I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior Chapter 292: Let it go and get it

Although she already knew that "Across the Stars" would become the bud of her artistic career, Chen Feng didn't expect it to come so soon.

He remembered how this song in the previous timeline changed Lu Wei's life, and felt a little emotional in his heart.

Three years later, she will completely break with the family and embark on the road of the founder of Star Rock, and completely live another life that she would never have embarked on.

In fact, she has begun to awaken now, but it was not until three years later that she broke up and her creativity exploded. She must have gone through a lot of hardships and struggles in the past three years.

"This time I wrote another song for you, which is different from "Across the Stars", but I think it suits your voice very well."

Lu Wei came up interested, "What's the name of the song?"

Chen Feng: "The Afterlife".

Lu Wei was taken aback.

I am most afraid of the sudden silence in the air.

Smart people think things quickly, and are especially good at brain supplementation.

She wasn't sure if Chen Feng had discovered anything, and she couldn't be sure if the song title meant what she guessed.

She was a little aggrieved.

In fact, she never thought about fighting for anything from the beginning to the end, but things changed gradually.

This feeling is very strange, and she doesn't know when it started.

This is the first time I saw this introverted, bold, and clear-eyed young man in the company, and I was a little curious about him. I wanted to know the level of songs that such a person can write.

Then there is the indescribable surprise, and I feel a little lost because of the incompatibility of his own style, and then help him recommend it to Chen Li.

Later, because he always wrote songs from a female perspective, she had a strange misunderstanding of him, and made a little joke that always made me laugh every time I thought about it.

Then, at his birthday banquet, he watched as one of the commoners fought with Zhou A in order to protect Zhong Lei.

Then there was a night where he wrote six songs in a row.

Lu Wei thought this was the end, but who knew that his talent had just begun.

She gradually got used to watching from a distance like this, inquiring about him from the sidelines, listening to the songs he wrote repeatedly, singing the songs he wrote repeatedly, and doing anything to help him when she had the opportunity. Anything is enough.

It was so easy for Lu Wei to get everything she wanted in her life, that she never thought about taking the initiative to fight for something.

I have never tried to strive for it, and quietly developed the habit of taking a step back in case of trouble.

She has a strong personality, but is actually very passive.

She also knows that, given her family situation, love and marriage have nothing to do with each other.

Ever since she was very young, she has understood the rest of her life when she observed a couple whose parents seemed to raise their eyebrows, but were in fact full of distance.

When she said the words "I wish you all a long life" to Chen Feng, she had quietly made up her mind not to disturb the two of them.

She didn't want to lose Zhong Lei, a friend who knew each other at first sight, and she didn't want to embarrass Chen Feng.

Of course, Lu Wei also understands Chen Feng. With his temperament, he may not be too embarrassed. He will simply reject him outright.

Chen Feng's deliberate alienation these days, how could she not understand?

She doesn't even know why.

It's just that she didn't have extravagant hopes from the beginning, and she naturally learned to be strong.

Therefore, she can control her state very well, and she is still a lady from the famous family who has both intimacy and a proper sense of distance in the past.

Up until this time, she's always been kind, but not too close, just right.

But if you want to ask her if she doesn't regret going to Beijing for help, her answer is three words, "I don't regret it."

But even with all the psychological preparations, when Chen Feng said the four-character song title "The Afterlife", she still felt a little shaky and fainted.

The most powerless thing is that she doesn't even have the qualifications to accuse the other party of being so indifferent.

But she was Lu Wei after all. She was used to self-control. Her powerlessness lasted for less than three seconds, and then she quickly adjusted.

Lu Wei smiled, "Sounds like a very touching love song?"

Chen Feng nodded, "Yeah. The level of this song is not inferior to "Across the Stars". Of course, it is difficult for me to say what realm it can sing."

"Let's look at the lyrics and notation, I'll sing it if it suits me, forget it if it doesn't."

"Okay." Chen Feng handed her a brand new notebook.

An hour later, Lu Wei closed the notebook and closed her eyes.

A full ten minutes later, she opened her eyes, "I want this song."

Chen Feng: "That's good."

Lu Wei: "I'm not sure what you expect, but I believe I can sing well."

Chen Feng smiled and said, "I believe in your ability."

"The song sounds a bit sad, but it has a very peculiar sense of free and easy, very unrestrained, giving me a feeling that letting go is getting."

Lu Wei rubbed the notebook lightly, with a calm smile on her face, seemingly intoxicated.

In fact, she still didn't make it through.

This song from the same female perspective also has Zhong Lei's shadow, but it is the kindest reminder Chen Feng wrote to himself.

It was only in Buddhism that she cultivated the afterlife, and the title of the song reminded her of a Buddhist verse.

There is no tree in Bodhi, so where can it cause dust.

Lu Wei suddenly realized something.

Chen Feng doesn't owe him anything.

He never did anything to hurt himself.

Of course I don't owe him anything.

But the relationship between men and women, in addition to that layer, there is friendship.

What I do, even if it is just mutual help between friends, is not beyond the line.

I haven't done it for others before, but I just didn't have any real friends before.

Chen Feng's attitude was actually just right.

He values ​​friendship more than I do, so he tries harder to keep his distance and remind himself again and again.

He's a good guy.

I'm not greedy enough.

I'm good at disguising, but my greed has been betrayed by the lack of energy I had just now.

I'm still not faithful enough to my heart.

I'm lost.

I always make excuses for my quiet retreat. In fact, there is only one real reason. He doesn't like me, so he chose Zhong Lei first.

I knew this very well from the beginning, but he needed to repeat it.

He is the responsible man.

This may be the friendship of men, I can learn.

"Alas, I like "The Afterlife" very much, but it seems that I can't write a love song in this state. I used to think that I was very good at writing lyrics, but after reading the level of this song, I realized that I once The things that are written are nothing but fuss."

Lu Wei sighed again.

Chen Feng was not humble, "Everyone has a different personality and is good at different styles. You have your own characteristics, you don't have to force it."

His judgment of Lu Wei is not surprising.

After all, "The Afterlife" is a work created by Zhong Lei after she was firmly in the top ten ranks of the millennium. Lu Wei is very hardworking and talented, but after the last epiphany, she tried her best and could only climb. to the top 100.

"But I will try on my way and write works that are not inferior to yours. I will try to see if I can do it in my life."

After putting down some things, Lu Wei, who became relieved, quickly regained her stubbornness and pursuit.

Chen Feng was slightly surprised.

She entered the state earlier.

Of course, the real object she wants to win is not Chen Feng, but another Zhong Lei.

These two have a bit of an entanglement of fateful enemies, and Lu Wei is also a little bit of the spirit of losing and not admitting defeat after repeated defeats.

In short, it's really good that she can think about it, and it's not worth her hard work.

From a personal standpoint and a civilized standpoint, Chen Feng certainly hopes that Lu Wei will jump out of the entanglement of love and love in a small pattern, and shine a stronger light in the field of art, so that the pattern of the new renaissance will become more diversified. Don't always let Zhong Lei's family dominate.

He didn't expect to plant willows and willows inadvertently.

"That's fine, I'm happy for you. I'm sure you can."

Chen Feng smiled and looked at his watch again, "It's almost noon, let's go out for dinner?"

Lu Wei shook her head, "Wait, I also have a question for you."

"You talk about it."

Lu Wei considered the language for a moment, and then said slowly: "That is... If someone wants to take a share of your industry now, what do you think?"

She spoke very euphemistically, but Chen Feng understood her meaning in seconds.

The last time she helped save a disaster, but now when she wants to ask in person, it means that the "someone" is too big to contain.

Chen Feng secretly sighed, not feeling strange.

It's a blessing, not a disaster, it's a disaster that can't be avoided.

This is still what he expected, but it is inevitable that he will be disappointed when it comes to an end.

In the last timeline, this didn't really happen.

After Lu Wei blocked the first disaster, "someone" all stopped, and then a few years later, when the real strength of Xingfeng Research Institute broke out, Chen Feng had already managed Hanzhou into an iron-clad country, and water could not be splashed. Enter.

His personal influence at home and abroad has also reached new heights, and his personal prestige and hidden power can be called the limelight.

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But this time, he changed the time line on a large scale again, and the qualitative change occurred, and he had to face a new time backlash.

If it was still the old Chen Feng, he might be angry about it.

But after personally serving as the leader of a civilization, his mind changed a lot.

Everything has its own cause and effect. After thinking through other people's motives and understanding the evolution of the times, Chen Feng looks down on the world again, but he has a detached state of mind, as if the whole world has become naive.

The indifference of Lawrson and Ellen couldn't anger him at the beginning, nor could the forced stay of the Los Angeles detectives anger him, and the events here couldn't anger him either.

Chen Feng spread his hands, "Before I talk about this, I have to criticize you, Sister Weiwei."

Lu Wei: "Huh?"

Chen Feng said cheerfully: "Whoever we are talking to, you can just tell me directly. You don't have to hide it. You can tell me directly."

Lu Wei repeatedly defended, "Hey, no no no, no..."

Chen Feng shook his head, "Of course I know it's not you. I also believe that you are not on the same road with those people. You are just helping them, and you are also worrying about me. I understand you and thank you."

Lu Wei breathed a sigh of relief, it was really scary.

This brother is not easy to be!

She curled her lips rarely, and complained a little, "Really."

Chen Feng shrugged: "I cheated you again."

"Huh?"

"Hey, I actually wish it was you. Then I'm not bothered."

Rao is that Lu Wei is well-informed and familiar with the big scenes, but Chen Feng's seemingly easy words hide so many benefits inside and out that she is a little confused.

Chen Feng immediately answered her doubts, "You are different from others, we are true friends. You helped me a lot when I was down."

"No no no, it's still your own ability."

Chen Feng: "Let's not talk to each other in business, anyway, that's how it is. If you want, I will give you 10% of the shares of Xingfeng Research Institute. I want to, I want to give it to you, with you I can also save a lot of heart. But I also know that with your character, you can't want it."

"Even if you lie to me, it's useless, it must not be your intention. So, if someone wants it, please tell them for me, it's impossible! Every cent of my money has a place in the end, who Don't try to take advantage of me."

Lu Wei was not surprised at his strong answer, "Oh, I know."

"I'm really not a petty person who pays attention to money. Money doesn't bring life or death, and I don't have material desires myself. But every penny of my money has an important place to go. It's very likely that my current With 100,000 yuan, I will be able to support it in the future...cough, in short, don't try to take advantage of me! And once I let go, those people won't be easily satisfied."

Lu Wei: "Yes, you see it very clearly. But the world of adults is actually full of compromises. Well, I will try my best to help you, but I am afraid that you will suffer."

Chen Feng asked back: "Do I look like someone who can compromise? Am I afraid of things?"

Lu Wei couldn't help laughing and crying, "I know what you can do, I know what you can do. When you are poor, you are not afraid of Zhou Ah. Now you are more capable. I heard that you are about to walk sideways there."

"Yes, so what I did over there a few days ago was not crazy. They wanted me to be wronged here. Because they knew very well that although I was talking about the whole human civilization All are treated equally, but I still have a tendency in my heart. But if others blame me first, it is no wonder that I blame them." New 81 Chinese website updates the fastest computer terminal: https://

Chen Feng said this very seriously.

Lu Wei understood exactly what he meant.

"It's alright, alright, I understand what you mean. I'll think of a way and let you know in a few days."

"Okay, but don't push yourself~IndoMTL.com~ Believe in my ability, I'm ten million times tougher than you think."

Lu Wei was shocked: "Why do you start a car after a good chat?"

Chen Feng: "Pfft!"

Sister! As soon as you put it down, the road is suddenly widened by you.

Sister Lu Wei's sudden change of style almost didn't cause him to have internal bleeding when he was pretending to be forced.

He quickly slipped: "Eat! Let's go to dinner! I reserved a private room at the Michelin restaurant outside the Cultural and Creative Industry Park. Let's go."

Looking at him fleeing, Lu Wei blushed quietly.

Do you think it's good to be a brother?

Much easier than ever!

At the dinner table, Lu Wei quietly took out a document bag from her satchel.

"This was originally a gift to you after someone said you agreed. Although you have refused now, I have thought about it, and I still have to tell you."

Seeing her serious attitude, Chen Feng became nervous, "If the matter is not settled, the meeting ceremony is not necessary."

"If it's anything else you don't have to, but I have to tell you about it. It means something special to you."

"What do you say?"

"After I tell you, you decide whether to watch it or not."

"Hmm."

Lu Wei: "About your biological parents."

Chen Feng, who was serving food, shook his hand violently.

"Don't look!"

Lu Wei: "Really?"