I Became a God in a Horror Game: 314, game pool (day +165)

Bai Yi looked at Spade's questioning eyes, he opened his mouth, and wanted to answer Spade's question, but at that moment, the sound of a single word could not be uttered in his throat.

The definition of friend, relative, and lover is actually very simple, but for some reason, Bai Yi feels...the answer to this question is cruel to Spades.

Although Spade himself doesn't care.

Seeing that Bai Yi didn't answer him, Spade turned his eyes away again: "[Friends, relatives, lovers] are some, and it's the same as [reality], you don't care at all. What is the important thing?"

"Then there's no need to tell me the answer." Spade pushed the whip hanging on his leg with his knee, lowered his eyes, "I feel it's important."

Bai Yi was quiet for a long time before he smiled awkwardly and hummed: "...Indeed, for spades, these should not be important."

"Because these things are the same as [reality], it's just a gentle place for the weak to escape from."

Bai Yi muttered to himself in awe.

Since then, Spade has never asked anyone a question about reality, just like before, playing alone everywhere.

The people in the Killer Sequence also have the ambition not to tell Spades anything that has anything to do with reality.

Spades doesn't like living in the central hall, he usually sleeps in games, if he finds a game he likes, he will often go to sleep or rest in a game.

For example, for a long time before, Spades slept in "Ice Age".

Bo Yi once said in shock that you actually like to sleep there, don't you feel cold in a place with such a low temperature?

Spades said calmly, no.

Bo Yi asked back in horror, why? ! Isn't it better to choose a warmer place to sleep? !

Spades glanced at him, hey, my body temperature is very cold, no matter where I sleep, I can't get warm, it's the same as before.

So Bai Yi stopped talking again, and stared blankly at Spades leaving with a whip, and went to sleep in "The Ice Age".

Actually, Bai Yi knew in his heart that the sympathy he felt towards Spade was not needed by the other party.

Spades don't care about what they think of ordinary human beings at all, and they are not a species living in the same environment, and the criteria for judging the world and the future are completely different.

If you have to remember, Spade is like a monster that got out of the game by accident and entered your queue by mistake.

It is a very stupid thing to look at spades with human eyes.

But occasionally... When Bai Yi occasionally finds such a tiny trace of something close to human beings on Spades, he will really feel sad.

——Sad Spades ‌‌ guys sometimes look like people, why can’t they enter reality?

But Bai Yi knew in his heart that such sadness was unnecessary.

Because spades are not allowed to enter reality, there is a consensus among players that do not exist in reality.

Before, Bai Yi couldn't understand why Nishen had to strictly forbid someone to code spades, but later he understood.

Once, when Bai Yi was in the lounge, the door of the lounge was half covered. The moment he was about to reach out and push it open, he heard the sound of spades coming from inside.

"Naishen, are you the one who forbids someone from giving me the code of reality?" Spade asked calmly.

Bo Yi's hand that wanted to push the door stopped there.

After a while, Nishen finally replied: "Well, I forbid it, what, you want to enter reality?"

"No." Spades paused, "but why can't I go?"

Ni Shen smiled, and Bai Yi could see Ni Shen leaning on the sofa from the crack of the door, looking back at the ceiling, as if he was thinking: "Spades, it's not that you can't go to reality, you You can go."

"But not now."

Spades asked: "Why?"

Naishen: "Because [reality] has no meaning to you, [reality] is just a copy of your game, and you will look at [reality] from the perspective of the game."

"If one day, [Reality] loses the meaning of the game to you, or [Reality] makes you feel unhappy, you will choose to destroy [Reality] without hesitation, you have ‌ Such ability.”

"But the most essential reason is that [reality] is not important to you."

"In that case, you will become a monster in a dungeon of [Reality]." Nishen raised his head, and he looked at Spades, "You will destroy what others tried their best to protect. of [reality].”

Spades raised his eyes: "Isn't [Reality] a copy of the game?"

Naishen touched his chin and thought for a while: "You can do it."

Spades continued to ask: "Then destroying the copy of the game, isn't [play ‌] often doing?"

"The players I met hated all the copies of the game. They were afraid of these copies, and they often broke down and screamed to completely destroy these copies."

"Why [reality] is a dungeon, and some games need to be protected?"

Spades looked at Nishen: "Is it because some players like [reality] dungeons?"

"No." Nishen thought for a while, he smiled as if he thought it was very interesting, and looked at Spade, "On the contrary, it's very annoying to play in the system. realistic.”

“There must be something in [reality] that makes them very unpleasant, which greatly stimulates their desires, and they will enter the game. For many players, [reality] is so terrifying It may not be less terrifying than any game here.”

Spades stared straight at Nishen: "Then why do they protect reality? Shouldn't they try their best to destroy it?"

Naishen smiled: "It's hard to understand, isn't it?"

Spades paused and hummed.

"What they want to protect is not [reality] the dungeon itself." Ni Shen looked at Spades, "It's some specific people in the dungeon."

"So even if a copy of [reality] is hideous, terrifying and gloomy, forcing them to suffer and torture them to survive, they will protect [reality] for these people."

"Human beings, or what you see in spades is such a creature."

"People will instinctively pursue their own existence, feelings and value in others, and the desire generated from this pursuit is often stronger than the desire generated from themselves."

"Only relying on self-interest, people will become the main body of desires and spiritual needs. Games will soon drive this kind of people crazy. This is normal, because people are products of groups, and it is difficult to fully Relying on yourself to meet your own emotional and spiritual needs must be placed on other people.”

"You should have seen a lot of players who just entered the game for themselves, and then died in the game very quickly."

"As for the high-level players in this game, most of them entered the game not for themselves, but because of someone in [reality], or some very important people."

Naishen dragged his chin and looked at Spade with a smile: "But for Spade now, some things are still hard to understand, so it's fine to just listen."

"If Spade wants to enter reality, then reality must have an alternative meaning to you." Nishen patted Spade on the shoulder.

"When there is someone in reality, or someone who is very important to you, you will be willing to do it for him, no matter how [reality] tortures you, you will not destroy reality. At that time, at that time you will be able to enter reality."

Spades was silent for a long time, the moment Nishen stood up and was about to leave, Spades suddenly opened his mouth again: "Those very important people, are they friends, relatives, lovers?"

Bo Yi, who was standing outside the door, and Ni Shen, who was inside the door, were startled at the same time.

Naishen sat down again with some amusement: "Bai Yi and you?"

Spades hummed, and he lowered his head: "But he didn't talk to me about these things."

"From a common sense, relatives are people who are related to you by blood. Friends are people who have a good relationship with you and are willing to help you and accompany you at all times. A lover is—— —”

When he arrived at [lover], Nishen clenched his fist and coughed, his face was a little red, and he said distressedly: "What's wrong with my lover... Although I already have a wife, there is something wrong ‌It’s hard for me to explain clearly to you.”

Spades squinted at Nishen: "Love, is it complicated?"

"It's complicated and not complicated." Nishen scratched the back of his head and said embarrassedly, "I fell in love with my wife at first sight."

"But it's not complicated, it's also very complicated." Ni Shen sighed helplessly, "I'm my wife, I don't know if she has a boyfriend now, she treats everyone Boyfriends are fine, and so are every boyfriend, but I don’t know why, maybe it’s almost luck, and I can’t make it to the end.”

"Before I got married, I was anxious for a few days and didn't sleep well." Nishen folded his hands and prayed devoutly, "Thank God for allowing her to marry me smoothly."

Bai Yi, who suddenly heard such a big gossip outside the door, twitched coldly——Wow, people with high IQs like Nishen are also worried about their marital problems.

Bo Yi thought that only an idiot like himself would be worried.

"Your intelligence point is 96, and you can also prophesy." Spade looked at Nishen, "If you really want to know about the future of your marriage with her, there is always a way."

Naishen sat up straight slowly, clasped his hands on his knees, lowered his head and remained silent for a long time before saying: "...I can't prophesy to her."

Spades looked at Nishen: "There is no limit to your skills, why not?"

"Because I'm afraid." Ni Shen raised his head slowly and looked at Spades, "I can predict the future of my friends and relatives, but I can't predict her."

Spades looked at Nishen: "What are you afraid of?"

Naishen paused for a moment: "In a department that meets people's needs according to common sense, the relationship of love is the most special. You can have expectations for your friend's department, Most of the relatives are born with it, only love is difficult to determine."

"Before I met her, even if I had a high intelligence value, it was difficult for me to deduce what kind of love relationship I would have and how the love relationship would develop."

"Love is full of unknowns."

"You don't know who you will fall in love with, and you don't know who will love you, and how long you will love." Nishen half-closed his eyes, "I don't know if I can walk with her That step, so at the moment when I still love her, I am afraid that I will not see her future."

"I will not make any prophecy about my lover."

"For me..." Ni Shen lay back on the sofa, suddenly said softly, "My lover is probably the one who makes me fear a future without her."

Spades was silent for a while, seeming to be thinking, and then seriously commented: "It's hard to understand."

Naishen put his hands behind his head, looked sideways at Spade, and laughed: "Indeed, it's hard to understand for Spade, whether it's a friend, a relative, or a lover. "

"Your life is different from normal human beings. You don't have relatives who have a natural blood relationship with you, and friends..."

"The players around Spades are afraid of you, so don't be friends anymore." Ni Shen sighed, "Although some of our teammates know your background, they don't The method empathizes with you, and if you can do it, you are not afraid of you."

"It is difficult for us ordinary humans living in [reality] to understand your thoughts, and it is also difficult for you to understand our thoughts."

"If friends can't understand each other, a relationship is meaningless."

Nai Shen glanced at Bai Yi who was outside the door crackedly: "Being friends with others based on superficial sympathy is very disrespectful, and the other party doesn't need it."

Bai Yi's finger on the door shrank, and he slowly put it down.

"For lovers..." Ni Shen sighed, "I really can't figure it out. I'm still in trouble, so I can't give you an explanation."

Spades was silent for a while: "If I have [relatives, friends, lovers], will you give me the code to enter reality?"

"I won't give it to you." Ni Shen looked at Spade and smiled, "But at that time, Spade, your [friend, relative, lover] will code it for you."

Spades snorted, nodded as if he had got the answer, then got up and left.

When Spade pushed open the door, he saw Bai Yi standing outside the door, Bai Yi smiled and greeted Spade, Spade nodded to show that I saw it, and left without saying hello up.

Bai Yi was silent and walked into the lounge.

He went in and sat on the sofa, the smile on his face disappeared quickly, he sat silently for a while, then took out a pack of cigarettes, smoked one himself, and put it in his mouth again The cigarette case was handed over to Nishen on the opposite side.

"Apologize." Bai Yi paused for a moment, "Naishen, I was wrong, it was because I didn't think carefully, I won't try to secretly encode the reality of spades in the future."

Naishen opened his eyelids, stretched out his index and middle fingers to pick up a cigarette in the box, smoked it and lit it.

Then Nishen said slowly: "Don't help someone you deeply fear just because of a little sympathy, and naively want to be friends with him."

He exhaled a puff of smoke, and the white smoke spread on the side of his face.

Naishen turned his head and smiled slightly: "It's easy to get retribution, Bai Yi."

From that moment on, Bai Yi could barely understand why Nishen didn't allow anyone to encode the reality of spades.

But Bai Jiamu didn't understand, he asked Nishen several times why he couldn't give the code to spades.

【The **** ‌‌ guy is an idiot! He won't do anything to destroy reality! So what for him! At least let the guy sleep in a normal, warm bed! ] Bergamo yelled.

Naishen always laughs at the young Bai Jiamu, laughing and saying [I can give it to him, but not now, nor you].

[wrong time! 】Naishen always speaks to Bai Jiamu in a very funny tone.

It wasn't until the moment when Nishen was covered in blood and Spade was lying on the ground covered in bruises that Bai Yi suddenly realized.

When a monster has the power to destroy [reality], it is absolutely not allowed to enter a copy of [reality] until the second monster has a weakness.

Although it is very unfair to monsters.

Bai Yi glanced at the face-down **** lying in a pool of blood, then closed his eyes, and was dragged by Bai Jiamu to leave the meeting room.

Naishen lay motionless on the sofa, after a while, the door of the meeting room was opened again, and Liao Ke walked in with a cross medical kit.

Liao Ke is a very non-existent team member. His appearance does not match the name of Killer Sequence. He is very gentle, with slender eyebrows and eyes. , but it looks like there are only twenty-seven or eight, less than thirty.

But the second child is actually in high school.

Liao Ke looks very young and doesn't look old at all, but in fact he is already 48 this year, and his eldest son graduated from university one year ago.

"Oh, Liao Ke, you're here." Ni Shen rubbed his shoulders and chatted casually, "Is your little girl going to be a senior in high school next year?"

"You still remember this one, it's really not easy." Liao Ke teased, then half-kneeled beside Spade, turned him over and tied him with a restraint belt.

Ni Shen knelt down to help.

Liao Ke tied Spade's hands and feet to the wall with a restraint belt, then wrapped up Spade's wound with a bandage, looked up at Nishen, and smiled: "My daughter is studying very hard, but She has something she wants to do, and it's good to work hard for what she wants to do."

Naishen also smiled: "It's great, you found what you want to do at such a young age."

Liao Ke glanced at Nishen: "Aren't you too? You entered the game at a young age for what you wanted to do."

After Nishen was quiet for a few seconds, he laughed seriously again: "I don't want to chat anymore, I came here today because I want you to give **** some psychological counseling."

"I'm indeed a damaging skill that can be used directly in the central hall." Liao Ke half-kneeled in front of Spades who was hoisted by the restraint belt, with a strange expression, "But this is the first time I Tao uses a skill, are you sure the guy won't wake up halfway and beat me up?"

Naishen sat cross-legged beside him: "I can't beat you anymore, I chopped his whip into pieces."

Liao Ke laughed: "Then I'm relieved."

Liao Ke's eyes sank, he looked directly at the **** whose head was hanging in front of him, and pulled out a stethoscope, a pen, and a notepad in his hand.

[System prompt: Wan‌Liao Ke uses personal skills (interrogation) and (medical record writing) against Wan‌ Spades].

The stethoscope was stretched out in suspension, the stethoscope head was attached to Spade's heart, and the earhooks floated in the air, making regular heartbeat sounds like an amplified speaker.

Liao Ke took out a pen, bowed his head and wrote on the paper: "Patient Spade, what is your main psychological symptom? How long has this condition lasted?"

"Tell me with your heart."

The sound of the heartbeat in the stethoscope became chaotic, gradually turning from a regular thumping sound to the sound of a bad connection, and finally became Spade's own voice.

The voice of Spade came calmly from the place where the ear was hanging: "I feel happy and sad, and it lasted a copy."

Liao Ke nodded: "Why are you happy and why are you sad?"

"I am happy because I met Bai Liu, but I am sad because I met Bai Liu." The stethoscope said.

"Does your happiness and sadness always coexist, or are you sometimes happy and sometimes sad?" Liao Ke asked.

The stethoscope was silent for a while: "Sometimes you are happy, sometimes you are sad, and sometimes you coexist."

Liao Ke was writing on the notepad, and the tip of the pen made a rustling sound on the paper: "Can you list some of your happiness, sadness, and different coexisting scenes?"

"I am happy when I sleep with Bai Liu, his body is very warm, I am happy when I drink with Bai Liu, I have never drunk it before, I am happy when I marry Bai Liu, he hugs It hurt me..." The stethoscope suddenly fell silent, "It's hard for me to list the sad scenes."

Liao Ke stopped writing: "Why?"

"Because I'm not really sad, but I am." Stethoscope ‌.

Liao Ke asked: "If you don't feel sad in a scene, but you are really sad, then the sadness may come from someone else, who is that person?"

"Bai Liu." The first time the stethoscope answered smoothly, "He is very sad, but I don't understand why."

Liao Ke asked softly: "Under what circumstances would Bai Liu feel sad enough to make you feel sad too?"

"The time to hug me." The stethoscope, "The time to dig into my heart, the time to marry me, the time to say goodbye to me, hold your evil **** ceremony with me When sparring..."

The stethoscope was silent for a long time: "He seems to be sad all the time."