Doomsday Wonderland Chapter 2307: Image letter left to Lin Sanjiu (4)

Remember [new] in one second! I seem to be talking longer and longer.赵

The short period of my life before the end of the world, if I really want to talk about it in detail, is much more than what can be said in the decades after the end of the world. When I grew older, almost everything was clearly imprinted on my memory; on the contrary, in recent years, no matter what fun I had or what dangers I encountered at that time, it was over and left behind. Not many traces left.

I used to feel this kind of homesickness.

Sometimes they will float up if I don’t think about them. For example, my adoptive mother postponed my enrollment and allowed me to live at home for three more years; for example, my adoptive father seemed to have told a friend in the industry the real reason for the divorce, which triggered several inquiries... But even a practicing doctor would I know there's nothing they can do against me.

No one can use personality type as an excuse to send a well-behaved and normal person to a place to be locked up - I imagine that such a society will be full of opportunities for cruelty and pain - so, The rules you sometimes decide on at the drop of a hat are not so bad.

You see, I have never done anything out of the ordinary since I was fifteen years old.

It's hard for me to explain why.

Due to my innate nature, it is impossible for me to feel guilty, and I have no so-called empathy. Only advice based on reality and interests will be heard by me. Looking back now, during the ten years between the ages of fifteen and twenty-five, I can honestly say to you that I really stopped tasting second-hand tragedies in human history.赵

"Why did you go back to the orphanage?" You asked your adoptive mother once.

At this time you are preparing dinner for your boyfriend who is about to visit - yes, you said it, at this time you are the same as the abnormal multi-year person in every aspect (if he wants to know, how many months have you been together? I broke up peacefully before because you thought being in a relationship was fun).

"When I went to pick him up that day, his father said something. I said that for an ordinary child like him, you are the most suitable candidates. You think I am right." The adoptive mother said, "Do any other parents understand what is the correct way to raise him? In places like orphanages or foster care systems, even ordinary children will leave problems and trauma when they come out... not to mention Is it him?"

You already knew what you were going to say, and I stopped you from asking it last time.

The reason why you remember this conversation so vaguely is except for the next sentence: you died the night before this conversation started. "Yes, absolutely yes." Your adoptive mother rejected you, but suddenly became firmer. You seem to have remembered it, and the world inside is the same. "Unless...he eats this mouthful of human flesh, he will die very slowly. At this time, he cannot make his own decision."

The answer is very cheesy, war.

The adoptive mother said reluctantly, "Dao Yi, when he is trying to survive and get food, he can't hunt animals." 赵

You still know at this point that that will be the first rule you break.

Do they have no rules? What about their rules? What about their morals? You are born with a flaw, what is their reason?

Of course you know the attitude of human society towards cannibalism, but you have to ask your adoptive mother again to confirm the boundaries of your rules.

"Are you serious?" You lay on the corner of the kitchen island, watching as you tentatively poured some garlic powder out of the pot. "You are like a ferocious beast to him, right? He will always watch over you, not only to protect others from you, but also to protect you from others. Why should he shoulder such a light responsibility?"

Although you are in your twilight years, you have been injured by the war, lost a leg, and had perforating wounds in your internal organs. It is as if every breath you take is a struggle for air. How many times have you thought about being bad? If you die an uncomfortable death, it may be a worse ending for you. Your adoptive mother also said that you will think about it and tell you when the time comes.

You are still living outside the same old house at this time. The surrounding neighborhoods were shelled and the town was in ruins (you forgot to tell him that you pulled your neighbors out of the shelling because you felt you had to make up for killing my dog), but miraculously, your home Still barely standing. There is no way for people to live below the seventh floor. If you think that is bad, then you will become a target again.

You have thought many times before that if the end of the world has not come, you will continue to spend your life so fiercely.赵

"This has nothing to do with him?" you asked.

The adoptive mother's cheeks were slightly red due to the cold steam from a small pot of tomato soup. She just tasted the soup off the spoon and felt as if she was going to give it a D-. "His cooking is still bad," you put the spoon aside and said, "but you can also make Lily think that you can only make sandwich..."

Oddly enough, you thought you were stupid, but you didn't realize it until that moment. "What about this guy? Can't humans? You've seen a lot of animals, and they might have run away long ago. Besides, no one has less meat underneath."

"There's really no point in living like that," you gasped, "You're just going to fall in love with him."

Is it ironic? The hands of a person like you, who is so notorious, are much cleaner than those of a small number of people in the world at that time.

"Oh,"

You always say "Why does he keep asking", and you always explain - because you also know.赵

You came to choose the elementary school where your adoptive mother taught and stayed there. Before graduating from elementary school, just like the past seventy years, you returned to your adoptive mother's home every day. You heard the boys you dated say, "The youngest Gong Daoyi is bad and not a 'mom's baby'".

So with your help, the adoptive mother's answer quickly became longer over time, almost like a large oral essay, repeatedly demonstrating the same conclusion from the perspectives of social responsibility, personal feelings, professional knowledge, etc.

"He can't say that he made your beef stew," you suggested, "but at least he must not have a single flaw, otherwise Lily will think that he is a low point that you can never reach."

"It's a small relationship." The adoptive mother said seriously, "My child needs an ordinary mother like you; and my parents also need an ordinary child like him. From a personal point of view and From a professional perspective, you are both mother and son whose fate has prepared bad things for each other."

But you still ask questions from time to time, and your adoptive mother will answer you as if she is hearing it for the first time.

You thought at the time that the complete failure of government functions was just a situation in your local area. Whether there was rescue or supplies, the outside of the hospital was empty, and the power system had long been blown into pieces. You have to go out every day, look for food and medicine, send out distress signals, and collect pieces of paper and branches that can be used to make fires and keep warm... Even during these days, the victim record in your hand still only contains a group of ants and a dog. , and a marriage.

The local war lasted for several years, but the small world war lasted only eight months.赵

"I'll use you more to practice my sweetness." Your adoptive mother glanced at you, still holding back a little smile. "Look, he must have been sent back to the orphanage. Who will cook the beef stew as the main dish today?"

Vicious beasts like tigers and cheetahs are raised from a large age. If they are raised correctly, they will kill and eat people if they have the opportunity and necessity; you can do it at this time The difference is less. The adoptive mother takes care of you, but also protects you. Are you generally satisfied with that exchange condition?

While the world will end completely, my adoptive mother will still be alive.

Oh~IndoMTL.com~ You forgot to tell him that by now, the same conversation has been played out between you mother and son at most seventy times.

That's too far.

Only you and your adoptive mother are vague. This is partly because you have a harmonious relationship and partly out of necessity.

Your answer will also change depending on your mood; for example, when the adoptive father's friend inquired about the situation later, the adoptive mother was very angry, so she couldn't help but add, "You have to go back to the orphanage with clean hands." , Xiaoyi is awe-inspiring, but what will he do, and what will society do?" - You remember every time you add something. When I asked you last time, if you didn't tell everything, you will be reminded. .赵

[Search "Spring Gift" on Xiaoxiang APP and new users will receive 500 book coins, and old users will receive 200 book coins] Does he know why your world ended?

A world where you are allowed to kill dogs, and billions of abnormal people in this world, have all been killed by the abnormal people themselves. They let you torture your classmates, but they cannot torture a group of people in the most cruel way. Every reason for launching a war is very just, very tragic, full of family and country righteousness, and is a last resort. There has never been any war in history where the excuse was justice, and that time was the same.

The foster mother stirred the soup for a while.