Dawn Infinity Chapter 37: : Strong

Ikari Shinji is humming a song while cooking, with a smile on his face, as if he is in a good mood. At this moment, he is waiting for dinner, Asuka is sitting at the dining table bored, watching Ikari Shinji busy cooking there, Then she said disdainfully: "Are you so happy? It's disgusting to laugh."

Ikari Shinji was already familiar with Asuka's words and character, so he ignored it immediately, and was still cooking there, but Asuka was ignored by Ikari Shinji, she suddenly felt angry, especially a few days ago , Ikari Shinji also handed a box of lunch to Ling Boli. Although she didn't know why, she was so angry that she jumped up immediately, grabbed Shinji Ikari's ear, and said loudly: "Talking to you! How dare you ignore me!?"

"Pain, pain, pain!" Shinji Ikari was cooking, and he yelled when his ears were caught, but he couldn't break free.

At this time, Miri came out of the bathroom, opened a bottle of beer, and smiled at the two of them: "The relationship is really good."

Suddenly, Ikari Shinji and Asuka blushed, and Asuka let go of her hand and said, "Who will have a good relationship with this idiot? It's just that he doesn't answer my words, and I'm punishing him!"

Misato actually heard Asuka's words before, she drank a sip of beer and said to Ikari Shinji: "You are really in a good mood recently, and your smile has increased. Is there anything happy?"

Ikari Shinji suddenly said a little shyly: "No, I just feel that everything seems to be going well recently, the synchronization rate is also good, the school is good, everyone is very good, and I am also very happy."

Misato also smiled, and then said: "Is it because Roger has been dragging you to the bar? After all, you are not yet an adult. Although I can't stop it, it's better not to get drunk."

"That, that..." Ikari Shinji suddenly didn't know what to say. He felt that he had done something wrong by drinking, but he couldn't stop Roger at all. Every time he was drunk by Roger, So he didn't know how to answer it at all.

At this time, Asuka said with a cold face: "The vegetables are burnt."

"Huh? Ah! My food!" Ikari Shinji immediately turned around and hurriedly put the food on the plate.

Misato was drinking wine in silence, watching Ikari Shinji busy there, and next to him was Asuka talking sarcasticly, and after a long time, she asked: "Shinji-kun, what do you think of Roger? "

Ikari Shinji had already prepared the meal at this moment, and was taking off his apron, when he heard the words, he said, "Uncle is a good man, but his temper is too..."

Ikari Shinji had a headache for a while, he didn't know how to describe Roger, so he only said half of what he said, and Misato seemed to know what he meant, and then asked: "You know, he is an apostle , What if one day we need to fight him?"

"Why?" Ikari Shinji immediately asked: "Uncle Roger is a good man, and I'm sure he will never want to destroy us humans, so we have to attack Uncle too?"

"No, I'm just asking if..." Misato didn't expect Shinji Ikari's reaction to be so intense, but she also understood that Shinji Ikari, who is passive by nature and has a low aura, hardly has any close friends. And Roger's character just hit his weakness. Although the age difference between the two is relatively large, the relationship between the two is indeed very good. Even Misato feels that Roger has a tendency to replace his father in Ikari Shinji's mind. up.

"What if? There is no such if?" Ikari Shinji asked in disbelief.

Misato had no choice but to sigh and said: "Then what if... your father personally gave the order? Because Roger is an apostle after all, although at present he..."

"No!" Ikari Shinji immediately showed a very serious expression, he looked at Misato and said: "No, Miss Misato, Uncle Roger would never do that, he is not that kind of person, I dare Guaranteed!"

Misato sighed again: "Okay, let's assume Roger didn't do anything, but because he is an apostle, it's good to be a precautionary measure, to protect human beings, or to prevent future troubles. , the commander ordered us to kill him, so will you do it?"

"No!"

Ikari Shinji replied decisively: "If Dad really gave such a **** order, then I will definitely not obey! I will definitely never fight with Uncle Roger!"

"In that case, to the commander, no, you don't need to pilot the first machine, understand? You are useless to the commander." Misato took another sip of beer, and still said such cruel words words.

"People don't live for the usefulness of others' words!"

I don't know why, but after hearing these words, Ikari Shinji's mind suddenly became hot, and he blurted out what Roger told him. After saying it, he suddenly realized what he said, but Still said: "If Dad really gave such an unreasonable order, even if I don't drive the first machine, I will never obey it! Uncle Roger is right, everyone has their own life and thoughts, I am not my father's vassal, I also have my own ideas and power! The so-called useless is just useless to what my father asks!? Then I will make something useful to others, and, and..."

Speaking of this, Ikari Shinji's face was already flushed red, as if he was making some important decision and determination. After a long time, he gritted his teeth and said, "If Dad really ordered such an unreasonable No matter whether Uncle Roger wants to hurt us or not, he ordered us to eliminate Uncle Roger, so what is the difference between him and a murderer? Such a father... I will not want, no, if he uses his Say, then he is useless to me and us!"

After saying these words, not only Misato, but even Asuka's eyes widened. They stared at him as if they didn't know Ikari Shinji. , Misato took a deep breath, put down the beer and said, "It's nothing, I just feel...you have become stronger, Shinji-kun, when I saw you, I was much, much stronger than before. ...you are already a man."

"Yes, is that so?" Shinji Ikari scratched his head shyly again, as if he didn't know how to answer.

At this time, Misato clapped her hands, laughed and said, "I'm just making a metaphor, just making an assumption, Shinji-kun, as long as Roger is sincere and won't come to be an enemy of us humans, then I don't think your father will insist on destroying him, to be honest, if there is such an apostle who is kind to us humans, maybe he will become our protector in the future."

"Yes, yes!" Shinji Ikari immediately said excitedly: "It's the same as those hero comics and animations in the past, such as the Superman in the United States. Maybe Uncle Roger can really become such a person, but his The character is too..."

"Ah, ah, ah." Misato rubbed Ikari Shinji's hair, she looked up at the ceiling and said, "If that's the case, it would be great, but it is estimated that after the future peace, the peace of our mankind , the peace of the apostles, or... In short, after the whole world is at peace, Roger will be the hero of the world, and we can live our lives. By the way, the oceans also need to be governed slowly. This is Our generation, your generation can't see it anymore, in the future, in the future, one day the sea will turn blue, just like what I saw when I was a child...the future..."

For a while, the three of them were speechless. After dinner, it was another night of peace and tranquility, and then they each went to sleep. Shinji Ikari was still wearing earphones, listening to songs to sleep, and when he fell asleep, He suddenly felt something move behind him, and he almost jumped up in fright, when a voice rang out: "Don't move, just lie down like this."

This voice was Asuka's voice, and Shinji Ikari's body froze immediately, he didn't dare to move at all, and his face turned red, and he just lay with his back facing him.

"Were you... happy before?"

"I, I didn't..."

"Tell the truth!"

Asuka's voice became heavier, and then she said softly: "Tell me the truth, okay?"

"I...yes, very happy." Ikari Shinji was silent for a moment before he said.

Asuka was also silent for a while, and then asked: "What you said before, even if you don't drive EVA, you still have your own way of life, right?"

"Well, yes." Ikari Shinji calmed down slowly, and he said: "After meeting uncle, I learned a lot from him, and he seems to have traveled in many places and told me a lot The most interesting thing is that he is very optimistic. Even if he is an apostle and I am a human being, I still feel his optimism and strength. It may be infected by him. Now I am not afraid of being alone, even if I am not driving. EVA, I also have my own way of living."

"That's great..." Asuka's voice gradually became deeper and deeper, she murmured, "But, if I don't drive EVA, I will, I will... have nowhere to go, I It's no use anymore."

Ikari Shinji was silent and did not say a word, but Asuka continued: "Because I don't want to be hurt, so I go to hurt first, because I don't want to be disappointed, so I don't have any hope, because there is nowhere to go. So I don't want to go anywhere...I really envy you..."

"No, that's not right!" Shinji Ikari suddenly remembered a certain sentence from Roger, and at that time, he was shocked.

The scene at the time was like this. After Roger showed his strength and broke the apostle, Ikari Shinji was pulled by Roger to drink. He asked Roger a question, that is, since Roger is an apostle, why should he Helping mankind like this, and, as an apostle, isn't he lonely among mankind?

"Lonely? Hahaha, I don't know what loneliness is, I only know..."

Roger patted Shinji Ikari on the shoulder hard, then looked up at the sky, and said in a seldom serious way: "People don't live for comfort, warmth, or a sense of security like you. Maybe most people want to be like this, but I am not like this, and I think life should not be like this.”

"Then... If you don't want this, what should you ask for?" Ikari Shinji asked incomprehensibly.

Roger took a deep look at Ikari Shinji and said: "You want to seek comfort, warmth, and a sense of security. Then, who do you want to ask for? If the person who asks for it gives you, then what you ask for Where does his comfort, his warmth, and his sense of security come from? Does it mean that everyone asks for these, and then asks each other, and the negative can be positive? No, there must be someone Give these, give others comfort, give others warmth, give others a sense of security."

"My dream is to give dreams to people who have dreams, and to fulfill them together, so I have countless dreams, I have dreams of climbing the highest mountain, and I have the desire to drink the strongest wine in the world Dream, I have a dream to travel the entire universe, I will give comfort to all those in need, warmth to all those in need, and a sense of security to all those in need!"

"Ikari Shinji, you are not as cowardly as you think, you have the potential to be relied on by others, if there is a moment, you feel that you are responsible, no, it should be said, there is a moment~ IndoMTL.com~ After you hear what others tell you, you will know what you should do, I firmly believe this!"

At that time, Ikari Shinji didn't understand, and he didn't believe it, but at this moment, for some reason, perhaps, as Misato said, during the days when he met Roger, he became strong, at least at this moment, he Suddenly understood the meaning of Roger's words, he, he doesn't want...

"No! You can have hope! You have a place to go! You can not hurt others! If you don't drive EVA, don't drive EVA... go to school with me! After graduation, you can find a job, You can also go on a trip, yes! Go on a trip! With Uncle Roger, we will be able to fight well against the remaining apostles, and there will be peace in the future. When the time comes, let’s go on a trip together!"

Ikari Shinji said in a hurry, and his anxious movement almost turned his head, and a fist hit him from behind, and he turned sideways again, and the fist from his back was getting closer and closer. Lighter and lighter, and finally just put it on his back and said: "Idiot Shinji, idiot Shinji... Will you be so strong in the future? Will you come to help me in the future? When I am desperate, when I have nowhere When I go, will you come and help me?"

"I...I will help you!"

"Hmm..."