the time together is too short, too short.

It was too short for him to react, and he had already lost this happiness.

For a moment he really wanted to rush out and ask the thief **** why.

What did I do wrong to be punished like this.

But he reacted suddenly, in fact, there is no God in the world.

If he had to say yes, it was himself.

He remembered the unbelievable boldness and dashingness of the old man~IndoMTL.com~ He didn't know whether the old man pretended to be afraid of being sad, or was really born so hard.

But that question will never be answered.

Does the old Chen family only produce iron men?

Chen Feng looked at Chen Mo who had closed his eyes.

He may have seen something in himself that no one else could.

Am I sure I'll be able to hold on to...?

Outside doctors and nurses filed in.

Chen Feng stood up, took off his hat, looked back at everyone, and bowed deeply, "Thank you."

"Chen Feng!"

Someone recognized him at a glance.

Chen Feng nodded, "It's me."

Eight days later, Chen Feng quietly returned to Hanzhou.

He didn't notify anyone except Lu Wei this time.

In the past few days, Lu Wei, who knows him, called him from time to time, seemingly wanting to ask him about his situation and chat casually.

Chen Feng knew her purpose, probably to enlighten herself.

In fact, he personally felt that it was unnecessary. With such a handsome and heroic grandfather, he couldn't feel sad even if he wanted to.

After the burial, he originally planned to wait until after May 26th, and then return to Hanzhou when he returned to reality next time. He stayed here for a few more days, and took a walk every day to relax his mind and prepare for this operation.

However, there was a small change in Hanzhou. On May 22, he finally left.