Cthulhu Gonfalon Chapter 80: ·Communication (2)
“So… where do I start? Let’s start when I was a general… I am a very powerful general. I have fought many battles and almost never lost. Even though I have killed a lot. Many people, although many people are afraid of me, I know that they are also admiring me at the same time, and they think I am amazing-I think so too.”
“It’s quite remarkable.” Sui Xiong nodded and said seriously.
“But later I learned that all of this is actually illusory. All my hard work, all the hard work, the achievements, the injuries, the military and civilians support me, the affirmation of my colleagues, the king to me All of my trust is worthless! Faced with an overwhelmingly superior enemy army, I can’t resist it at all. If it’s not for running fast, I won’t even be able to keep it.” The Lord of Radiance sighed deeply, the evil on his face The qi was weakened a bit, “When I was running for my life alone and being chased by a large number of soldiers, what I felt was not fear or tension, but…emptiness.”
“Empty, complete emptiness. It turns out that everything is fake and nothing can be trusted. Only oneself can be trusted, only the sword in my hand!”
“Do you think your sword came out of thin air?” Sui Xiong sneered. “The miner collects iron ore, the master smelter casts it into iron ingots, and the blacksmith turns it into a weapon, perhaps as a wizard. It enchants-without them, where did you get the sword?”
The Lord of Radiance smiled again, without meaning to quarrel.
Even if they have to fight a battle sooner or later, they have to be born and die, even if they all understand this, but at least for the moment, they are still sitting here to communicate peacefully.
If this is the case, why quarrel? It’s good for each other to say what’s in each other’s mind.
Especially for Himself.
Speak up, and he can relax.
Next, the Lord of Radiance talked a lot.
His life, his ideals, his various pasts.
And all of this, in the final analysis, is nothing more than two words.
Empty.
“Everything in this world will go from birth to death, and after dying, it will be re-exposed in other ways along with the flow of the big cycle, and will experience a new cycle…again and never stop.” The expression of the Lord of Radiance is melancholy and vicissitudes of life, “In such a cycle, whether it is love or hate, victory or defeat, it is no match for the mighty power of time. Everything will eventually vanish under the washing of the great cycle, leaving nothing behind. The slightest trace, only this cycle never stops…In such a world, everything I have done and experienced in the past is not very empty?”
Sui Xiong is silent. As an artist, he can certainly understand this sense of emptiness.
So he said: “There is always emptiness, but we are all immortal gods over time. As the more, we don’t need emptiness.”
“The more? Even if you become a god, you will live forever, but you don’t really get above the big circle. From ancient times to the present, I don’t know how many gods have fallen. Have they truly attained eternity? Even those who lived from ancient times. The gods to this day, those who are even older than the Great Cycle. They are just lingering and panting!” The Lord of Radiance said disdainfully, “Or shrank in their own world tremblingly, or hid until no one can find it. Or become a slave to the big cycle and work hard to maintain the stability of the big cycle—isn’t this emptiness? I can’t see the value of such a life!”
Sui Xiong couldn’t help asking: “So in your opinion, leading everyone forward like me, correcting those wrong things and rules, and building a new and better new era, is there no value?”
“Your thoughts are very similar to mine. If you can’t find the value, let others affirm my value.” The Lord of Radiance said, “In the long years after the entrustment of the gods, I All are obsessed with this kind of life. I led human beings to keep advancing, achieving victory and success again and again, and finally became the most powerful race in the world. I found happiness in everyone’s joy and in everyone’s trust. Find value in worship and worship to fill my emptiness.”
Sui Xiong nodded: “You did a good job at that time, even if it was me, I still have to admire you.”
The Lord of Radiance showed a warm smile on his face, but then converged: “However, the emptiness cannot be filled. It is always there and haunts me.”
Sui Xiong sighed secretly when he looked at him with a slightly human face.
The Lord of Radiance is undoubtedly an outstanding hero, but he can defeat all kinds of enemies, but he can’t overcome the emptiness in his heart. This may be the so-called “external demons are enemies, and the heart demons are difficult to guard against” in the fairy knights I saw before.
But he then thought that the reason why the Lord of Radiance worked so hard and kept moving forward was precisely to fill the emptiness in his heart. Without the existence of this “heart demon”, then perhaps he would not have had that earth-shattering achievement, nor would he have reached the height it is today.
It is difficult to evaluate which is good or bad between success and failure.
After the Lord of Radiance sighed, he said: “I talked to the teacher about the distress in my heart. The teacher said that he could not understand my pain, but he felt that the reason why I was empty and painful was probably because I was not at a level enough to stand up. Not high enough, not far enough to see. The mighty power may be enough to make the whole world look at it, but above this, there is a higher realm.”
“So, we began to study the great divine power, to study how to reach that state.”
Sui Xiong nodded lightly. Most of the powerful divine powers are studying how to reach the great divine power. Although the reasons are different, “want to see the scenery from high places” may be the same.
It has nothing to do with good and evil. It is the instinct of all living creatures to want to be higher, faster and stronger.
“We have referenced many paths and made many attempts. In the end, the teacher believes that no matter how strong the powerful divine power is, it cannot break through and become a great divine power. There is an essential difference between the two. Therefore, if you want to make a breakthrough, the most reliable way is to adjust your own essence and make yourself progress in essence. To do this, you must first find your own essence—eliminate all external interference and find the best Fundamentally, the most basic thing. Find your true self.”
Sui Xiong narrowed his eyes. He remembered that Morani had shown himself the scene before the fall of the knight god.
At that time, the priesthood of the **** of knights continued to weaken, and in the end even the most basic priesthood was gone, but his power became stronger and stronger, beyond imagination.
“The teacher decided to test this path himself. He tried it, and then he failed.” The Lord of Radiance sighed and said, “Even if he is strong enough to match several powerful divine powers, his essence is still the same. It is not strong enough to support such an attempt. But from the brilliance of his last moments, I think that the path he found is the right one, but he does not have enough strength to follow this path and pass it through. “
Sui Xiong was taken aback, and then he understood what was going on, and couldn’t help but feel a little sigh.
Even if he became a great divine power before, he couldn’t understand the situation of the knight **** at that time. Only now, beyond attributes and laws, did he truly understand what was born at that time.
What the knight **** found is not actually a path from a powerful divine power to a great divine power, but the first step from a great divine power to a vietnamese.
“Teacher, he is really amazing~ IndoMTL.com~ is just a powerful divine power, he has already peeped through the direction to the’Vietah’.” As the same as the Vietah, the Lord of Glory also understands the **** of knights. The truth of the step, showing admiration, “Although he prefers his youngest student too much, it does not detract from his wisdom.”
“… Are you talking about my eldest brother? The **** of knights did not even tell him his true identity. This is also called preference? The old man passed the throne of the main **** of mankind to you and used his own Life is looking for a way forward for you, so are you not satisfied?” Sui Xiong frowned and couldn’t help refuting.
“You won’t understand. For a teacher, to really care about a person is not to interfere with him, not to restrain him, and to let him develop freely. Only help him when he needs it most… That’s how he treated Jolgadman. And I, just him who was seriously injured in the war with the ancestors, find a successor to take over my job!”
Sui Xiong shook his head. He really couldn’t understand the idea of the Lord of Radiance.
He can’t help but wonder a little now, Uther, Lord of Radiance… Isn’t he crazy?
(End of this chapter)