Brow of a Thousand Calamities Chapter 44: Flag 04

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The man made a pot of fish porridge, grilled two fish, and made a bowl of fish head soup. Yu Furen had already left after sending Yu Tuan'er and that man to Jihe Valley. At dusk, the four of them sat around the wooden table in the kitchen to eat.

"It would be great if fish could have no scales or thorns, and could be made of meat from top to bottom." Fang Pingzhai happily drank the fish porridge, "I like to eat fish, but I'm too lazy to find thorns, so Like I like to eat peaches but hate their hair." Yu Tuan'er looked at Liu Yan intently, "Then you can get a wife who can help you pick and peel the peaches." Fang Pingzhai raised his chin. Oh! Then are you willing to pick fish bones and peel peaches for me?" Yu Tuan'er glared at him, "No!" Fang Pingzhai pressed his heart, his face full of pain, "Then you are willing to pick fish bones and peel peaches for my master? "Is that so?" Yu Tuan'er snorted, "He doesn't like eating peaches." Fang Pingzhai pointed at Yu Tuan'er's nose, "Look, you see, it's obvious that he is being treated differently. The master is bullying his nephew."

The man couldn't help but smile. Fengfeng sat in her arms and looked at Liu Yan intently. He looked at it so intently, as if Liu Yan was a strange-shaped candy in his eyes, or a he-shaped candy. New doll that has never been played with. Liu Yan let him look at her silently, not feeling that Fengfeng's gaze was unbearable. Sometimes he also stared at Fengfeng. The eyes of the two men, one big and one small, met, each had his own thoughts, and he didn't know what he was thinking. What.

Sitting next to Liu Yan, Yu Tuan'er looked very happy, as if his whole body was brand new. The man fed Fengfeng fish porridge bite by bite. Fengfeng grabbed the armrests of the chair with both hands. Because Liu Yan was fully focused on Liu Yan, he ate whatever the man fed him. Fang Pingzhai looked at Fengfeng with interest. The little baby had grown up a little, and his dark eyes were so wide, as if he was really thinking about something.

Liu Yan was very silent as he ate fish porridge. He never looked at that person. Even Yu Tuan'er gradually realized that it was a deliberate avoidance. Her smile gradually dimmed, and Fang Pingzhai's eyes glanced back and forth at Na Na and Yu Tuan'er's faces, full of interest.

"That one." Liu Yan didn't look at that one. After finishing a bowl of fish porridge, he suddenly said, "One step to speak." That one was startled and put down the bowl and chopsticks. Liu Yan propped up his crutches and shook Walking out in a daze. She originally wanted to take Fengfeng with her, but after a moment of hesitation, she handed Fengfeng to Fang Pingzhai and followed Liu Yan out.

Liu Yan staggered to a forest outside the villa. She was silent all the way. She didn't know what Liu Yan was going to say to her, but it was obviously not about love.

The night in the mountain forest was extremely dark. Liu Yan walked to a big tree and leaned against it. The gesture of borrowing strength made her unconsciously want to reach out for help. But she didn't help him, she just stood quietly in front of him. She shouldn't give him any illusions. The best person for him was Yu Tuan'er, not that one.

"He..." Liu Yan's voice was slightly hoarse, "Did he do anything to you..." The man bit his lip, "Who?" Liu Yan said, "Tang Lizi "The line of his lips trembled slightly, "He is very good to me." Liu Yan seemed to sneer, but in the darkness, it sounded like a bitter smile, "Are you serious?" She nodded. I wonder if what Tang Lici said and did on the night when she was stimulated in Chengfeng Town was... bad for her? He was trying to hurt her, maybe he really wanted to kill her, but in the end...he didn't do anything.

He said he hoped she would die for him willingly.

That kind of thing... is vaguely not bad for her.

The night wind was very cold, and Liu Yan was silent for a long time. She didn't know if he was disappointed with the words "He is very good to me." She took a deep breath, and was about to say that she wanted to leave. , Liu Yan asked again, "How is he?"

She was stunned for a moment, how much Liu Yan hated Tang Lizi. She knew very well that Fang Pingzhai had told her that Liu Yan taught him the sound killing technique, half of which was to get him to kill Tang Lizi. But after not seeing each other for several months, he was able to talk to her calmly about Tang Li Ci, and even asked him if he was okay? What happened?

"He... is pretty good." She actually couldn't tell whether Tang Lici was good or bad. He always had a smile, was gentle and elegant, and seemed to be omnipotent. Even if he was hysterical sometimes, it was short-lived. Hysteria can’t be considered “bad”, right?

"What is he doing now?" Liu Yan asked in a low voice, with a hint of concern.

"He is recruiting people in Haoyun Mountain. When the antidote to the Orang Gui Jiuxin Pill becomes available, he will send troops to Bodhi Valley to wipe out the romantic shop." That person said, "He is very busy now. Sometimes there are several days. She never rested at night. "In fact, she didn't understand what Tang Lici was doing at all. Even if she tried her best to explain, she didn't know what to say for him.

"What did he eat? What did he drink? No rest?" Liu Yan suddenly became angry, "Does he think he is an immortal **** again? He is tormenting himself again, and he is playing a trick that can prevent thousands of others from trying. ”

The man bit his lip, "He..." She paused, and finally said an answer that was not blunt like a puppet, "He is very tired, he just holds on and doesn't say anything to anyone."

Liu Yan moved a little, and her face looked terrible when exposed to the moonlight. "If he doesn't tell you, wouldn't you ask?" he said angrily, "There are few people he cares about in his life, but you just don't Don't care about him."

The one was speechless, "I...I..." She sighed and said softly, "What happened? Didn't you once hate him very much?" Moreover, Liu Yan had resigned from Tang Li in the past. He was furious because of their ambiguous relationship, and now he blames her for not caring enough about him.

Liu Yan punched the tree trunk, and the thin snow on the branches fell to the ground. "He...he..." He choked on his throat for a long time before saying hoarsely, "He can't eat anything with flavor. Don't drink, don't fight with others, and have a good rest..."

The man was slightly shocked, and a strangely ominous premonition came over him, "Why?"

"Because he is about to die." Liu Yan whispered, and punched the tree again, "Because he... is about to die, and he himself... he doesn't know it."

The night wind rustled, and the winter night wind chilled people to the bone. The pair of eyes opened wide in an instant, as if they suddenly lost their energy.

"Has he given up drinking and martial arts?" Liu Yan asked in a low voice.

She shook her head, not knowing what she was thinking.

"Did he do anything dangerous alone again?"

She shook her head again, "I don't know. He...he just drinks all day long with all the heroes who come to Haoyun Mountain. They all think he is very good, and everyone respects him... Everyone believes in him..." Liu Yan said coldly, "He buried Fang Zhou's heart in his own belly, damaged his own internal organs, and delayed it for another three years. It can't be saved at present. It's okay to wake up, that's because he is in good physical condition, and no one... no one knows how long he can wait..."

When she heard such shocking news, she should have been very sad, but she couldn't cry at all. She often felt that her soul was nowhere to be found, and now she felt completely empty. "Don't you hate him very much? Don't you? Are you unhappy? Mr. Tang is about to die, and your wish should be fulfilled." She didn't know why she said this. Normally she wouldn't speak like this, it would hurt others.

Liu Yan shook his whole body and looked like he was about to fall. She didn't think of helping him this time, but just looked at him blankly, her eyes focused on where she didn't know.

"I used to think..." Liu Yan's words were very difficult to say, "He is heinous."

This is a funny answer. Liu Yan, the number one demon in the world of martial arts, resents Tang Lici, the leader of chivalry in the world, because he feels that Tang Lici is heinous.

But that man didn't smile. She didn't want to understand how many complicated grievances were hidden under this simple answer, but her eye circles suddenly turned red.

"But in fact, he is just too controlling. He wants to protect others, but doesn't know how to protect them...so he controls others." Liu Yan said hoarsely, "He wants to protect others, It's because he wants everyone to care about him, and he likes everyone to care about him, but he...he always does the opposite. He controls others and always makes everyone fear him, hate him, and hate him..."

"So he no longer dares to let people know what he is thinking. Once it is discovered that he is working so hard to be liked by others, and even if he works hard and cannot be liked by everyone, he will be ashamed and angry. And die." The man whispered, "So he simply made everyone afraid of him and hated him, so that he would not be disappointed and would not be hurt."

Liu Yan did not answer, and the man took a deep breath, "He is like a child." Liu Yan nodded, "He is afraid of being understood, because he has never been understood by others, and he is afraid. It was completely unacceptable. Once I asked him why he wanted people to hate him? He hid and didn’t even talk to me."

"I know that he wanted me to die for him willingly, but I said I couldn't do it. The reason why I said I couldn't is because I thought others were better than him. At that time, he looked like...just... It's like he's about to die," she said tremblingly, "I don't know that he can't bear this."

A white jade-like hand stretched out from the dark shadow of the tree and held her hand. Liu Yan left the tree, "It's rare for him to care about a few people. He said he likes you, although he likes you." I'm going to torture you, but I hope... I hope you can be more patient, and I hope you can understand that he is actually not too bad."

His palms looked very warm in the cold night. She saw his face. His face was scary, but his eyes were still beautiful and full of sadness. In such darkness, his eyes were Such tenderness. Her lips moved slightly, "You...don't you...like me very much?"

His whole body was shocked, "I..."

"Tang Lici is going to die. He is so naive, he can't stand stimulation, and he has so many shortcomings. Why don't you talk about how bad he is, and then say you want me to be nice to you?" She She was trembling and couldn't hold it back, "You beat me, scolded me, raped me and looked down on me, but the time we spent together was much longer than the time Tang Lici and I were together. We were once so close. Like a couple, why didn't you say you wanted me to love you? Why didn't you say you wanted to be with me? Do you know that we...we had children, but he...he died in that water prison...I didn't. I never said it, but I can't forget it. Do you know how painful it was when you beat me, scolded me, raped me and looked down on me? Do you know how I felt when I lost my child in the water prison and felt like I was worse than dead? ? I don’t hate you. I know you treat me like this because you want to be nice to me but don’t dare to be nice to me. I know you are also in pain. There are many things in this world that you can’t control. I am not the only one who is unfortunate. ! But you - you are asking me to love Tang Lici now - if you don't want me at all, why do you torture me?" Her tears flowed down her cheeks, they were so cold, "I don't want to fall in love with Tang. Li Ci, I don't want to! I actually don't want to know him at all. I just want to stay as far away from him as possible. I don't want to hear his voice or see his person. It doesn't matter if he is dead, no matter how rich he is. No matter how brilliant he is, what does it have to do with me? Everyone tells me to treat him well, and even I often say to myself, because he is such an important person, because he is related to the safety of the entire world, because he is He is so persistent and kind to me. He has saved me and Fengfeng. He has given me everything I can think of in this world, so I can't be sorry to him. I have to be good to him, and I have to try my best to make him happy and satisfied! But - who has thought about it for me - what are the consequences of falling in love with him? I... I have never dared to love him. How much energy and time have I spent thinking about how to not love him? What do you know about falling in love with him?" Her tears turned from cold to hot, "It's easy to fall in love with him, but if you can't fall in love with him, he is a hell! He is a **** that makes people willing to die for him!"

Willow Eyes stood frozen on the ground like a wooden sculpture, as if unable to move.

The man staggered forward two steps, "Help me, I don't want to fall in love with Tang Lici, I really don't! If you say you want me now, I will follow you, I will not betray you, I will I’ll take care of you for the rest of my life, okay?”

Before she finished speaking, her body was hugged tightly by burning arms. Liu Yan hugged her into his arms, and his burning breath touched her face. He vaguely wanted to kiss her, but he thought of himself In her current appearance, she did not kiss her anymore, but just held her tightly.

She let him hold her in despair. She didn't want face or dignity now, and she didn't even consider Yu Tuan'er. She just wanted a master who could take in her rebellious soul.

His whole body was very hot. After a long time, Liu Yan said hoarsely, "What happened before... I was sorry for you." She shook her head. She didn't want to apologize. She just wanted to exchange the pain for a destination. A place without Tang Li Ci. Liu Yan paused for a moment and continued to speak, "Now... as long as it's not Tang Lici, you can... be fine with whoever wants you?"

She suddenly became cold from head to toe, and even her breathing seemed to disappear suddenly.

He was still talking, and she wished so much that time would stop or turn back at this moment so that he could no longer talk.

Liu Yan said hoarsely, "It's not that I don't want you, I swear... I love you more than he does... I don't even know if he really loves you, but... I know better than you, what's in your heart ...You've actually had it in your heart for a long time..." He didn't go on and said another sentence, "If I say I want you now, your heart can come back, and I won't let you go even if he is dying. But it's not like that. "It's not like that at all - no matter who wants you, no matter who you follow, will you love others? You notice that you care about him and think about him all day long, but you don't admit it." Take a deep breath, "You love him and he is dying, so I hope you can be nicer to him and yourself, and deceiving yourself...deceiving yourself will not make you happy."

With a "pop", she pushed Liu Yan to the ground, her face as pale as death, "You are wrong! You are wrong, you are wrong, you are wrong! The person I love is Fu Zhumei, not Tang Lici!" ”

Liu Yan fell to the ground, bleeding from his elbow, "Do you know what you look like now?"

She stood shivering in the cold night wind, her face full of fear and confusion. After hearing the words, she couldn't help but reach out and touch her face. Liu Yan looked at her coldly. She looked at Liu Yan with extreme despair and madness. Even on the night she was raped, she had no such look in her eyes.