I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior: 【Testimonials in October 2020】

It's a business. There is also Chen Feng's star-raising event this month. Participate in the book review area. There are starting coins to take, not gifts, but real money. Thanks thanks.

This is the reward for September, and the statistical scope is the reward in September.

The recent update is so sloppy, it's really embarrassing, and the book is getting harder and harder to write. Every time I stop and think about it, I have an illusion that what I wrote is barren.

People always get what they ask for, or they have high eyes and low hands, and always want to be perfect, but the more they pursue perfection, the more they feel that they are incomplete.

I want to keep my original intention and keep the original taste, but I am tired of repetition.

Every chapter wants to connect the maximum amount of information in the most perfect way.

It seems to be comprehensive, but every time I reflect, I always feel that there are loopholes and shortcomings everywhere.

At the beginning, I basically only need intuition to create the desired effect, but when the story comes to the end, my own intuition is no longer enough to handle such a huge amount of information, so there is only constant left. The scrutiny and the grinding method are used to advance little by little, so as to keep the story as rigorous, coherent and interesting as possible.

It's hard and painful.

But I'm still mentally prepared.

After all, my writing itself is a painful process, and it will inevitably become more and more painful as the story progresses.

In the past two months, I have simply quieted myself down, with only one purpose, to better finish the story and the ending, so that I have no regrets for myself.

There are a thousand Hamlets in the eyes of a thousand people. I have no confidence that the ending will satisfy everyone. I feel that as long as more than 50% of people feel that it is OK, there will be no regrets. Bar.

The reason why this month's reward speech has been pressed until now is not that I am lazy, but I really know that I am a broken update, and I really don't have the face to continue to ask for a reward.

It's almost the end of the month, so I can't do it without posting.

In short, thank you for your continued subscription, reward, and voting support.

Although the update of the savior has slowed down, it is still firmly moving towards the end of the book step by step, don't worry about the unfinished **** or something.

The following is the list of rewards, with the amount in brackets.

Rewards made in October will still be released in November.

As for the reward speech in November, I should see you on the new book, 23333.

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Chu Jiayun (1000)

Hate the sun (300)

The box is like a heart (200)

Yu Luo Sheng Fan (120)

Heartless Supreme Treasure (111.11)

Sister-in-law, please let go (107)

Light Snow Silent (100)

Book Friend 111113135906654(100)

Yang Xiao Hahaha (100)

Gu Junzhi (100)

Walking through the book, starting to read iOS(90.01)

A family of knives (60)

Killing God Bai Qi 2333 (50)

Xu Lili (50)

2014 Little Book Friends (38)

The Devil Lucifer 0(30)

Insect Celestial Master (25)

ShineWong(20)

Wilbur the Pig (20)

Qiu Changblade (20)

Suspect Cheng (20)

Book Friend 20170603235759995(20)

Lein God (15)

，Start reading iOS(15)

Looking at the maple leaves in late autumn (15)

Strike Freedom Gundam God of War (12.33)

Book Friend 20181221005814604(11.62)

Bodhimn, starting to read iOS (10)

Fainty_W(10)

icePPAPO(10)

NJ Morning and Twilight (10)

YJJ chose Han Xin, starting to read iOS (10)

yurxse(10)

Little White Meow (10)

Cloudy Smoke no Fleeting Years (10)

Ordinary life is the most bland (10)

You have a zither (10)

Man.(10)

The other side of the blue (10)

The sadness of plum wine (10)

Dawn After Darkness (10)

Sleeping God is like the wind (10)

Twilight papaya, starting to read iOS (10)

Book Friend 150428061431406(10)

Book Friend 20171031114414446(10)

Book friend 20180505015055620, starting point reading iOS (10)

Crazy Junior High School Students (10)

The only designated account of the SCP Foundation (9)

Little Mammoth Loach (6)

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A small zz (5)

Xiaoliang II (5)

Ximo, Tuyou (5)

No Misfortune (5)

Wen Xin Diao Long, Zen (5)

Wuying_ Wuhen (5)

Representing love and peace, start reading iOS (5)

The cat with professional ethics (5)

Searching while walking (5)

My name is Zhang Yuanyang(5)

My appearance that day (5)

Reading a novel is blind (5)

The prairie under the Chile River (5)

Bottle leaves (5)

Xue Yinhao (5)

Tsundere Cannon Sister (5)

Xuyue Rabbit (5)

Lurenjia (5)

Jelly beans (5)

Book friend 140508213521908, starting to read iOS (5)

Book Friend 150902182213506(5)

Book Friend 20170517193253630(5)

Book Friend 20180428215331951(5)

Book Friend 20180704213710866(5)

Book Friend 20190610220639234(5)

Book Friend 20200121095729088(5)

Book Friend 20200604122526945(5)

Book Friend 20200801091355112(5)

Book Friend 20200912014801586(5)

Qiantang scenery (5)

Restless Fish (4)

The silent end (3)

Right sir(3)

To be named (3)

bbty157(2)

blue is gone, start reading iOS (2)

ID1, starting point to read iOS (2)

MrWYB, starting to read iOS (2)

Little Erpin served wine (2)

If I don't want to say it, I just won't say it (2)

Kong Xing (2)

The prince is very small (2)

The Shadow of the Wind as(2)

Empty and Silence (2)

Liu Jianying, starting to read iOS (2)

Black plane (2)

Hey Jun Jun Jun is that you, start reading iOS(2)

Twilight Bridge, starting to read iOS (2)

Devouring the Sky丨(2)

Book Friend 20190425170633567(2)

Book Friend 20190714123320055(2)

Book Immortal Tai Chu (2)

Maplewood View (2)

Book Friends 20200101015735057(1.15)

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Cc、、Cc(1)

csxiaobian, starting point to read iOS (1)

Eember R(1)

huyil(1)

SEbastian(1)

sz Mingjie (1)

zyggpbb, starting to read iOS (1)

zyzybaba, starting to read iOS (1)

The sea has no heart 213 (1)

Zi Tianyun (1)

The little reader is the wolf moon descendant (1)

Mid-Autumn Rain (1)

Yuanhe Ju (1)

I advise you to have a cup of Wuliangye (1)

The coldness of the sky (1)

I am the one chosen by God (1)

The person was not found (1)

Looking back on the past and speechless (1)

Go home to eat baobao (1)

Gray~(1)

I forgot how to register the name (1)

Jiuyue Picks (1)

Read from left to right, please (1)

Lin Yuqi (1)

Light White Flying Sky (1)

Gawain 12342(1)

The dawn of the dawn of thunder (1)

Dark Green Demon Archer (1)

Lingmo Han Qianyu (1)

Twilight Cream (1)

Silently supporting the author's Xiaobai (1)

Lezheng Yunhan (1)

The book has its own Mulan poem~IndoMTL.com~Starting Reading iOS(1)

Book Friend 150804221655089(1)

Book Friend 160227002933435(1)

Book Friend 20170706120532239(1)

Book Friend 20170729143226264(1)

Book Friend 20170810073302336(1)

Book Friend 20190123005508225(1)

Book Friend 20191129212856241(1)

The sword breaks the sky (1)

Feifei 22, starting to read iOS (1)

The head lantern (1)

Gentlemen's Brigade (1)

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