I Became a God in a Horror Game: 461, Evil God Festival Boathouse

"I'm very curious about this." Bai Liu tilted his head slightly, and asked with a smile, "What kind of feeling does it feel to fall in love with an unresponsive creature, to deceive oneself and others to produce love? "

"When you watched Tavel studying alone in the church, did you feel pain when he looked back at you?"

"Do you mind this very much?"

"No one likes the same kind that makes you suffer, but you have no choice."

"After all, since you were born, you have never received the love generated by other human beings, and some of them are traded by yourself, which meet various conditions, so You can't tell whether they respond to you because of the external things you bestow, or because they are your kind?"

"Xieta is like this, Lu Yizhan is like this, your teammates, Mu Ke, Mu Sicheng, Liu Jiayi, Tang Erda, everyone is like this."

"You have to meet some of their expectations and give them what they want in order to keep them close to you."

"So do you really get what they have for you? Or do you just get them by your side for a short time by buying them?"

"If one day you can no longer continue to give the traded items, will they leave you forever?"

Bai Liu hooked the corner of his mouth: "——just like Xieta who died once."

Bai Liu's breathing slowed down, he lowered his head, his forehead fell down to cover his face, and he lost his mind. His whole body gradually shrank, and wearing a hunting suit became the size of an orphanage. The uniform foreign clothes, the body became thin and thin, and finally turned into the appearance of a fourteen-year-old Bai Liu.

Slim and thin Bai Liu sits motionless on the audience chair opposite the water-patterned wall, with water droplets falling into the universe at the end.

[System warning: Player Bai Liu was attacked by the evil **** Bai Liu, and his mental value has dropped, and it will drop below 60 soon, and he has hallucinations...]

Bai Liu smiled and turned to Bai Liu on the other side of the water-patterned wall, or the fourteen-year-old Xiao Bai Liu:

"You are essentially the same as Tavel at the beginning. You gathered these people around yourself through the gift of pre-compensation, but I have proved it in several experiments. Now, such pre-gifting is not in exchange for love, but for desire.”

"Are you sure that what you are trading from other people is really ‌‌, not some ‌‌‌‌like ‌‌ desire?"

Bai Liu lowered his eyes with pity: "You, like Tavel, are a lonely god."

"It's just that it has no soul. It doesn't feel lonely and painful when it doesn't get response and love, but you do."

"Your soul, because you can't get love, just produces pain endlessly."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's mental value continues to decline, and will soon be below 40! 】

Water leaked from Bai Liu's clothes, as if he had fallen into a pool that didn't exist. His hair and clothes began to float in the universe, and his hands floated in front of him, spinning right below him. A door-shaped black hole appeared, and a silver-blue light shone faintly inside.

Bai Liu smiled at Bai Liu with those silver-blue eyes, and continued:

"The pain that people are born from the soul binds them, traps them in place, unable to move forward, like a thread, only to be manipulated by this pain, and then slowly become Painful puppet.”

A silk thread flew out from the depths of the universe, and the transparent thread was wrapped around Bai Liu's wrist, lifting his thin wrist like a marionette.

"Tavier is a real monster, and you are a monster with a soul. You are not the same kind from the beginning."

Bai Liu said softly:

"And the human beings around you, whether they are good or bad, they get loved and love others, they get souls by inflicting pain on others, and there are human beings who really care about them."

"They don't come from the same place as you. Even if they wander by your side at this moment, they will never return to the same place with you, because you are not of the same kind, and because of them Everyone has their own home, and the people who greet them.”

"You are just a **** who takes them in for a short time."

Bai Liu looked at the fourteen-year-old Bai Liu on the opposite side of the water pattern wall: "When they left, you were still alone."

"No one stays for you."

"No one in this world expects your birth, no one expects your growth, no one expects you to become a good person, but you, as a derivative of an evil god, try hard to control your desires , meet their conditions and turn yourself into an ordinary good person, thereby turning yourself into their kind, and gaining their short-lived ‌‌."

"——It's like you at the age of fourteen turned yourself into a monster in order to let yourself have the same kind of monster as Tavel."

"After so many years and so much effort, you still haven't found your kind, Bai Liu."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's mental value continues to decline, and will soon be below 20! Please restore your mental value quickly! 】

Two silk threads flew out and were tied to Bai Liu's left wrist and neck. He was pulled by the silk thread and slowly raised his head. Bai Liu walked out from the water-patterned wall in a calm manner. , He walked up to Bai Liu and lifted Bai Liu's chin, with a pity-like sigh on his face.

"In this world, I have been watching you and looking forward to you since you were born."

Bai Liu took off his right hand glove, lowered his eyes and lightly supported Bai Liu's side face with his right hand, his tone was very light:

"I know what you're thinking, I understand everything you're going to do, and I'll bring you the most interesting game in the world."

"——The birth of your soul surprises me and makes me give up that old creation. Your growth and self-restraint make me feel that I have found the most valuable thing in this world."

"You let me see the possibility of a human being with a soul becoming a god, guarding the door in endless pain and loneliness."

Bai Liu's warm palm caressed Bai Liu's side face, and his thumb wiped Bai Liu's eyes, with a pitiful smile on his face:

"I know that if it were you, even if all the abyss, darkness, hatred, desire, and other negative emotions on the other side of the door were poured on you, you would still be able to maintain your sanity and let My own soul maintains the shape of a human being in a certain love that comes from nowhere, guarding this door forever in the vast universe.”

"——It's like guarding the same kind of people you think, even though they are not."

"Among all the world lines you recognize, you are expected to live forever, and the person who really understands your thoughts is the closest to your kind of existence, except for being hated by you It's just me."

Bai Liu squatted on one knee in front of Bai Liu, he stared at the fourteen-year-old Bai Liu sitting on the chair with his silver-blue to dark blue eyes, stroking his soft hair, like A gentle and friendly elder.

"Among the 658 world lines, you are the derivative I have endured the most malice. There are so many pursuers who hate you, but I can't give you any help. I only want you again and again Struggling once and for all with the malice given by others."

"I'm sorry."

Bai Liu suddenly leaned forward and hugged Xiao Bai Liu. He buried his head in Bai Liu's thin shoulders, and tightly hugged his shoulder blades which were as thin as paper. His voice became very serious: /

"I'm sorry."

"In those 658 world line games, you exceeded my expectations. I did hurt a lot of people, but you are the only one. I didn't intend to play with you in this game."

"You are not the game npc I set up, nor are you the creatures that evolved from the world line that was born in my palm."

"——You are just me who has no kind, but has a soul."

Bai Liu gently patted the motionless little Bai Liu on the back, just like comforting a child:

"A long time ago, when I saw you sneaking into the church and stuffing yourself into the **** Scheta's arms, I was thinking—"

"——If at this time, instead of you twisting yourself into Scheta's embrace to get that **** and cold hug, but someone voluntarily hugs you, how about you?"

"If I come to hug you for your kind, how about you?"

"But I can't touch you, I don't think so." Bai Liu's tone became very light, "He is already a human being, he has a soul, he is loving others, there is always One day, he waited until someone who took the initiative to hug him."

"So I watched quietly beside you, and waited with you, waiting for that person to appear."

"During the past ten years, you have had people who fight side by side with you, people who look up to you and believe in you, people who stop you from going astray, people who are responsible for you, obviously there are so many people around you—— —”

"—But there is still no one who hugs you actively."

"In the eyes of others, you have become an infinite **** and an evil monster, but no one still regards you as a human being."

"Only me." Bai Liu whispered, "Only I know that you are a human being with a soul, a good boy who always loves others."

"You were waiting for a hug."

"I thought that human beings are a mirror that reflects emotions, and you who have given love have long waited for your own hug, but I didn't expect you to take in so many people, and it was me who gave you the hug in the end .”

Bai Liuwang opened his eyes without any thoughts. He looked at Tavel, who looked like a cold sculpture on the water pattern wall. Sitting on a chair, Bai Liu hugged his shoulders.

Bai Liu opened his mouth to interfere, and said softly [Xieta].

Tavier opened his silver-blue eyes without any response.

So Bai Liu's eyes slowly shed a tear, and he heard Bai Liu whispered as if sighing:

"Be my heir, my child."

"This is your final destination."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's mental value is about to be cleared! warn! warn! ! 】