Gundam Seed: Final Destination Chapter 232: : I am the darkness created by human beings
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"Dang———"
The unrefined piano sound came from the rehabilitation training room.
Occasionally, a man's angry roar and mournful cry can be heard.
"Why don't you come and say hello?"
Outside the gate of the rehabilitation center, Kruse looked at the man struggling inside and asked.
"No, there will be opportunities in the future."
Noel looked at Nigel's painful expression, turned and left.
Let him vent by himself at this time.
Thanks to the full treatment, Nigel has woken up from the bed.
But because of the serious damage to the waist, the legs have almost lost the ability to stand.
Even the hands he was once proud of can't play music as flexibly as before, and he can't even take care of the most basic food by himself.
For a person who regards the piano as more important than life—maybe sleeping forever is more suitable for him.
Walk in the peaceful streets.
Looking at the laughing crowd, Nuo Er couldn't help but feel out of place in his heart. He clearly stood here, in this world, but he didn't have the slightest sense of identity and integration.
It's as if I and them are completely in two worlds.
"Do you feel that the world is strange?"
Kruse's gaze seemed to be able to see through people's hearts, and he stood beside Noel and asked.
Nuel's expression was slightly stagnant when he heard the words, and he looked at Kruzer with a slightly complicated expression.
Kruse seems to have not noticed Noel's sight, but said to himself: "For them, this is a world full of hope, full of future, and full of light! Here is full of human truth, goodness and beauty, here Filled with all the good things in the world.”
"Warm sunshine, peaceful atmosphere, a paradise of laughter——"
At this moment, Noel seemed to see in Kreutzer the longing for light, the desire for truth, goodness and beauty, as well as his extravagant hopes for all the good things in the world, and his good longing for the future.
"Then why did you choose to destroy it?"
However, Noel laughed himself after he finished speaking. This is a very boring question.
"I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the sun. But the sun has made my desolation a new desolation—"
Kruse's plain words pierced Noel's heart like a sharp knife needle.
Noel's smile gradually froze.
"Do you know what despair is?"
Kruse glanced at Noel's expression, looked at the prosperity in the distance and asked faintly.
Noel frowned slightly when he heard this, feeling very uncomfortable in his heart.
"When hope is dashed, it can be called despair, but that is the most obvious form of despair, because hope can be rekindled."
"But what if hope is rekindled and then ruthlessly snuffed out?"
"That is a deeper despair, but it can still break free, because human beings are very resilient!"
"When the fire of hope can't illuminate the way forward, when you welcome the future with full expectations, only to find that the future you should have has been ruthlessly snuffed out, and even your whole life and even your existence are just A test product—"
"At that time, despair was just a simple word, but this——you can still break free! Because human beings believe in miracles!"
Kruse seemed to be recalling the past, and said in a daze: "Because you believe in miracles, you start to struggle, shout, believe in miracles, and search for hope..."
"But how can you believe in something you never have?"
"You, who have no future since birth, stubbornly believe that you once had a future, and believe that you can have a future—"
"In the end, until you are driven into the abyss by the future you believe in, the hope and miracle you embrace become the despair that knocks you down into the abyss!"
Kruse used the softest words to express the darkness in his heart.
His tone was without any emotion, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.
"So, are you complaining to me for comfort? Or do you want me to tell you not to deprive the future so that you can gain a little sense of existence?"
Noel was a little irritable in his heart, but with some persistence in his heart, he suppressed the irritability in his heart and looked at Kruzer with a sneer, saying: "If that's the case, I'm really sorry, I can do everything , just can’t comfort people.”
"Hehe——"
Kruse was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, then a smile appeared on his face, and he said in a relaxed and mocking tone: "I'm not so fragile yet, besides, I've found the meaning of my existence and accepted its existence."
"The meaning of existence—are you talking about destroying the world?"
Noel couldn't help laughing when he heard the words, the meaning of this existence is really - unique enough.
"Destroy the world? Why should I destroy the world?"
Unexpectedly, however, Kruse denied this.
"Then what did you mean by that?"
Noel looked at Cruze in surprise, and he found that Cruze really thought that he didn't destroy the world, or that he denied that he had the idea of destroying the world!
"The meaning of my existence is not just me."
Kruse met Nuo Er's sight and said with a smile: "I am the dream of mankind, the desire of mankind, and the retribution of mankind! I am stronger than others, go further than others, and climb higher than others— —Competition, jealousy, hatred, being dazzled by these things! Human beings will eventually be swallowed by the darkness created by themselves and go to perish—”
"And I! I am the darkness created by human beings! This is my destiny, and it is also a road that human beings cannot turn back even if they know it! Therefore, it is not I who destroy the world, but the existence of human beings!"
"I'm just a collection representing the malice of mankind, living in the world with the evil of mankind ~IndoMTL.com~ and walking along the path of human expectations."
Hearing Kruse's neurotic remarks, Noel didn't know how to refute for a while, or even if he could refute, there was no need to refute, because everything this guy said was true.
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In other words, he has already mixed up his own concept, so there is no room for refutation.
Suddenly, Nuo Er had a flash of inspiration as if he had thought of something and asked with a smile: "Who can understand what you said?"
Kruse's expression was slightly stagnant when he heard the words, obviously Noel's answer was somewhat beyond his expectation.
But after a little silence, Kruse said with a smile: "I don't know about the others, but if it's you - I believe you will understand."
"What do you mean by that?"
Noel's smile froze immediately after hearing this.
What do you mean I will understand sooner or later?
"Do you know why Durandal and I value you so much?"
"Why?"
"Besides the particularity of your body, it is also because you are essentially the same type of person as us. If you have the opportunity, you can go to Mendel to take a look. Some places there are still relatively well preserved."
After finishing speaking, Kruse patted Noel on the shoulder, turned around and sat in the car, and said to Noel with a dignified expression, "I really look forward to the day you know the truth."
Noel looked at Kruse's leaving back, a look of solemnity and uneasiness flashed in his eyes.
"Mendel—how much more I don't know—"
Am I the same as Kruse——