I Became a God in a Horror Game: 460, Evil God Festival Boathouse
"I gave a creature named Tavier all the qualities that I thought would give it a soul, and then made it into a god, and put it into all the world lines that came through the door. I hope that A certain human being in these world lines can make him feel love and thus have a soul."
Bai Liu raised his eyes slowly, he sighed regretfully:
"But no matter how many world lines it has gone through, it is like a cold statue with a broken mirror on the other side, sitting on the throne and looking down at the human beings who bowed to him, step by step Give them foreign objects, but they can't feel the emotions of human beings anyway."
"I realized that the method of is not feasible, so I summoned it back from all world lines."
"I asked it." Bai Liu lowered his eyes, raised Tavel's jaw, and softly asked Tavel who was still sleeping, "Why don't you want to become an evil god?"
"Why don't you want to feel love and pain and become a gatekeeper with a soul?"
Bai Liu caressed Tavel's closed eyes with his gloved hand, and his tone became softer: "I got a very interesting answer."
"It looked at me with those pure black eyes, and said, it thinks that human beings are good, and they don't need the existence of gods and gates."
"In Tavel's eyes, they are in this universe, warming each other up, and love and pain exist intertwined, which is very good."
"It doesn't understand why gods exist, gods guard the gates, and gods give human beings those things, gods guard the gates, and these things do not make the world line better, but make them It's even more painful."
Bai Liu raised his eyes to look at Bai Liu and smiled: "I told it, it's not that gods have to exist, but that gods already exist. If it's not you, it will be a human being."
"It can't be solved, ask me, is it possible that there is no God's world line in this world?"
"I told it and said no."
"To be honest, Tavel disappointed me." Bai Liu backed away slowly, he raised his hand lightly, and the silk thread wrapped around Tavel's body was like a marionette pulling Tavel up. "Because no matter how I tell it something, how I teach it to become an evil god, it can't understand it, and it can't do it."
"It has a kind of ignorant naivety towards human beings."
"I gave it so much divine power, but it stupidly consumed its own power bit by bit in the process of realizing human wishes."
Bai Liu looked at Tavel who was lifted up by the silk thread with pity: "I originally thought that Tavel's free giving and gifts would make some humans love him, but it didn't No, what He gets will always be more greedy demands."
"As a god, no matter how much Tavel has paid for human beings, what he takes back from human beings will always be only desires, endless desires."
"I was bored, and after my last bit of patience with the creation that didn't fit my mind was exhausted, I chose to exile him."
"Since humans cannot let you learn [love], then I will let humans make you [pain]."
Bai Liu lowered his eyes, he loosened the silk thread hanging Tavel in his hand, and Tavel fell into the endless dark universe in an instant.
Then he opened his hand, flung out the silk thread, and hung Tavel up again.
Bai Liu looked up at Bai Liu on the other side of the water pattern wall with a smile: "Don't be so nervous, I won't really let go."
"He is the only bargaining chip that I can chat with you face to face. I dare not throw it away at will, otherwise I can't find any other way to make you sit down honestly and concentrate on listening to me."
Bai Liu's attitude towards Tavel is a kind of attitude towards dolls. He is playing with Tavel at will, and he is also playing with Bai Liu.
Bai Liu, who was holding the chair tightly, looked at Bai Liu: "So what did you do to him?"
"I put the [door] part on Tavel's eyes." The silk thread on Bai Liu's hand stretched, and Tavel finally opened his eyes slowly.
Tavier floats in the universe, his eyes are slightly opened, those are a pair of silver-blue eyes that are shining brightly, as if reflecting the back of the entire universe on the back, the river of stars is shining brightly, but But there is no feeling, just that it reflects everything in the world purely and indifferently, like a piece of well-made glass, reflecting the things behind it completely and hollowly, not at all like Xie Taping. Eyes.
That look has no emotion and no soul.
"When human beings look at Tavel's eyes, they can see the abyss-like universe on the other side of [the door], where countless crazy world lines struggle, and desires are refracted from the door to the other side." In the eyes of these people, let them fall into the same madness as the other side of the door."
Bai Liu looked at Bai Liu, and he explained briskly: "Soon, they will develop extreme hatred for the gatekeeper who can not only fulfill their wishes, but also restrain them."
"So they will try their best to hurt the carrier of the door, the person with both eyes, until their desire is satisfied."
Bai Liu raised the corner of his mouth: "—until the abyss monsters on the other side of the door successfully passed through the gap in the door on Tavel's eyes through their destruction of Tavel, and came to the other side of the door On the other hand, it has become a heresy in the mouths of some humans."
"Those monsters were not caused by Scheta." Bai Liu asked calmly, "Some people's desires destroyed the door in front of Scheta, allowing the monsters on the other side of the door to pass through the door to the other side It caused it, but you induced Scheta to make him feel that it was not his fault, and that the people around him also felt that it was not his fault, so you hated him even more and made him suffer more, didn't you?"
"Bingo." Bai Liu laughed, "That's right."
Bai Liu shrugged and sighed regretfully: "Actually, the matter has developed to a tragic stage, and I personally feel that I have done something wrong."
"I originally hoped that Tavel would have a soul because of love, so I carved it into a non-aggressive deity, but my ultimate goal was to hope that it could kill me, but it didn't Even if Tavel with this personality is tortured to destruction by me, it is impossible for him to attack me as the creator.”
"So I changed my strategy."
Bai Liu smiled and said, "I cleaned its memory and told it that you were the original evil **** and gatekeeper, and [I] was just a greedy human who robbed your **** position .”
"If you want to maintain the order of the universe and the integrity of the door, you have to come and kill the most greedy and most eager to destroy your existence in the world, and that is [me]."
"I banished Tavel to the next 658 world lines. At the same time, I sent my derivatives to these world lines. I induced, hinted, and regulated my derivatives. , Whispering in their ears in the dream - as long as Tavel is completely killed, you can get the most valuable thing in the world."
"I'm a **** of something, so I also know how my creations will be and what they will do - they can't Resist the temptation of ."
Bai Liu opened his eyelids, and when he looked directly at Bai Liu, his eyes instantly turned silver-blue:
"—Because they and I are the collection of the greatest desires of the two universes on both sides of the door."
"I thought Tavel would resist me in order to protect the door, maintain truth and order, but it still didn't."
"It is like the countless world lines that were gods in the past. If I slaughter, abuse, and mutilate it with other humans, I will understand at that moment, You guys don’t have compassion for human beings to realize human desires.”
"It is pure innocence and indifference. It has never given human beings or me any serious eyes. Its eyes can't see any existence full of desires like us-even if [I] kills The enemy who made it seize the **** position stood behind it in the 657 world lines, and it still looked at the book indifferently and seriously, and never looked back."
"Because it feels that books are more meaningful than humans."
"Even if [I], as its enemy, tortured it even harder, and even further exiled it into the game, it still has no feelings for me, love, hate, hatred, nothing at all."
"Because it has no desire for me and all other humans."
"It's interesting to say." Bai Liu chuckled, "In some respects, as my creation, it is actually less human and arrogant than me."
"When I was about to give up this creation, on the 658th world line, two miraculous things happened."
Bai Liu looked at Bai Liu on the opposite side of the water-patterned wall, and the smile on his face deepened: "The first thing is that my token is out of my control."
"I have no way to enter his dream, touch him, induce him, hint him, this is something that has never happened before, this derivative is like a completely normal human child A world line, and grew up lonely."
"It's really interesting. I observed him and found that he survived in an environment where he was extremely excluded."
"Infant human beings are prone to commit suicide when there is no one of the same kind, or when all the same kind are rejected. He actually survived in a situation where no human being accepted him."
Bai Liu's face turned cold little by little.
As if he didn't see it, Bai Liu continued with a smile: "This young derivative not only survived, but he, in the environment of disgust and rejection by all the same kind, Mistakenly put me in Tavel near him, a creation that is completely impossible to produce emotions as the same kind."
"—And this kind of wrong understanding is just because they are all in a state of isolation."
"And the one who recognizes it will let a derivative have a feeling for his destined enemy, a creation that he doesn't put in his eyes at all."
"He wandered around what he thought was the only one of his kind day and night, thinking that he had concealed himself to observe Tavel well, because he didn't want the other party to starve to death, and pretended to be inadvertently Distribute your few food to the only ones of the same kind, secretly hide the books you like to read in the place where Tavel often borrows books."
"Next, something even more amazing happened."
The smile on Bai Liu's face widened: "This derivative, in a situation where it didn't get any emotional response from Tavel, relied on its own misunderstanding. , which produced a soul by itself.”
"This is the first time I have seen human beings produce souls without being loved."
The last trace of expression on Bai Liu's face also disappeared.