Doomsday Bunker Upgrade Chapter 518: Mo Qingyan’s thoughts

I took some personal belongings of myself and my sister from the old home that had been completely frozen, and emptied the old wine cellar. Mo Qingyan was reluctant to look at this one that she spent a lot of effort to build. , and left with Chen Xin.

Although she is very reluctant to have her own home, Mo Qingyan knows that she is already very lucky.

When a disaster begins, you can work with your friends to figure out how to deal with the disaster, and you can escape the first wave of the disaster in the shelter you built, instead of being displaced like everyone else.

And after the disaster, I can also rely on the supplies and the help of my friends to live a stable life with my sister, and I am not in a precarious situation because of the disaster.

It can be said that Mo Qingyan and Mo Qingxin's situation is much better than most people, especially since the global cooling down, they can also live in Chen Xin's place, and they are not frozen with this family into an ice cellar.

Although in a sense, Mo Qingyan may have paid more to live with Chen Xin than to go to the official shelter with her sister, but for Mo Qingyan, in this apocalyptic environment , to have a place that brings her a sense of security and a stable life, this is already a great happiness.

Although it is not necessarily bad to go to the official shelter of the country, and now the situation of the country is recovering and improving day by day, and life is getting more and more hopeful, but Mo Qingyan feels that if there is a In her current life, I am afraid that many people may not mind such things as serving a husband with others.

It's just that this is against social morality and national laws.

However, both Mo Qingyan and Qin Lan really like Chen Xin, and after the two people talked openly, they both accepted each other's existence and were willing to share it together.

This saves a lot of unnecessary trouble.

In Mo Qingyan's view, such a relationship is not a big deal. As long as the three of them can accept it and do not affect others, it is actually a kind of way that can reduce a lot of unnecessary disputes and allow all three to gain happy relationship.

Although she felt that this was not good at first, after getting along for a long time, Mo Qingyan felt that it was okay.

She doesn't have to be sad because Chen Xin chose Qin Lan, Qin Lan won't be jealous because she likes Chen Xin, and Chen Xin doesn't have to be in a dilemma between her and Qin Lan.

Although she had never shown Chen Xin that she liked him before.

But now, she doesn't need to worry about these problems. She is now Chen Xin's girlfriend, and she is with him, and has been approved by his parents. As for the rest, she doesn't want to think about it anymore. .

Being able to live happily together is what Mo Qingyan wants most now.

It's just another matter that Qin Lan talked to her before, but it also made Mo Qingyan worried.

That's about getting married and having kids.

Although she doesn't mind living with Chen Xin like this, it doesn't matter if there is no marriage or children.

But Qin Lan seems to take this very seriously.

For Mo Qingyan, affected by the unhappy family when she was a child, although she hoped to find a good man, she had an indifferent attitude towards marriage, and even did not want to get married at one time.

As for the child, she also has an indifferent attitude, and even feels that if the child cannot be given a complete family and care, there is really no need to give birth to the child and let him suffer the pain caused by his parents.

But in this matter, Qin Lan, who has always been independent and self-reliant, has been very traditional.

She prefers to get married, have children, and teach her husband and children like a traditional woman.

Of course, that's not to say she wants to be that traditional housewife.

Qin Lan is a woman with a strong personality, so she is also strong in personal issues. She does not think that women need to give up their families for careers, nor does she think that marriage is a sign of weakness.

On the contrary, she feels that if she can do her best in her family and career, that is a truly powerful performance.

This is also one of the reasons why when she was dating Chen Xin, the two broke up because of incompatible personalities.

Qin Lan is too strong to back down when facing Chen Xin.

But no matter how strong she is, her self-confidence collapsed after her colleagues were killed in battle because of herself, and she lost a hand.

If it was just the death of a colleague, Qin Lan would not completely lose confidence.

Unfortunately, she not only caused her colleagues to die because of herself, but also lost the most important arm for a sniper and the most important pillar supporting her self-confidence. This is the main reason for her loss of self-confidence.

This is also one of the reasons why she wanted to commit suicide in the first place. Her inner belief has collapsed, and her whole person has lost hope. It is not unimaginable to give up her life.

Although Chen Xin later made a prosthesis for her and cured her, for Qin Lan, the belief that had collapsed was difficult to establish.

Fortunately, Chen Xin gave her new support and rekindled her hope for life, which made Qin Lan get rid of the idea of ​​suicide.

But in Qin Lan's heart, Chen Xin replaced her original professionalism and became her new spiritual pillar.

This also caused Qin Lan's whole heart to fall on Chen Xin, and his whole personality also changed.

And this also led to that when she found out that Mo Qingyan also liked Chen Xin, she would think that Mo Qingyan would also become Chen Xin's girlfriend and share a man with her, rather than the way she used to think , and fight with her.

Qin Lan didn't tell anyone about these thoughts~IndoMTL.com~ But Mo Qingyan and Qin Lan got to know each other before Chen Xin, and girls often talk about everything, so Qin Lan's mentality changes, Mo Qingyan could still sense it.

Especially recently, Qin Lan talked to Mo Qingyan several times about the child's growth after having a child in the future, which further enabled Mo Qingyan to understand Qin Lan's current state of mind.

On this point, Mo Qingyan prefers to follow the circumstances and does not want to force Chen Xin to make a decision.

If Chen Xin wants to have a child, either she or Qin Lan can have a child and then raise the child.

After all, they still have the conditions to raise a child now, and it is not because of the harsh environment that they cannot raise a child.

As for the child's growth, although Mo Qingyan also attaches great importance to it, even to a certain extent, more than Qin Lan, but she does not want to force Chen Xin to make a choice.

Perhaps it was her childhood experience that made Mo Qingyan understand that raising a child is a responsibility of both husband and wife. If one of them is forced, then the final result must be unhappy.