Gundam Seed: Final Destination Chapter 476: : What is this overwhelming feeling? (Be careful with knives! But…

Late at night——

The starry sky is bright and everything is quiet, only the low voice of the waves washing the coast——

Click——

The door lock twisted, and Noel, who had changed into plain clothes, opened the door and walked out with a suitcase.

Looking back at the bed that had been made, Noel tightened his suitcase and quietly left the villa.

Looking back at the window above the attic of the manor, Noel, under the moonlight, turned and walked out of the gate of the manor, and left along the path.

He has stayed here for too long, the time left for him is running out, and it is time to leave.

Stepping on the dry leaves, Nuo Er was calm with a hint of sadness and confusion.

About fifteen minutes later——

Noel stopped in his tracks, his eyes full of doubts.

"Ah, Noel can't sleep too?"

Lax, whose back was turned to Nuo Er, suddenly turned around and looked over, the long dress that was slightly damp due to the humid sea breeze was shining a little bit under the moonlight.

Long pink hair fluttering in the wind, fair skin and flawless cheeks look dreamy and beautiful under the white moonlight.

"Why are you here?"

Noel looked at Lux who was slowly approaching in front of him, and a trace of panic and guilt could not help but appear in his eyes.

However, he quickly suppressed the panic.

What should I feel guilty about?

"You can guess."

Lax raised her hand and brushed her long hair blown by the wind behind her ear and replied with a smile.

Noel took a deep breath of the salty air, his eyes and expression gradually regained his composure, and he met Lacus' gaze and said calmly: "Thank you for your care during this time, but I should leave Already."

"Can you give me a reason?"

The expression on Lux's face didn't change when she heard the words, she just stared at Noel's expression.

"Go home—I should go home, and I want to go home."

Facing Lux's gaze, Noel uttered the words that fascinated him but possessed inaccessible words.

"This——"

Lax thought of countless wordings, but she didn't think of this answer alone, and she didn't know how to answer for a while.

"My life is coming to an end, and I want to stand on the land of my hometown at the last moment of my life."

There was a hint of sadness and helplessness in Nuo Er's eyes.

Sad because he has not been able to return to his hometown.

The helplessness is because he really doesn't have much time.

"Noel, you really gave an unconvincing reason."

The words of persuasion in Lux's heart can no longer be uttered.

She could feel the determination and sadness from Noel, what else could she say in this situation?

Noel's mood was a bit complicated after hearing this, including dissatisfaction caused by Lacus' letting go, confusion about the future, and joy derived from Lacus's discovery that she had left quietly.

Looking at Lux's thin clothes, Noel tightened his suitcase and walked over slowly.

Under the gaze of Lacus, Noel put the suitcase on the ground, took off his coat and put it on Lacus: "Thank you for sending me off, but you still have to pay attention to your body, after all, you are the future peace Princess."

"Noel, have you thought about your future?"

Lax restrained her mind, felt the warmth coming from all around, and couldn't help but ask Nuoer intently.

Yes, Noel's reasons are impeccable and unstoppable, but—

"I—"

Noel was about to say something, but seeing Lacus' expression, Noel suddenly stopped.

Subconsciously avoiding Lux's sight, he asked towards the distant sea horizon, "I wonder if you have heard a sentence, we never know whether tomorrow will come first or an accident."

Lax didn't answer, but just quietly watched Noel's side face.

Noel tilted his head and smiled: "And I was just unlucky. I met an accident first and lost my future."

"You..."

Lax hesitated to speak, she really wanted to ask Noel, is all this really a simple 'accident' for you that can be summed up.

But she couldn't say it.

At this moment, the strong Lux backed away.

Because she herself is not qualified and does not have the courage to continue asking for answers to this topic.

She didn't know what expression and tone Noel would use to answer her question, nor what answer he would give.

I don't even know how to make up for it all.

Accident——

Yes, everything that is not going well for the parties can be summed up as accidents.

But who knows how much sadness and helplessness these two simple words carry.

Looking at Lacus's face, Noel couldn't help but ask, "Lacus, do you believe in fate?"

Actually, the recent period of life has not been so happy for Noel.

Some things really need to be clarified.

"Fate?"

Lax raised her head to look at Noel, looking at Noel's calm face, she couldn't help asking: "Do you want to say that everything you have suffered is predestined?"

Parents died tragically, tossed and tossed, and finally lived a stable life, but encountered a **** Valentine's Day, and later was arranged by his father to carry out the genetic complement experiment of the adjuster.

In the end, it led to the collapse of the gene, and I struggled in pain every day. I have never personally experienced the pain caused by the collapse of the gene.

But Noel's almost distorted face when he was ill let Lacus probably know something.

Can all of this be summed up in the word 'accident'?

Can it really be summed up by the word 'accident'?

"I—"

Noel opened his mouth to speak, but looking at Lux's shining eyes, he still couldn't spit out the following words.

Lax stared into Noel's eyes——

Noel retreated, bent down and picked up the suitcase on the ground, saying: "I should go."

"Wait!"

Just as Noel was about to leave, Lacus stopped Noel and said, "Noel, can you answer my last question?"

"What's the problem?"

Noel, who picked up the suitcase again, restrained his emotions and replied facing Lux's gaze.

"You approached me when my father died and said that you wanted to make sure that I was worthy of the future you entrusted to me."

Lax pulled the clothes with both hands to wrap them around her body, and asked Noel's gaze.

"Yes."

Noel nodded. To be honest, he sometimes felt a little unbelievable.

I seem to have really become a saint——

The world kisses me painfully, and I repay it with a song——

Obviously I should become the devil in Kruse's mouth, the guy who fell into the abyss in Kruse's mouth, and the guy who dragged the world into the abyss——

But in the end, I did fall into the abyss, but I didn't do what I expected. Instead, I chose to compromise and chose...

"Noel, can you tell me what the future looks like in your heart?"

Since that day, Lux has been curious about the answer to this question.

And this curiosity has grown stronger as time goes by.

Entrust the future——

This is the first person to say this word in front of her.

"Haven't you already done it?"

Noel didn't answer directly, but just asked back with a smile.

The future, in fact, Noel doesn't know what the future looks like in his heart.

Because he never had a future, since he landed, he has lost his future.

If you really want to say what is the future in his heart, then living his life like an ordinary person may be the future in his heart.

"What about now, has the future in your heart ever changed?"

Lax continued to ask.

"I—"

Looking at Lacus's eyes reflecting the world, Noel suddenly laughed and said, "There is no future."

Listening to Noel's pretendingly free and easy words, Lacus's face showed a gloomy look, and there was a throbbing pain in her heart.

This is pain she has never felt before.

"But——"

However, before Lux felt emotional ups and downs, I heard Noel continue to say: "But I have always believed that the future in your heart is the future I wanted to pursue."

Lax's pupils shrank suddenly.

"I have always firmly believed that the path you are taking is correct. I have always believed in this point, but I may not be able to accompany you to see your future coming."

"This sentence may be a bit cunning, but please continue to work hard with the future that belongs to me. After all, compared to a world full of sadness, I hope to sleep forever in a world full of songs."

After finishing speaking, Noel stretched out his hand and rubbed the top of Lux's head, and walked over Lux with the suitcase.

Lax looked at Noel's leaving back without saying a word for a long time, her throat became more difficult to swallow, and even her vision became blurred in a trance.

Looking at the back of Noel leaving, Lux slowly raised her hand to grab something——

However, when she wanted to raise her hand to grab it, her rationality made her stop again.

Because she doesn't know what she can say after she catches Nuo Er, she doesn't know what she can do——

Does it mean that Noel can't find peace at the last moment of his life?

Because I stubbornly want peace, I want Nuo Er to spend the last peaceful time, which is the last time of Nuo Er's life...

Inexplicably, Lacus felt fear in her heart.

Looking at Noel who was gradually leaving, she couldn't help regretting her cowardice.

She used to think that she was strong and indomitable...

But now, she feels that she is weak, she will feel restless, afraid, afraid, and worried——

"Noel..."

————

The starlight above Noel's head walked out of the forest, and his slightly thin figure looked a little lonely in the sea breeze.

"I thought you weren't going to leave."

At this moment, Mina Sahak, who was wearing a long black dress, came out of the darkness. As always, with long black hair and black long dress, she was as noble and elegant as a queen.

"Sorry to keep you waiting."

Noel looked at the dew on Mina Sahak's clothes, and couldn't help but feel apologetic.

"It's nothing, but do you really want to leave like this?"

Mina Sahak waved her hands and walked slowly towards Nuoer with her arms crossed.

"What do you mean?"

Noel looked puzzled, not knowing what Mina Sahak meant.

"I heard your conversation, so you plan to just abandon Lacus Klein and leave with me. I can see that she likes you. Have you really thought about it?"

Mina Sahak walked up to Noel and stood shoulder to shoulder with him.

In fact, she doesn't like to stand on the same line with others, but today, she wants to try this feeling.

"Hehe——"

Noel couldn't help but shook his head and smiled, looked at the dense forest behind him and murmured: "I'm just a person with no future, besides—"

"Besides?"

Looking at Noel's thin figure, Mina Sahak couldn't help but feel a little distressed.

However, the moment this slight feeling appeared, her heart was full of doubts.

I will feel bad?

When did this start?

"Nothing."

Noel shook his head and did not continue.

Would you like Lacus?

To tell the truth, I can't bear it.

Lacus Klein is undoubtedly a goddess-level existence in the entire seed world.

She almost fulfilled all the fantasies a man had about his future partner.

Beautiful, dignified, smart, kind, caring, understanding——

How many men would not be tempted by such a woman?

But that's why Noel had to leave.

He has no future.

In addition, the relationship between him and Lacus is too complicated, and the relationship between the two is bound to be full of impurities.

Noel is not a genius, nor is he an emotional intelligence expert who can see through her heart at a glance.

Does Lux really like taking care of her?

Is there really no guilt about Siegel Klein?

Is there really no desire to regain a weapon because of the loss of Kira?

Is there really no desire to gain the support of the Sara faction?

It's not that Nuoer judges the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, but the relationship between him and Lacus is too complicated, so complicated that Nuoer doesn't know how to face Lacus.

If there is enough time, Noel might try to remove the impurities, and he believes that Lux will do the same, because she is Lacus Klein, and Noel is convinced of this.

But what he lacks is time.

He has no time to stay here any longer.

Decided leaves still return to their roots, yes, he is indeed not from this world, but he also hopes that he can die in a 'familiar' place.

Even if it's just a strange hometown.

So he chose to escape, escape may not be able to solve the problem, but when you have nothing to do, it is the only means you can use.

"It's surprising that the red **** of death, who is so frightening, also has moments of lack of confidence."

Looking at the expression on Noel's face, Mina Sahak couldn't help but tease him as he felt his aching heart.

"Hehe, the Red Grim Reaper is a human being after all, not a god."

Noel had to smile wryly at Mina Sahak's teasing.

"I always thought you were a tough guy."

Mina Sahak is not lying.

In her eyes, Nuo Er has always been a tough person. How many people can persevere without being driven crazy after what happened to Nuo Er?

Desperate, desperate, desperate -- still desperate!

Under the impact of so much despair, there are too few people who can maintain their rationality.

Let's say it's still on someone with such power.

"Toughness? Am I not a weak, poor, tangled wretch?"

Noel couldn't help laughing.

He never thought of himself as a tough guy.

He always felt that he was just a weak wretch.

"Who said this!"

Mina couldn't help raising her eyebrows when she heard the words, her words were a bit cold.

"Ah—I said it."

Hearing Mina Sahak's sudden change of tone, Noel felt startled.

Mina Sahak couldn't help staring slightly after hearing this, turned her head to look at Nuoer, and said: "You have never been a weak and pitiful person!"

After speaking, he turned around and walked towards the docked boat not far away without looking back.

"Hehe——"

Looking at the back of Mina Sahak leaving, Noel couldn't help laughing.

Finally looking at the island behind him, Noel followed slowly with his suitcase. Life is always full of various regrets and imperfections, but this makes life seem real and full of memories.

"Aren't you going out? There is still room on the boat."

The edge of the forest ~IndoMTL.com~ Captain Mario came to Lux at some point.

Lax didn't answer, but just tightened the clothes on her body, pursed her lips and watched the boat gradually go away.

Can she go? Emotion told her that she should catch up.

But her reason and responsibility told her——

It was not until the boat completely disappeared that Lacus turned her head to look at Captain Marius, and said, "Can you tell me what is this uncontrollable emotion in my heart?"

"Hey——"

Maru opened his mouth to speak, but seeing Lux's gradually moist eyes, he put his arms around Lacus' head while sighing.

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It is true that the relationship between Noel and Lux ​​is very complicated, so it can only be reasonable if it is done in this way.

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