Hidden Assassin: Section 255 Love and Lost Love
In the snow, in the silent road, in the car body, the only spot of light in the dark night is revealed by the orange lights.
“I think we have to find a place with air conditioning…”
“I don’t want to go anymore, my feet are soft.”
“Without the air conditioner, it will get colder and colder.”
“It’s colder outside, so I am determined not to go out!”
“…”
Among the sports car, a man and a woman are sitting side by side boringly. Jia Ming has removed the camouflage on his face. At this time, looking back and forth whether there are vehicles passing by, Yahan took off his shoes. , Her legs in woolen socks were bent on the seat, and the feeling of freezing on her body had not faded. At this moment, she gently rubbed and looked at the ordinary face of the teenager next to her with a smile and praised.
“This looks much pleasing to the eye, classmate Jia Ming.”
“I also think it’s more handsome like this…but obviously it’s not as handsome as this car…”
“I think this car is very good.” He smiled and fell on the back of the chair that had been put down as much as possible, “I’m so sleepy, I want to sleep, don’t turn off the lights…”
“The electricity is almost running out. It will definitely be wiped out then, I think we can stop a car… Americans are very hospitable.”
“So driving the plane and the cannon to chase us from New York to here?”
“Heh, stop making trouble.”
“No car!”
“You can walk over, there must be a place to stay in front of you.” Jia Ming looked at her, “I will carry you on my back.”
“No, you are shorter than me…”
“…” Cursing his lips, Jia Ming showed a helpless smile, “I know I am a little shorter than others, but I am a little taller than you.”
“You have been shorter than me since I met you.” Yahan lay there. Looking at the roof of the sports car, “When did you grow taller?”
“…”
“I always thought of you as a child, but when did you no longer… Actually, you were not anymore a long time ago…” She lay there quietly, her eyes blurred and her voice soft. Like a dream, “Let’s still be friends…Gu Jiaming…”
On the side, Jia Ming smiled: “Of course… has always been the best friend.”
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“…When I was very young. Dad always worked and rarely went home. In the villa where I played, only my mother accompanied me. Now apart from looking at the photos, she can’t remember her appearance. It’s clear.” Lying there, Yahan’s voice rang, softly. “When my mother died, I was about eight years old… My father and my mother were actually married and didn’t have any feelings, but of course I would blame my father for never staying with my mother. After the funeral, my father returned home. There are many more times, but compared to normal families, of course it is still very few. From that time on, I always hiccup…”
“I don’t know what’s wrong. Since I was eight years old, I’ve been hiccuping for several years. Did you know? It’s like a cold. I hiccup every ten seconds. I have nephrotic syndrome. , I have been looking for a doctor here. By the way, I can show it to you when I go back. At that time, in order to send it to some hospitals, I took a video and brought it: A little girl in a princess dress was sitting there. Her mouth opened a little bit. , Hiccup every once in a while, it looks silly…”
Recalling the footage in the video, she was lying there, imitating the sluggish expression when she hiccups, the girl who had grown up looked mature and delicate, and that appearance was particularly attractive and unique.
“Of course, it’s not like hiccups at all times. It’s better to fall asleep. You can hold back for a few minutes. However, people who have never experienced it will definitely not know the horror of that feeling. Just flick, just flick, it’s really painful for a long time, but it’s probably a lot of exercise, now my stomach has become very strong, every time I look in the mirror, I think it’s very beautiful, haha…” Smiling, he turned his head and fixed Jia Ming, “Want to see it?”
“Uh…” The two looked at each other for a moment, Jia Ming shrugged, “Uh, you continue…”
“Huh.” Yahan wrinkled her nose triumphantly and lay on her back in a more comfortable position. “Heart disease… After checking with the doctor, he said it was a heart disease. In fact, it is a mental illness. If you can’t cure it, the key lies in your heart. , Said that it is possible that my father came back too little, the problem caused by the mother’s death, and later my father came back more, but still can’t get better, at that time I felt very strange to my father… a year later, old Dad married little mom.”
“Black, thin, with a serious expression. That’s how I felt when I saw my little mom. The stepmothers in the fairy tale books are all bad guys. At that time, my little mom was like a black widow. I was scared by her. I have cried several times… Actually, my father and my little mom have no feelings. The two are like friends. They are not lovers at all. From then on, my little mom takes me with me every day, and where can I find a doctor here, Beijing? , Changsha, and even Europe, flying around, I don’t talk to her, and she doesn’t talk much to me, she just followed me all the time. After more than a year, I woke up in the morning one day in a daze. I brushed my teeth and washed my face, and when I drank milk, I suddenly realized that I didn’t hiccup anymore…”
“The doctor said…My heart lacks a sense of return, and it is easy to identify something
I won’t lose it. During the years I went to Cambridge, I wrote a large diary every day, and insisted that it rained unimpeded. Sometimes when everyone went out to play, I had to go back to write the diary at night, but everyone called me a diary girl, haha… …” She laughed cheerfully, and then the cabin fell silent. In her ears, both of them seemed to hear their breathing.
I don’t know how long it took, Jia Ming seemed to react, with a “um”, Yahan turned his head and pursed his lips: “Where are you, Jia Ming?”
“Uh? What?”
“You have said something to tell me clearly.”
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After these words, the car became quiet again.
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For a long time, Jia Ming said: “I don’t know what to say.”
Yahan on one side looked at him quietly.
“I thought about it for half a year, and then I have been thinking about it for half a month. Since I was ten years old, there are three friends in the world, Lingjing, Shasha, and you, but…but…”
He hesitated for a while, the lights in the car flashed a few times, and the electricity finally ran out. Then, he fell into darkness. After a long time, he gritted his teeth and said: “But…I don’t know I can What to say… Anyway, some things I was wrong, some things I was right, but even if things happen again, I can only be like this, I can’t explain, sorry… these things are really difficult …”
After a long time in the darkness, Yahan’s relieved chuckle suddenly came over there: “This is enough, Jia Ming… If you explain a lot, I will be angry.”
“Huh?”
“This is the you I know. I don’t care about anyone’s opinions. I always only do what I think is right. You can even go to the United States to kill so many people, but you never justify yourself… …I hate people who just want to defend themselves, because of this, I’m actually wrong, because…”
“Well, can I think it’s complimenting me?”
In the darkness, Yahan’s laughter was fleeting. After a while, her voice was soft and slow: “Because… Jiaming, I am jealous, I am jealous of Lingjing and Shasha. Although they are my good friends, they are I’m so jealous. Sometimes when I think about it, I’m so jealous that I can’t eat food, I can’t breathe, I just know crying… For more than half a year, it’s actually that I’m making trouble without reason, but you have been accommodating me. …”
She took a breath, and her voice became cheerful: “I thought about my own affairs these days, and suddenly felt that women really can’t be spoiled, just like before, you always said that I’m like a little My child, always bullying me, I’m justified and unforgiving everywhere, but I dare not say a word, I can only be bullied to death by you…”
“Where am I?” Jia Ming protested.
“Yes, who is the one who throws me on the floor every time I go to the office? Who is the one who occupies my sofa? Who is the one who always scolds me for idiots? On Christmas Eve last year, I talked to you well, you He even beat me with the quilt, always kicking my **** to take advantage, and forcing me to call your brother Jiaming…”
“Hey, I remember that time, it was you who beat me and I fought back, and you called me brother or something.”
“Why would I be called if you didn’t hit me…” Yahan paused angrily, then cleared up his mood, “Anyway, I am afraid of you when you are bad. When you feel guilty, follow me If you say good things, I think I am right. If you scold me at that time, maybe I will be scared, and there will be no things in the past six months…Speaking of which, you are wrong…”
This kind of statement is naturally ridiculous. Yahan was unresolved at the beginning, unless she was captured back as a **** slave, otherwise there would be a cold war for more than half a year. Jia Ming curled his lips and nodded: “It looks like I will hit you more in the future. I’m good at this…”
“Dare you! You have to be nice to me in the future~ IndoMTL.com~ In return for forgiving you, I have to follow… um…” She thought for a while, “It should be similar to Lingjing Shasha. “
“Then what are we now?”
“Teachers and students.”
“Aren’t you the best friend?”
“What kind of friend do you want to be with me?” At some point, Yahan leaned her head gently and put it on Jia Ming’s shoulder, blurting out some ambiguous questions. After a while, she smiled.” Hmm, I’m so sleepy, don’t bother me, I’m going to sleep…it doesn’t matter if I borrow my shoulders?”
“Use it whatever you want.” Jia Ming looked into the darkness outside the car window, and no cars came before or after the road. “But it will be really cold at night. Are you sure you want to sleep in the car?”
He didn’t answer his too pragmatic question. Yahan just reclined her body into a more comfortable posture. After a long time, a voice that seemed calm and faintly sorrowful did it sound in the carriage.
“I’m broken in love… Jia Ming…”