Gundam Seed: Final Destination Chapter 15: : Where I go, there is my future

Time flies, and the time has come to 2/21 in a blink of an eye.

Noel was still lying on the hospital bed, holding a letterhead tightly in his hand.

But at this time, there was no smile on his face, and his eyes were broken and dull.

If you look closely, you will find that there are faint tears in his confused eyes, and he himself wonders why there are tears.

Beside him, several doctors in white clothes were busy tidying up his broken body.

Due to his illness, Noel was unable to use sedatives and anesthetics.

But even under such circumstances, the pain from the severed body still did not cause ripples in his heart.

"Didi~"

"歘~"

While the doctors were busy arranging Noel's body, two beeps came from the door of the ward.

The door opened and Kruse came in wearing a ZAFT military uniform with a blindfold on.

"What's the matter?" Cruze stared at the scene in front of him.

No one answered, the doctors were busy treating Nuo Er, and the researchers were checking the data all the time.

Noel lay there with blurred eyes.

Kruse opened his mouth to speak, and out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly found the letterhead in Noel's hand.

"I just received information that the first, second, and third fleets of the Earth Alliance are heading towards the moon bridgehead." Cruze said, walking slowly in front of Noel, and slowly picked up the envelope on the table .

From: Anna Joy

Mailing address: July Colonial Satellite, Junius~7.

Recipient: Dear Brother Noel Cassia.

In addition to this, there are also letters signed by: Renoia Sara, and Asiya Yito.

But apart from the different names, their mailing addresses are the same, Junius 7.

"Earth...Allied Forces?" Nuoer slowly turned his head and looked over when he heard the words. He didn't know what mood he should use to face all this, anger, sadness, pain, confusion...all of them.

The Earth Allied Forces used to be a part of the Earth.

At the beginning, he had great expectations and good feelings for the earth. He really wanted to go to the earth to have a look. Even though this is not his hometown, it is still the earth and the star of mankind.

But now...

Junius 7 is the satellite where the orphanage is located, and when he was asleep, everything was settled.

Once again, the place where I belonged disappeared forever.

Noel doesn't know how other traversers feel after crossing, but he himself has always felt a sense of loneliness and confusion.

Especially when he first arrived, when he was lying alone on the hospital bed, looking at the strange world outside the window, he didn't know who to contact when he was in pain, and he didn't know where to go when he was confused.

The feeling of loneliness was extraordinarily strong, so strong that it suffocated him, and he was so confused that he was at a loss.

Although he forces himself to escape from these two feelings every day, telling himself that as long as it comes, he will be at ease, but his rationality keeps telling himself that you are not from this world.

Even though the body structure is the same, your heart and soul are still incompatible with this world.

So from the beginning to the end, he didn't have much sense of belonging to the earth and the world.

In other words, I don’t have any sense of belonging to the earth, and the earth is just because I once belonged to the earth, and I still have love and nostalgia for the earth.

This feeling lasted until he returned to the orphanage.

When he was uneasy, the people in the orphanage accepted him, and Asiya gave him the same sincere feelings as a close friend, which made up for the loneliness in his heart.

Let him know that there are also friends of his own here, and I can also integrate into it.

It turns out that I can find my belonging again and find my own place of spiritual sustenance.

Anna is like a naughty younger sister, although she deserves a beating and wants to beat her up every time, but seeing Anna's naughty appearance, Noel is really happy in his heart, which is an indescribable feeling. satisfy.

Sister Aya, a girl less than twenty years old, in order to make herself look more mature and reliable, she dresses herself in an old-fashioned way every day, and imitates the makeup on TV.

Although it may appear nondescript in many cases, Nuoer will always remember the hotness in her heart and her pair of eyes staring at everyone all the time.

Sikel...

Peter...

Every companion in the orphanage is so real, sincere and sincere, giving Noel a sense of belonging and satisfaction that he never had before.

Although he would gaze at the starry sky every night and savor the suffocation of loneliness, but as time went by, that sense of loneliness gradually disappeared.

And it is precisely because of the existence of Asiya and the others that Noel can taste the taste of loneliness, so he cherishes everything in the orphanage.

So even if he could roughly guess the name of the security satellite and could always leave alone, he still didn't choose to leave, but chose to stay in the orphanage and hypnotize himself.

There is no room for the soul in a foreign land, and there is no room for a body in the hometown.

No matter in the previous life or in this life, Nuo Er still chooses the soul.

In fact, he is not afraid of death, even though he talks about how to survive every day, and even knows what choice is the best way to survive, he still chooses to stay with them in the orphanage.

Death is not terrible. When you don't know the meaning of life, and you can't find the belonging and nostalgia in your heart, your breath will lose the meaning of existence.

Like we said, you don't know how lucky you were until you lost it.

However, losing twice in a row plunged Noel into deep confusion.

"Tomorrow they will reach the moon." Cruze put down the letterhead and looked at Noel.

"Really." Noel slowly retracted his gaze, staring at the ceiling above his head in a daze.

"Are you going to continue to be depressed like this?" Kruse continued to ask.

"Depressed?" Nuo Er's expression is as indifferent as stagnant water~IndoMTL.com~ Can you not find the direction of the future? "Kruse looked at Noel's expression and couldn't help but think of himself.

All of this is too similar, almost exactly the same as the original self.

"The future...hehe." Noel looked at Kruzer with a sneer, the future, you, a guy who wants to destroy the world, told me about the future?

"I used to be like you, unable to find the meaning of life, where to go, and where to return."

As he spoke, Kruse walked slowly to the window, looked at the prosperity outside the window, clenched his fist tightly and said, "But it doesn't prevent me from moving on, since I don't know where to go, just go casually." If you don’t know where to return, then create your own destination.”

"Then what? What do you want to tell me? What do you want to express?" Noel asked back. This kind of unnutritious words really touched Noel's heartstrings.

"Do you want to know your future? Then stand up and go out. Wherever you go, your future will be there." Cruze turned and looked at Noel.

"Wherever I go, there is my future?" Nuoer slowly clenched the letter in his hand. Wherever I go is my future, but where can I go?

"I will go to the moon plane to participate in the defense battle, fight for myself, and fight for my future!"

As he spoke, Kruse walked to the door of the ward under Nuo Er's watchful eyes, turned his head to look at Nuo Er, and said, "If you don't know where your future is, where you should go, don't know Your own destination, then stand up and move forward, at least it is easier to get the answer than lying here.”

As the door slowly closed, Kruse disappeared into the ward.

"Stand up and move on..."