Gundam Seed: Final Destination Chapter 74: : Kira’s Choice

— because I am the adjuster.

Was it because I was an adjuster that they forced me into the battlefield?

Am I not to be trusted now because I'm an adjuster?

Just because I am an adjuster, so... I can't do it!

Kira's mind was filled with the voice in his heart, so that Thor, who passed by, called out to him without hearing him.

Seeing Kira's appearance, Thor couldn't help biting his lips, and then silently followed...

But Kira didn't notice all of this at all, just floating on the battleship like an ownerless lonely soul...

No one here really knows what's going on in Kira's mind.

I am obviously already fighting to protect everyone, and I even made an enemy of Aslan because of this, but even so, they don't believe me...

Could it be that they stayed in a safe place by themselves and asked me to fight harder?

Kira's mind was filled with the thought that enough was enough.

But at the same time, at the other end of my heart, there was a small voice.

——Isn't it just like Fleur said?

Am I really fighting hard? Haven't I escaped somewhere in my heart?

Because I don't want to kill Aslan——because I don't want my hands to be stained with the blood of my compatriots, so I don't want to face it seriously from the bottom of my heart!

In case it's because of this—that's why I failed to protect Fleur's father...

If I can take the initiative to fight, maybe I can protect everything...

In other words, those who died were killed by themselves...

"Why, why is this... I really..."

Kira hid in the corridor, curled up crying like a child, tears floating in mid-air.

No one comforts, no one cares about his life, they all...

"What's the matter with you?"

A voice close by made Kira turn her head away in surprise.

Lux's innocent face appeared in front of Kira's eyes, her eyes kept blinking, as if she was asking him a wordless question, and her white fingers seemed to touch Kira's cheek.

Kira suddenly remembered that he was crying, and couldn't help but blushed, and hurriedly turned his head to avoid Lacus' fingers, and wiped away the tears.

He felt that this girl often appeared out of nowhere.

No, not this question.

"You, what are you doing? Why are you here!"

Kira suddenly realized, shouldn't she be locked in the room? Why did you come out again?

"The battle is over, isn't it?"

Lux didn't answer when she heard the words, she just lightly kicked the floor and floated up. The outlook deck behind the battleship is a gravity-free place.

"Yes, count..."

As soon as the words came out, Kira remembered how the battle ended, so he lowered his head again, and murmured: "Thank you, I'm sorry!"

"But, your expression is so sad..."

Kira looked up suddenly when he heard the words, and saw Lux staring at him with a tolerant smile.

For some reason, facing Lux's face, the thought in Kira's heart that he had never revealed to anyone, but always wanted to find someone to confide in, blurted out at this moment, "...Actually, I... don't want to fight... ..."

Lacus didn't speak when she heard the words, but just stood there and listened silently.

"I am also... an adjuster... and Aslan, the driver of the Aegis Gundam... I used to be very good friends... Actually, I..."

When Lacus heard the familiar name, she couldn't help raising her eyebrows slightly.

Intermittently, Kira unconsciously confided his heart to this girl without reservation.

For example, the enemy driver who drove the "Holy Shield Gundam" was a good friend of mine.

And although I am not a soldier, I have to stand up and fight, in order to protect important classmates...

He could no longer suppress the thoughts that had accumulated in his heart in the past, and he thought about the girl in front of him who had never met before, but who was just his own kind.

He had a feeling that this girl should understand.

Unknowingly, Lux stood close to Kira's side, wrapped her soft little hand around Kira's hand, and comforted: "So it's like this...you've worked hard..."

Just such a soft sentence melted the long-frozen thoughts in Kira's heart, and tears almost came out of his eyes again, but Kira still tried his best to hold back.

This is something Kira has never thought about before, and it turns out that he is so eager for affirmation.

He doesn't expect any rewards, he just wants them to affirm his actions, because he is really at a loss.

"Aslan and you are both good people...unexpected...it's really sad to hear..."

There were three Aslans in Lux's words, which made Kira wake up instantly: "Do you know Aslan?"

"Aslan Sara is the one I will marry in the future!"

Speaking as if it was a matter of course, Lacus chuckled and said: "But although he is very gentle, he is not very talkative... However, he gave me a hello, so that he will always be with me .”

"Later when I said that I 'like Hello very much', he kept sending me Hello..."

As if thinking of something, a smile appeared on Lux's face.

Kira was stunned in surprise, but suddenly burst out laughing.

Immediately, he imagined that scene in his mind-Aslan heard that he liked it, and then he kept doing hello one by one, and then kept taking it to other people's homes.

But with Lux's character, she should happily accept one after another.

"Aslan is still the same, he also made my little bird for me."

"Oh, really?"

Lux's eyes lit up.

"Yes, I will show it to you next time."

Through the same friend, Kira felt that he had suddenly shortened the distance with the girl in front of him.

Looking at Lux's kind and innocent smile, Kira suddenly seemed to think of something, and the smile on his face gradually froze and disappeared.

I have to treat this person as a hostage to survive...

You have to use your friend's fiancée to survive...

To...

The inner condemnation made Kira suffer a lot.

Just when Kira fell into self-reproach and sorrow, Lux saw the gloom passing over Kira's face, and couldn't help holding his hand quietly, saying: "It's fine if you two don't fight, then We can live happily together..."

Kira looked at the woman in front of her and couldn't help biting her lips. She only felt irritable and angry in her heart. She cared about her mood so considerately, and this tenderness seemed to seep into the wound, which made Kira extremely reluctant.

(Hello...Hello...Lax...)

Just when Kira was suffering ~IndoMTL.com~ a pink hello came running over stupidly from outside the aisle.

"Ah la la, hello where did you go just now..."

Lacus caught Hello, stretched out her hand to caress Hello's head with a smile, and quietly pressed down a bump on it.

Hello's originally red eyes also turned back to green under Lux's touch.

"... No way."

Looking at the innocent face of Lacus, recalling the parting with Aslan at that time...

As if making up his mind, Kira reached out and grabbed Lux's wrist.

Lacus looked surprised, and looked at Kira with some doubts.

"Don't talk, please come with me...quietly..."

After speaking, Kira pulled Lux ​​to the far aisle.

Lacus didn't seem to understand what happened, but decided to trust Kira, and followed with Hello in her arms.

However, as soon as the two stepped out of the observation deck, they saw Thor, Miria and others standing there.

"Kira... what do you want to do?"

Thor straightened his face and looked at Kira quickly.

"Thor..." Miria heard Thor's voice, and couldn't help but quietly tugged on the other's sleeve.

"I want to send her back! Please Thor, let me go...me!"

Kira turned his face away in pain, not daring to look at his friend, his throbbing eyebrows spoke of his inner torment.

Lax looked at Kira's expression, felt the strength from her wrist, and had a lot of thoughts in her heart. It turned out that things were really as Noel said...

Thor and others fell silent after hearing the words.