Before His Eyes: 83 then don’t want it

Everyone was dumbfounded and didn't know the meaning of my question, but Lu Junyan knew it, so he raised his eyebrows, and his cool voice came to me from all directions through the microphone, coldly, instantly Beat me to rock bottom.

"Then don't."

As soon as the activity in the lobby was over, I walked out immediately, and Jiang Zhou called me from behind, but I didn't stop, and ran forward on my own, not knowing why I was running.

When I ran to a piece of grass, I couldn't run anymore. I fell to the ground out of breath, and then lay down, sweating, looking up at the sky. Today's weather is still warm, but I don't know why. It actually felt cold to the bone, and the chill born from the bone was very clear.

"Then don't."

This sentence echoed repeatedly in my mind, combined with his pair of indifferent eyes, it is really appropriate.

I have to admit that I seem to like Lu Junyan. This is a terrible thing, and I have been afraid to face and face up to this problem.

The Lu family is my Shen Qing's robbery. If there is a chance, I would rather not have any contact with their Lu family in this life. If I have the ability, I will stay far away and never meet people with the surname Lu. But life is miserable, that's where it is. I have no chance, no ability.

So I was destined to tick off the one with the surname Lu.

It's because I have a good impression of Lu Junyan now, but I know in my heart that it's impossible.

Interest relationship, how are you qualified to talk about feelings, besides, Lu Junyan and I are not just a relationship of interests now, it is me, begging Lu Junyan to keep me, the original balance has been crooked , and there is no fairness.

The most important thing for me now is to tell Lu Jun not to divorce, other than that, talking about anything else is superfluous.

After lying down for a while, I was about to stand up, and at this moment, the voices of two people suddenly came from behind, somewhat inexplicably familiar, but it made me confirm that the two people knew me because I heard my name.

"I don't know if Shen Qing will come or not, but I heard that she is doing very badly now."

"Really, don't talk nonsense. No one has broken Xuwai's achievements at that time. Everyone regards her as a god. My cousin, you know, is also Xuwai's. He said As long as their class comes to the exam, they will worship Shen Qing, it's like a cult, it's very scary."

"What's the use of studying well? You don't look at her like that. She used to be a nerd in school and didn't dress up. But you know her girlfriend, what is her name? Look at her, she is useless except for her grades, and I don't know if she feels ashamed when she walks with a beautiful woman all day long, but look at her, people don't care about these things, it's really weird."

"Don't tell me, I remember a friendship, and then I asked her best friend, her best friend's name is Bai Yao, and then we joked that you walk with Shen Qing every day, do you feel very proud, you Guess what Bai Yao said? She said one thing, you see, this is the so-called girlfriend, true or false!"

"Hahahaha, right? I knew they must have a bad relationship."

"No, we were a little surprised when we came here. By the way, what did you mean when you said she was miserable?"

"I heard that I'm divorced and my husband cheated on me. Now I don't know if I have the face to come to school!"

"If she comes, I will definitely ask her!"

…

The voice gradually faded away, I poked my head out quietly, looked at the distant figure, remembered what they said just now, my heart seemed to be disturbed, and I felt a little pain. It turned out that I was the only one who was stupid. I saw that there was a flaw in my relationship with Bai Yao, but I didn't know anything about it, so in the end she tricked me, and I deserve it.

I don't know where they found out about my marital status, but I know that if I meet these old classmates, I will definitely be bruised and ridiculed.

This is what worried me the most in the beginning.

Although I am not smart in Lu Junyan's eyes, I also know how to bend and stretch. Although running away at this time may seem useless, it is better than being swept away. His cell phone rang suddenly, it was Jiang Zhou calling.

"Sister, where are you?"

I told the truth: "I plan to go back."

Jiang Zhou was surprised: "Why are you going back, it's so early now?"

I remembered that he just pulled me out without any reason, and I was a little angry: "Jiang Zhou, I meant to accompany you to school, but I didn't let you make up your own mind. Now I will accompany you to school, and I will count Mission accomplished, so it's time for me to go."

He was silent for a moment, and his tone suddenly became vague: "Sister, I'm drunk, can you pick me up..."

I frowned, and he went on to say, "I'm alone now, and there are so many people today, I'm afraid something might happen, can you come pick me up?"

His tone was almost begging, and I had no choice but to compromise: "Where are you now?"

When I came to the classroom Jiang Zhou mentioned, as soon as I opened the door, I saw a bunch of people in the classroom, all of whom were students.

When Jiang Zhou saw me coming, he immediately walked up to me. He didn't look like he was drunk at all, but rather sober.

Before I spoke, he pulled me over and said to those people: "Look, I'm not lying!"

Everyone exclaimed, and a boy smiled and said, "Jiang Zhou has you!"

Jiang Zhou raised his brows and smiled: "I'd like to admit defeat, and I'll treat you tonight!"

The boy patted his chest: "Okay, you are awesome!"

I stood where I was, bewildered, not quite sure what was going on.

I dragged Jiang Zhou out of the door, and those people screamed again, and some even blew their whistles.

"What do you mean?" I let go of Jiang Zhou after I dragged him out of the door.

The smile on Jiang Zhou's face couldn't be concealed, and he held me back: "It's nothing, senior sister, my classmate is treating me tonight, do you want to go play with us?"

My intuition told me that things were not that simple, so I shook off his hand, showing displeasure on my face: "Jiang Zhou, are you hiding something from me!"

His face froze, and he quibbled: "No, no!"

I glanced at him: "Okay, if you don't tell me, then I'll ask your classmate!"

As I said that, I was about to walk in, but Jiang Zhou hurriedly stopped me: "Sister!"

I paused, turned around, and broke free from his hand: "Do you want to talk?"

Seeing my tough attitude, Jiang Zhou sighed and had to answer honestly: "Then I told you, senior, can you stop being angry?"

I made a straight face: "It depends on the situation, you talk first."

Jiang Zhou licked his mouth nervously, and confessed: "Sister, actually...I lied to you."

Jiang Zhou said that he has always admired me since he entered Xuwai, and regarded me as his idol and goddess, but at that time he was just a nerd, four-eyed boy, holding a textbook every day, and I was the goal, and wanted to beat me, but every time he said he wanted to beat me, but every time he took my photo as food for thought, just like this day after day, everyone in the class spread the word , Said that he is a toad who wants to eat swan meat, what kind of person is his senior, how can he climb high!

Jiang Zhou said that he never thought about Gao Pan at all, but he really regarded me as the object of his admiration and the driving force for his progress. So in the past four years, he has studied hard and worked hard every day , but although his grades have improved, perhaps due to some problems with his talent, he still hasn't surpassed me.

The students laughed at him and said he was useless. At that time, Jiang Zhou was in a low ebb period until he finally graduated. Although his grades were not as good as mine, he was already a leader in that class, so he came to In the end, he entered Qiyan and gave his classmates who laughed at him a solid slap in the face.

It's just that he didn't expect to meet me in Qiyan.