I Became a God in a Horror Game: 286, border of dense forest
Bai Liu turned his face to avoid the approaching Spade, he still smelled the obvious wine in Spade's breath.
Of course, maybe it's not Spade's, but maybe it's his.
Bai Liu drank more vodka tonight than he had drunk in his entire life.
Although it seems that his behavior and thoughts are still very stable, his limbs also have a kind of drunken weakness. Spades opened his arms and pressed his hands, Bai Liu couldn't help but leaned back, and his shoulders leaned against the wall Leverage.
Spades looked down at the blushing Bai Liu, but this time he didn't ask why Bai Liu turned red—it was because Bai Liu's face was always red after drinking.
The voice on the other side of the wall has become muffled.
Bai Liu slowly raised his eyes to look at Spade, his breathing was warm and light, Spade could see a very shallow layer in Bai Liu's eyes, smudged by the smell of alcohol and drunkenness halo.
A layer of halo made Bai Liu's sight out of focus, obviously his eyes were on Spade's face, but Spade always felt that Bai Liu seemed to be letting him see someone hiding behind him .
"...I can wear it for you." Bai Liu said softly, he seemed to be slouching, "but do you know where to wear it?"
With a **** meal, he said honestly: "Where is it?"
Bai Liu was a little more obvious, he stretched his hand behind Spade to open the drawer, and there was a whole box of Ares condoms in it, ranging from small to large sizes, Bai Liu After taking them all out, he laid them out word by word on the bed.
"?" Spade was a little confused, "Do I have to wear them all?"
Bai Liu raised his head, and he seemed to be holding his chin in a serious manner, with undisguised mischief and nostalgia in his eyes: "Are you playing with balloons?"
Spades: "See you, I didn't play."
"It's the same when I was a child." Bai Liu raised his head slightly, his eyes stopped on Spade's face and became distant, "I grew up in an orphanage, and the director and teachers of the orphanage are not the same. I like this kind of child, and the balloons used for festivals can be divided into two for other children, but there are none."
Spades' lips pursed into a straight line: "They should give it to you."
"There is nothing that should or should not happen in this world." Bai Liu lowered his eyes, his voice was very casual, "It is not difficult for this kind of thing in essence, because it is a kind of wholesale The balloons are not worth a few dollars.”
Bai Liu paused for a moment: "But the other kid who didn't get the balloon didn't think so."
"He didn't know where I got a bunch of balloons, painted them colorfully with the markers in the craft room, and handed them to me in front of all the children who got the balloons."
Bai Liu lowered his head and took a look: "I saw the rubber rings on these balloons. He found them in the trash can, washed them clean, and made them with an air gun. Balloon."
"He didn't know what these things were originally used for, but he turned them into balloons that children would find beautiful and gave them to him."
Bai Liu's eyelashes trembled slightly: "In essence... you shouldn't be happy about this kind of thing."
“Because these balloons are not worth a lot of money, and they are dirty and disgusting.”
But Xieta just looked at him the same way, holding up the balloon to look at him, and there was a small wound on his hand from rummaging through the trash can, Bai Liu picked it up in a strange way.
Then Xieta looked at Bai Liu, revealing a slight smile.
In an instant, some cheap balloons, some dirty and disgusting condoms, seemed to be the result of Scheta's face becoming pure and precious.
This is a very strange feeling, Bai Liu realized for the first time that the value of these items actually has a subjective bias.
"For the first time, I feel that these decorations... are actually valuable." Bai Liu said lightly, "Because he gave it to me."
"He made me feel that contraception is not disgusting."
Spades held up a box of condoms, observed for a while, and asked: "Are these disgusting balloons?"
"In my original concept, these are balloons used to do very dirty things." Bai Liu raised his head, he reached out to stroke Spade's face, and pulled away the hair on his forehead, Looking at Spade's pure black eyes with half-closed eyes, "It uses the body to hold the desire for full contact with human flesh/body."
Confusion in spades: "Why use this thing to isolate if you want full access?"
"Because of distrust, fear, and fear." Bai Liu lowered her eyes, "I can't believe that the person I have zero contact with is free from disease, can marry me, and bring happiness to my children." Marriage and unmarried, you can love yourself forever, so they use this thing as the last insurance to protect themselves."
"Most of the time, this is the correct way to use a condom—because there really is no one in this world who loves you forever and won't hurt you."
"But they always use this excuse to get entangled with each other, and then use this thing to separate themselves from each other-even sometimes not, in order to better control and hurt each other, such as making the other pregnant Your own child, get a good sex/intercourse experience.”
"From the perspective of universal logic, it is right to use this thing."
Bai Liu looked at the spades: "I think this logic is ironic, so I told the person who gave me the balloons the reason and purpose of these balloons, and the other Sometimes I think this thing is disgusting."
"Do you know what he told me?"
Spades stared at Bai Liu, and said calmly: "If you are a very harmful monster, when someone wants you to approach you one day, this thing can protect him from damage.”
"I don't think this thing is disgusting, it is a protective prop."
Bai Liu was silent for a long time, and he said: "Yes, that's what I told you."
"I can teach you how to use and wear it." Bai Liu's voice was very calm, "... Maybe there is no other society that can teach you these things except for me."
Just like Scheta back then didn't understand that the balloon he held up was a contraceptive condom ridiculed by everyone.
"No need." Spade interrupted Bai Liu abruptly.
There was no emotion on his face, he suddenly reached out and put away all the condoms, swept them into the bedside table, then turned off the light, turned around and pressed Bai Liu into the quilt to cover it up , Said in a muffled voice: "I don't wear it anymore, go to sleep."
Bai Liu looked at the ceiling, the head of the bed could faintly feel the impact and panting, but he didn't know why he frowned slightly, and asked, "Why don't you use it?"
Spades was silent for a long time in the dark night before answering: "I'm not sure if you will be hurt."
"This protective prop looks fragile."
Bai Liu's voice was calm: "Didn't you hurt me? Now you don't want to?"
"At that time, my intuition told me that I should separate you from my heart." Spade's tone was a little low, as if he felt that he had done something wrong.
Bai Liu: "What about now?"
Spades said: "Now my intuition tells me that I shouldn't hurt you anymore."
Bai Liu slightly turned his head, he squinted at Spade, and imitated his tone: "Why, there is no reason?"
"There is a reason." Spade said, "We are married, take the oath."
He solemnly imitated in a strange tone the oaths that several soldiers imitated when the priests witnessed their marriage: "—— now and forever, whether in good times or bad times, rich or poor, healthy Whether it is sickness, happiness or sorrow, I will love and cherish you forever and ever.”
Bai Liu couldn't help but let out a soft sigh, but he quickly poured cold water on it: "This is just a game in your life, you don't have to take it so seriously."
"There are only games in my life." Spade replied in bewilderment, "Why don't you take it seriously?"
Bai Liu fell silent, he turned his back to Spade: "Good night."
Spades was lying flat against Bai Liu, oh, and then closed his eyes.
After he heard Bai Liu's breathing completely evenly, Spade opened the bedside table lightly. He lowered his head and looked at some condoms inside for a while, then reached out to take out a box of condoms.
Heavy breathing came from the next room.
"This thing is actually a balloon, no wonder you need to use your mouth..." Spade suddenly realized and nodded, and said to himself, "So Guy and the others blow up the balloon and get out of breath?"
Then Spade fell into a new round of doubts: "Why do you want the two of you to blow up balloons on your wedding night?"
But Bai Liu, who was behind Spades, was really asleep this time, and there was nothing else that could answer his endless questions.
The next morning, when Bai Liu woke up slowly, he pulled out his gun within a second and pointed it at the unknown white spherical objects in the room.
Overnight, Bai Liu felt as if he had changed another room. The room was full of balloons of all sizes.
After confirming that this room is the one he slept in last night, Bai Liu put away his gun, put on his clothes, and tore off a balloon as big as a washbasin stuck on the wall with a blank face. .
He saw the spout, a pale yellow rubber ring.
Bai Liu paused for two seconds. While buttoning his shirt, he went to the bedside table to open it, and then paused again.
The at least six boxes of unopened condoms in it yesterday have long been used up, and there are only a few empty boxes lying in the drawer.
Bai Liu adjusted her breathing slowly, cleaned up all the balloons in the room, threw them into the trash can, turned and walked out of the room.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw Alex and Guy outside the door, poking around the door, and Bai Liu gasped as soon as he stepped out.
Guy spoke bluntly, and looked at Bai Liu with horror: "You're still alive! I thought Spades gave you...dead!"
Bai Liu was quiet for a moment, he looked at Guy and asked him with his eyes.
Guy's eyes wandered around Bai Liu's waist uncontrollably: "Last night, spades came out and I needed a condom."
"I ordered twelve boxes, all sizes." Alex said slowly, "but we have already put six boxes in the house. Almost two hundred..."
Bai Liu: "..."
Guy couldn't bear it anymore, and looked into the room curiously: "What did you do in the house last night? You used so much in one night?"
Alex thought of Tang Erda, looked at Bai Liu more and more wrongly, and emphasized quietly: "There are all sizes..."
Bai Liu ignored this topic as if nothing had happened, and asked calmly: "Where is the spade?"
Alex's expression was very complicated: "We met spades in the morning, and he said it wasn't enough, so he went to the town to buy condoms..."
"They thought you wouldn't get up for a while." Guy teased slightly, and he winked, "After all, Spade seems to be in a hurry, and it feels like it will come back and continue to use it with you soon. "
Bai Liu: "..."
Guy was right. After Bai Liu smiled and loaded the gun, and said that he was going to find Spades, Spades ran back to him by himself.
Bai Liu was taken aback when he saw Spades.
The face is covered with various paints, holding a lot of huge balloons with the meaning of abstract painting, and the hair is full of various paints intertwined with colorful lines.
Spades walked to the front of Bai Liu, and this time he took a rare breath.
Bai Liu noted that there was a red mark around his mouth - it could be seen that he had worked hard to blow up the balloon all night.
Spades held a pile of about seven or eight balloons that were damaged by paint, his black eyes seemed to be shining brightly in a pile of messy colors: "I didn't find a marker pen, I borrowed paint to draw. "
Bai Liu Yijing—he realized that this guy was imitating Scheta's act of drawing a balloon with a marker and giving it to him.
But I'm not good at it at all, so I came up with such a bunch of appalling art projects.
No spades didn't seem to think so, he straightened his back and said, "I played all night, these are the most beautiful ones."
"Here, the balloon they didn't give you." Spade stuffed the balloon into Bai Liu's hand and said, he emphasized, "You should have it."
Puffing spades, her tone was very serious: "The two of them must have blown more balloons than the other last night. Their marriage won them."
"I just got married, and those who got married here recently used two of the most condoms at night, and they should be the best knots."
Bai Liu looked up at the dirty Spade, he finally took the balloon, then gave Spade a hug, and said: "Yes."
"We got along very well."