Doomsday Wonderland: I have been absent from work for too long this time. I would like to report that you are safe and give you some tea

I went to see the doctor in advance on Saturday and had a check-up. At that time, in addition to physical panic, I was also mentally panicked. For the first time in my life, I clearly had the thought of "I don't want to die yet" (the most uncomfortable time) , it is inevitable that the mentality is a bit exaggerated). The doctor prescribed medicine and asked me to wait a week for a review.

Currently, there is a heart murmur and a fast heart rate, but I am not anemic. The red blood cells are 14.2 (unexpectedly, it turned out that I experienced a placebo effect). The specific cause is not yet known, and I may need to continue to do tests. Considering that both my grandmother and mother have heart disease, I have not dared to do anything since I returned home. I have taken a retreat and refused all sources of stress. I feel better since yesterday, and I would like to apologize to everyone.

I have really been absent from work for too long. Although it is due to physical reasons, it is definitely impossible to completely feel at ease. I hope to find balance next and establish a healthier schedule.

Thank you for your understanding. It has really reduced a lot of worries for me. Otherwise, "not updating" itself would be a lot of pressure and I would not be able to feel at ease. Updates can be resumed today. I am already typing. Please also pay attention to your health.

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