Before His Eyes: 79 trust this man

I agreed to go to the school celebration not only because of Jiang Zhou's sincerity, but also because I really can't take my time. If I continue to stay in the hospital, I might go crazy.

I also think that Jiang Zhou’s mood is the same as when I liked Andy Lau when I was young. At that time, there was no mobile phone at home, and there was only a black and white TV. It was old and heavy. Andy Lau was one of the few people I liked. Star, in order to watch his concert in the future, although I can't go to the venue, I will turn on the TV at home every time. Even if the signal is not good, sometimes it will freeze or even blur, but I still watch it with gusto.

Once another classmate bought Andy Lau’s picture post, I was very envious at that time, and then quietly tore it from his book, flustered, ran back all the way with arms folded, and then when I went to my room, I was very careful Take out the painting, stick it on the wall, and look at it every night, but no one knows, that is my motivation, the motivation to fall in love with Xuwai.

I have had this experience before, so I understand Jiang Zhou's mood, but what I don't understand is that he actually regards people like me as his idol, and I don't know if he is blind or not good enough .

I think no matter how good I am, it is impossible for me to be a spiritual mentor to others one day, because I do not have this ability.

I regretted it within ten minutes of promising Jiang Zhou.

How should I tell Lu Junyan? Will he let me go?

The answer is obvious, impossible.

The action he is taking with me now is to put me in rehabilitation, and then divorce me without incident.

So, how could he agree?

I thought about not telling Jiang Zhou again, but when I thought of his eyes at that time, I couldn't bear to tell him, but on the other hand, it was Lu Junyan, I seemed to be driven to a dead end , and the only solution is to save yourself.

I answered Gu Yu's phone calls several times, but I didn't answer them. I can't count on her, so I can only find a way by myself.

I feel that the situation is inexplicably similar. I remembered that Lu Junyan was locked in the hospital last time, and the way to escape...

Tie up the bed sheet and move it down. This method is often uncomfortable. Although the abdomen still hurts, it is almost scabbed, so as long as it is not worn, it does not hurt much.

I tested Jiang Zhou at the beginning, and I asked him if he would be ashamed if I went there in a wheelchair. Originally, I just wanted to try Jiang Zhou and let him retreat when he was in trouble, but I didn’t think he really had this heart. In fact, I don’t need a wheelchair for a long time. Usually, it’s just because someone pushes it comfortably, so I’m lazy and don’t want to go.

But I didn't expect this one day to use him to judge Jiang Zhou, but the results showed that a person who really has such a meaning is really not afraid of anything.

So since Jiang Zhou's wish is this, then I will help him. After all, he has helped me a lot before, and it can be regarded as paying off.

I haven't come out for a long time, and I feel a little itchy all over my body. Once I got out of the hospital, I completely let myself go. The son settled down.

I called Jiang Zhou and asked where he is now?

Jiang Zhou told me that he is at home now, and the school celebration will be tomorrow, so let me have a good rest.

What a caring man, I said hello, and then hung up the phone.

Actually, if Jiang Zhou was older than me, I might consider him, but I am three years older than Jiang Zhou. Others tell old cows to eat tender grass, so I don’t want to be a sibling. I think that boys who are younger than me, I have to coax him and take care of him, just like his own mother. If this is the case, why don’t I simply Have a baby straight away?

Although this idea is impossible, it is inevitable that I will think about it in my mind, and when I think of these problems, I will be extremely resistant, so even if I know that Jiang Zhou has some good feelings for me, although I can't tell whether it is right Idolatry, or a hormonal outburst between a man and a woman, but I know, with absolute certainty, that I'm not looking for a little boy for love.

Fortunately, Jiang Zhou didn't say anything now, so I don't have to be embarrassed or avoid it at all, which will make me feel guilty instead.

Tomorrow is the school anniversary, so I came here early, and the consequence of coming early is that I don't know where to live at night.

I don't have any money, and the food and clothing in the hospital were all given by Lu Junyan long ago, so it's useless for me to take money. I have nothing but a mobile phone all over my body, so I don't take it, no.

If Bai Yao hadn't done that to me, or if I was still kept in the dark, I would definitely call Bai Yao at this moment and ask her to come pick me up, but things are different, and I To be brutally murdered by my best friend, I thought, this would be my black spot, remind me cautiously anytime, anywhere, see everyone clearly, don't let myself get hurt again.

I know only a handful of people in Beicheng, and it is impossible for me to tell Jiang Zhou about this.

The sky was getting dark, I was walking alone on the road, and saw a beggar on the side of the road, I had a flash of inspiration, and suddenly thought of someone.

Lou San came to me in less than five minutes after I hung up the phone. He was still the same, dressed dirty, but I knew in my heart that this man was cleaner than others.

I already regarded him as Shen Qing's friend, so when I thought of him, I immediately called him.

"Sister Wang Qing!" He called my name from a long distance away, and when I looked up, I saw him walking towards me.

"Third brother." I called him.

Ling Ran, who was full of justice, sat next to me and asked me in a big brother's tone: "What's wrong?"

I laughed and rubbed the washboard: "Are you rich?"

He froze for a moment, then he dug around in his bag with both hands, and what he finally took out were some small and odd coins, which wouldn't be enough for a hundred dollars.

He didn't seem to be counting. Seeing this situation, he scratched the back of his head in embarrassment: "Business is not good today, and it usually costs one or two hundred."

I folded the money in disappointment and put it in his hand.

Seeing me like this, Lou San asked me worriedly: "What happened, what do you want money for?"

I just smiled bitterly: "I want to find a hotel to stay overnight, I have something to go to school today."

"Is your family in Beicheng?"

I thought about it and shook my head: "No."

He stood up and patted the ashes on his trousers: "Well, this little money today is not enough for you to stay in any hotel. If you believe in third brother, then go with third brother. Third brother will take you to my house."

I was stunned for a moment, and blurted out: "Beggars also have homes?"

By the time I realized how inappropriate this sentence was, Lou San had already heard it. He stopped and turned around to look at it.