High Energy QR Code Chapter 133: Pursuit

After Xing Ye got the permission to visit Lu Mingze anytime and anywhere, seeing that Lu Mingze in the intensive care unit hadn’t changed much, he took the mirrored phone case and left with satisfaction.

It is said that when he confessed, Lu Mingze’s heart rate soared again, but it soon calmed down.

Due to the presence of Lu’s father and Lu’s mother, Xing Ye couldn’t say anything to Lu Mingze. After leaving the nursing home, he said softly: “What are you thinking?”

Lu Mingze said sullenly: “It always feels so sudden, and you bully me so I can’t move.”

Xing Ye thought for a while and said: “I know this is too sudden for you, but you don’t have to respond to me. I also know that you are not angry, but don’t know how to deal with our relationship. Without a body, you are very passive. You follow me passively, understand me passively, and get along with me passively.

“There is no equality between us. I can put you in the system space at any time and prevent you from coming out to see your parents. I can leave you in a dark place and leave you alone, but you can only rely on me. This kind of getting along The way makes you very uneasy. Even if you have feelings, you don’t know if you really like it. You can’t be sure if your affection for me is the drawbridge effect, and you also worry that I like you and you like the feeling of completely controlling a person.

“You are even more afraid that after rejecting me, the relationship between the two of us will not be as natural as before, and you are worried about losing intimacy, so you dare not answer me easily?”

After listening to Xing Ye’s words, Lu Mingze sighed faintly: “Are you the roundworm in my stomach? And why do you even list one, two, three, four like writing a paper when you are in love, and deeply analyze your heart?” What about?”

At this time, Xing Ye had already arrived at the company, he locked the door behind him, and told Assistant Qi to come back to him in an hour.

He put the small mirror on the phone stand, trying to make the two of them look at the same level as possible.

Xing Ye said to Lu Mingze, “Because I’m afraid too.”

Lu Mingze tilted his head in confusion, what is Xing Ye afraid of? He is the one whose freedom is restricted, and he is also the one who is disturbed. Xing Ye has always been the one who dominates, why is he afraid?

Looking at Lu Mingze’s ignorant expression, Xing Ye said softly, “I’m afraid that my feelings for you are not pure enough and may hurt you.

“As I said just now, our relationship is too unbalanced, I control your life and death, this is an unfair relationship.

“I discovered my feelings for you when I lost my memory in the hospital world. After returning to the real world, I didn’t tell you immediately, but found time to reflect on it. You are a very good person. I like you. A very simple thing, I have to figure out whether my feelings are genuine love, tolerance, and unbearable harm, or a distorted desire to control, dominance of obedient puppets, and empathy after losing all family members.”

Hearing Xing Ye’s words, Lu Mingze couldn’t help but shiver, and he whispered: “You are so scary.”

But the fact is just like what Xing Ye said, the unequal relationship between the two is very likely to distort the relationship to this point.

Fortunately, even if Xing Ye is talking about love, he can analyze it in depth first. This kind of analysis made Lu Mingze feel a little relieved. He asked: “Then, have you thought it through now?”

Xing Ye smiled and said, “I can’t figure it out.”

Lu Mingze: “”

Xing Ye sighed lowly: “I took advantage of you to watch my aunt’s lecture, and I listed my mood in a percentage table, from the gratitude nine years ago, the companionship after the death of the family, no matter what The feeling of peace of mind that you are always by my side, the amazed feeling of seeing your face after amnesia, the secret joy when I misunderstood the relationship between you and me, the exclusive desire to imprison you in my world, and the spirit The anxiety of the world after losing you, I pulled out all the emotions one by one, calculated the weight of each emotion, and finally found that I couldn’t count.

“I think, I have all these feelings, but I don’t. My feelings seem to be very simple, so simple that I am happy as long as I see you; Tempted. When I trace the root of this relationship, it seems that you have left a different mark in my heart since the first meeting.

“But this is unreasonable. If I really fell in love with you at first sight, it is impossible to ignore you for nine years. But the truth is, I just think you are different. It seems that after falling in love with you, even recalling They all wear a layer of filters, so they can’t be treated with a normal heart.

“In the end, I came to the conclusion that love is such an unreasonable thing. It is as simple as the secretion of dopamine, and it is so complicated that the supercomputers all over the world can’t add up my emotional data.

“You said, what should I do?”

Lu Mingze’s eyes widened when he heard that, seeing Xing Ye asking him, waiting for his answer, he shook his head and said, “I can’t even understand things that you can’t understand.”

Xing Ye said: “I only confirmed one thing in the end, that is, I don’t want to lose you. I want you to return to your body. I hope your parents will not say support, at least don’t stop me from seeing you. I I am a person who is good at seizing the opportunity, I know that this time is the easiest time to impress your parents and let them accept me, so I decided to get rid of other chores first and concentrate on pursuing you.”

“What’s chores?” Lu Mingze asked puzzled.

Xing Ye said: “Family love, secularism, public opinion, life, society, interpersonal relationships, etc., these things can all be called chores, but they are indeed obstacles to feelings. What I can do is to restore your body Before, solve these obstacles, so that you can only consider whether you like me, and don’t have to worry about other things.

“I think, I am an overly rational person, and I probably don’t know how to write the word romance in this life. So the only way I can pursue you is to do everything I can, and then You decide whether you love me or not.”

“Then what if I still can’t reciprocate your feelings? Don’t you feel that your investment has failed?” Lu Mingze asked.

“That’s okay, the relationship itself is indescribable, I think every little bit of getting along with you is a reward.”

Xing Ye was using the tone and attitude of analyzing a project to treat the relationship between the two, but Lu Mingze clearly heard from his words that Xing Ye was saying, “As long as I can be with you, I have nothing else to do.” beg”.

Lu Mingze squatted down covering his face, as if blushing.

Xing Ye poked Lu Mingze’s figure on the mirror and said: “Actually, I think you are thinking too complicatedly. My focus now is not to attack you, but to attack your parents and let them recognize me, so that I can often go to Look at your body, shake hands, or kiss your face.”

“No!” Lu Mingze immediately jumped up and said, “Handshake is fine, but you are not allowed to kiss my face before I return to my body!”

“Okay, I got it, just wait until you come back.” Xing Ye said with a light smile.

Lu Mingze wanted to say “It’s not okay to come back”, but seeing Xing Ye’s smile, he couldn’t help saying: “Then wait until you come back, let’s talk about it when we come back.”

He didn’t refuse, and he didn’t seem to be able to refuse.

After the long talk, Xing Ye went to a meeting. Lu Mingze didn’t want to hear the company’s secrets, so he asked Xing Ye to put himself outside the meeting room, with security guards watching.

Lu Mingze was placed on the table, and the two security guards beside him didn’t understand why the boss asked them to guard a mobile phone, muttering in a low voice that there might be some commercial secrets in the phone.

Lu Mingze sat with his chin resting in a daze.

He was very flustered at first, afraid that the intimate relationship between the two would change because of Xing Ye’s confession. But after listening to Xing Ye’s analysis, Lu Mingze felt that Xing Ye was still Xing Ye, even if it was a relationship, he would probably arrange a schedule and strictly enforce it.

Will someone divide their feelings into percentages? Science students are really scary.

After thinking wildly for a while, he realized that his mind was full of Xing Ye, and Lu Mingze also somehow felt that, just like what Xing Ye said, it seemed that this person was different in his heart nine years ago.

“Did I also have a memory filter?” Lu Mingze thought.

After that, Xing Ye was busy with work and didn’t disturb Lu Mingze’s thinking. However, Lu Mingze’s mind became a mess, and in the end he didn’t know what he was thinking at all.

Xing Ye is right, I can’t figure it out at all, love is a vexatious thing, just follow your feelings!

After returning home at night, the dizzy Lu Mingze said, “You chase me.”

“Huh?” Xing Ye who was lying on the bed looked at him sideways, not understanding how Lu Mingze’s magical brain circuit came up with this conclusion.

Lu Mingze patted his cheeks, breathed out and said, “I’ve never been in a relationship before, so I don’t know how to talk about it. But I don’t hate being with you, I love listening to you lecture, I love listening to you nagging like a head teacher Forced to explain the truth and analyze the task, I didn’t feel any discomfort during this period of getting along, except when you buried your chest and threw it into the bathtub, oh, and when you put it in the river, and when you knocked on the door in the cold wind in the middle of the night “

Hearing what he said, Xing Ye couldn’t help but tapped his forehead with his index finger. If he had the ability to predict, he must have been more kind to the little mirror in the first place.

Lu Mingze counted Xing Ye’s various evil deeds to the mirror in the novice world with his fingers, and said after counting: “Except for these, everything is fine. So, if you chase me in your way, I will propose a plan that I like , we get along well, adapt to each other, and face each other with a brand new mentality.”

Xing Ye thought for a while and asked: “The vibration of the mobile phone will make you feel dizzy. Does that mean that you can feel the influence of the outside world on the mirror? How did you feel when I kissed the mirror before?”

When Lu Mingze mentioned this, he became angry. He puffed his face and said, “Go find a small figurine, a very small one, 5 centimeters. Kiss it, and I will feel whatever it feels like. Or you can find two A piece of meat, the kind that is very big, if you roll it on your body, you will know what it feels like, it’s not good at all.”

Xing Ye: “”

He thought about the reason firmly and said: “So the point is that the difference in size leads to a decrease in comfort. In the final analysis, your size is too small, so try a full-length mirror next time, maybe the feeling will be different.”

Lu Mingze said: “That’s right, if there is a mirror in the next world, I’ll replace it with a larger full-length mirror.”

Xing Ye smiled: “That’s it.”

Lu Mingze: “?”

There seems to be something wrong, did he make some bad promises?

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