Daydreaming About Me: 91. Daydreaming about me

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Lin Yujing hasn't had much contact with Lin Zhi since school started.

After several phone calls, the two of them became increasingly speechless. Lin Zhi probably felt the awkwardness of the atmosphere. Later, she never called her again, but the money kept coming every month.

The phone rang for half a minute, but Lin Yujing never answered it until Lin Zhi hung up.

People are coming out of the examination room one after another. The last day of final exams is over and the winter vacation has officially begun. Occasionally, students who can’t wait to go home drag their huge suitcases past.

Lin Yu was surprised and didn't know what was happening, but suddenly thought that Shen Juan was still like that.

His gentle nerves that are completely inconsistent with other people's personalities and that pop up suddenly will catch people off guard no matter how many times, and they almost want to drown in it.

Lin Yujing put the phone into his pocket, then raised his head and looked at him very solemnly: "Shen Juan, thank you."

The tone was too solemn, and I just needed to bow to him ninety degrees.

Even called by full name.

Shen Juan raised his eyebrows.

Lin Yu raised his eyes in surprise and continued: "I don't really want to write my winter vacation homework. Can you do it for me?"

"..."

Shen Juan feels that this little girl still needs education.

"No way," Lin Yu smiled in surprise and walked forward, "This is not the same thing. After all, she is my mother. How can I not talk to her for the rest of my life? Will you always be my manager, boyfriend?" , I will be willing to tell you no matter what happens in the future."

She paused and continued: "But I still have to do it myself. Don't underestimate others. Teacher Xiaolin is also omnipotent."

Shen Juan said nothing.

Lin Yu didn't fully say what he said, but the meaning was clear.

I am willing to rely on you now, but I will not be attached to you.

Chen Juan lowered his head, and the arc of his lips widened little by little. In the end, he couldn't hold it back and gave a low laugh.

She keeps changing, but it seems like she has never changed.

-

When Lin Yu returned to the dormitory in shock, he called Lin Zhi. She was probably busy and didn't answer the phone.

After the exam, the roommates were packing their things and getting ready to go home. The two people from out of town had already booked their bus tickets and air tickets. As soon as Gu Xia finished the exam, he was like a flying bird, flapping his wings non-stop and picking up the luggage. He grabbed the box and flew away, giving her a gift before leaving.

Looking at the very high-end wrapping paper and soft cross ribbon, I opened it and found a black box inside, with a huge Arabic numeral 001, and a row of letters at the top - OKAMOTO.

There is also a rose-colored box, ergonomically designed, and decorated with carved romantic rose patterns.

"..."

Return two boxes.

Gu Xia stood at the door of the dormitory holding the box and blew her a kiss: "I don't know what model your No. 1 pick is, but I bought the black regular one. Happy winter vacation."

"..."

Lin Yujing has gotten used to it and is a little numb.

It doesn’t matter what model it is. It doesn’t matter what kind of rose or lily pattern it is. Their number one scholar has a very high moral quality, so she may have to wait until she is thirty before she can be sure that it will not cause any harm to her body. I would like to sleep with her.

Shen Juan still trained in the afternoon. As soon as the winter vacation came, he officially entered the state of spending every day in the training room except for going to the toilet and maybe not leaving the door. The two of them got tired of each other for a long time. Lin Yujing was not originally He was particularly clingy, so he dragged his luggage back to the apartment without any intention of accompanying him any longer.

At nearly six o'clock in the evening, Lin Zhi called again.

Lin Yujing was sitting on the sofa watching a variety show. She went out to buy a bunch of snacks in the afternoon and came back. She held a chicken foot through the packaging bag in her hand, and her mouth was full of collagen. When she picked it up, she didn't say anything for a long time. talk.

Lin Zhi's style remained unchanged, Wannian's straight-to-the-point and calm tone: "I'm busy in the afternoon, why didn't you answer the phone at noon?"

Lin Yu was shocked and swallowed the chicken feet in his mouth, and said without changing his expression: "The exam is not over yet."

It's quiet over there, with Lin Zhi occasionally making a little sound. The car horn is far away, so she must be driving: "When are you going home?"

Lin Yu was shocked and said nothing, hesitating a little.

She felt that it didn't matter whether she went back or not. After the Chinese New Year, she would only take a look at her two elders and they would be gone.

She was silent for a moment, and Lin Zhi said: "Don't want to go back?"

"Years ago," Lin Yu said casually, "Anyway, I will be alone when I go home now."

This time it was Lin Zhi's turn to be silent, and she finally hung up the phone without saying anything else.

There is still a variety show on TV. It is a marriage experience program. Several older celebrity couples have been married for more than ten years, under the banner of rediscovering the feeling of first love.

Lin Yujing really likes watching this kind of variety shows. She always feels that watching these can make her believe a little more that there is true love in the world.

She looked straight at the picture on the TV, a little distracted.

When she was little, what she wanted most was Lin Zhi's approval, so she couldn't help but refute Meng Weiguo occasionally, but she never contradicted Lin Zhi.

What she says is what she says, and what she asks her to do is what she does.

But after the period of adolescence when she longed for family the most, Lin Yu was surprised to find that she didn't seem to have much feeling in her heart.

There's nothing I can't get used to, and even because I feel like I've never gotten it, it seems much easier to accept it.

Lin Qingzong said that Lin Zhi's fate was not good. She had never met someone who could lead her to the right path in her life, and she suffered a lot of injuries.

Whether she is the only daughter or she is distressed, Lin Qingzong hopes that one day she can forgive Lin Zhi, forgive the things she has done wrong, and take the wrong path.

Lin Yujing did not speak at that time.

Whether Lin Zhi needs it or not, she can support her in the future and will be responsible. This is her obligation as a child.

But how can she forgive.

Lin Yujing has never been one to retaliate with kindness. Her creed in life is that whoever treats me well will be treated a hundred times better to him. Anyone who treats me badly will go to hell.

Lin Zhi took the wrong path and got injured. What does this have to do with her.

Before she met Shen Juan, no one told her the right way or the wrong way. No one took her with her. No one told her that you can go forward boldly and I will protect you. you.

Whose path is not one that has been groped by oneself, slowly and tentatively, step by step, and whose path has not been filled with difficulties, obstacles, and ravines.

Whose injury is not an injury.

Why should she become that victim? Why should she pay for Lin Zhi's failed marriage and the wrong path she took?

-

A few days before New Year's Eve, Lin Yu suddenly booked a flight back to the imperial capital.

Shen Juan asked for leave that day and sent her to the airport. Ever since he knew she was leaving, his expression had never been so happy.

Lin Yujing was coaxing him for the first two days, but later he didn't bother to talk to him anymore. Do whatever you want with him.

She didn't take too many things, and she didn't plan to stay there for too long. She came and went in that small suitcase, which she used for three years from high school to college.

It was afternoon when they got home. Lin Yu opened the door in surprise and looked up to see Lin Zhi on the phone in the living room.

Lin Yu was stunned.

She really didn't expect that Lin Zhi would be at home.

The mother and daughter had not seen each other for half a year. One of them was standing at the door, and the other was sitting on the sofa in the living room, with a notebook on his lap. They looked at each other for a few seconds, but no one said anything.

Lin Yu was surprised and sometimes found it funny that two people whose blood was obviously thicker than water could actually do this.

When the maid came to pick up the luggage, Lin Yu entered the room in surprise and changed his shoes: "Why are you back? The company is not busy."

Lin Zhi put her cell phone on the coffee table: "Leave the day after tomorrow."

The day after tomorrow, New Year’s Eve has just passed.

Lin Yu nodded in shock, said nothing more, and was about to go upstairs.

Lin Zhi turned around and said coldly: "That boyfriend of yours is quite courageous."

Lin Yu stopped in surprise and turned around: "What?"

"The boy came to talk to me," Lin Zhi glanced at her, "He didn't tell you?"

Talk nonsense.

Lin Yu was nervous and nervous, almost questioning: "What did you tell him?"

"What can I say? I don't agree with you being together, and you won't have any good results in the future. I've seen a lot of love in college, and how many of them can get together in the end. Shouldn't they break up before they graduate? Even if we get together in the end, how many people can be happy?" Lin Zhi lowered her eyes and looked at the screen, "As long as it doesn't affect your grades, I don't object to you falling in love. You can fall in love with someone you don't like. I What I am against is him, and what I am against is your falling into this relationship."

Lin Yu was surprised and found it a little funny: "Am I sick? What should I talk about with someone I don't like?"

Lin Zhi raised her eyes, her eyes cold and calm: "You are in love now. Do you think he can stay with you and love you forever?" She said softly, "No, it's impossible."

Lin Yu was shocked and understood, "You have been bitten by a snake once and have been afraid of well ropes for ten years."

"You are still young and you don't understand men at all," Lin Zhi said. "Men are all looking for novelty. If you have been together for a long time, he will find it boring."

The last bit of patience in Lin Yujing's mind was boiling. She closed her eyes and said unbearably: "I think what you understand is not a man, but a male. There are male and female animals."

After the words fell, the living room became quiet.

Lin Zhi didn't even react. She was stunned and looked at her in disbelief.

Lin Yu pursed her lips in shock, exhaled a long breath, and looked at her calmly: "You can't use your own failures to measure all the feelings in the world, because you yourself feel that the world is full of emotions when you meet someone who is not kind. Since I no longer have a husband, can I never get married in this life?"

"Because the truth is, you can have a marriage, but love is very fragile," Lin Zhi's tone was calm and indifferent, "Let me tell you this, if you think you two are true love now, what will happen ten or twenty years from now?" ? You still love him, but you are old and there are many beautiful girls around him. How can you guarantee that he will not change his heart?"

Lin Yu was shocked and speechless.

Lin Zhi rarely said patiently: "Xiaoyu, I am protecting you, because I have experienced it, so I don't want you to experience it again."

"You are not that protective. You just think you are protecting me," Lin Yujing interrupted her directly, "You comfort yourself and say this because you are afraid that I will be hurt. In fact, you are just trying to satisfy your own needs. Be in control."

"You think you are the truth and everything you say is right. I have listened to you since I was a child, so I should listen to you on this matter, but I didn't. I resisted, so you can't stand it. You have to Convince me that you are right."

Lin Zhi said nothing, her eyes were a little cold, and she unconsciously touched the mobile phone on the coffee table.

Lin Yujing suddenly felt a little sad.

She felt that her relationship with Lin Zhi should have faded away, but at this moment, she still felt a little sad, a sense of grievance that was so oppressive that it made her nose and eyes sore, rushing up without warning. .

Overwhelming.

Lin Yu lowered his eyes in shock and lowered his voice: "Mom, no one educates their children like this."

"Other people's mothers will tell their children, just go ahead and come back if you get hurt. Mom is here."

"I never expected you to say such things to me, but at least——"

"At least, can you not force me back every time and tell me that no one will love me, just when I am about to believe that I am worthy of being cherished?"

Lin Zhi paused: "I'm not——"

"You don't love me, you don't want me, and you have to tell me over and over again that no one in this world will always love me,"

Lin Yu stared at the ground in shock, tried his best to open his eyes wide, raised his hand to press the corners of his eyes, and said softly: "How could you do this? You can't do this to me."

Lin Zhi was stunned.

In City A, a thousand kilometers away, Shen Juan held a mobile phone in his hand and stood in front of the window, listening to the girl's voice on the phone, which came through faintly and clearly.

In the end, he felt aggrieved, choking with a little bit of imperceptible force: "I just want to believe once, that I am...not that unbearable, and that I am actually qualified to be loved..."