Before His Eyes: 61 I drugged him

The night before, Lu Junyan and I were lying on the bed together. He hadn't touched me for a long time, and he didn't touch me today. I don't know why, maybe he was tired or bored.

In the dark, I looked up at the ceiling, thinking about tomorrow's events, I couldn't fall asleep at all. I didn't know what I was doing right, but I clearly realized that I owed Bai Yao too much. The only friend in this life, and because of me, she lost the most important thing for a woman. Rape is unimaginable harm to a woman, both physically and mentally.

Sometimes when I close my eyes, I can imagine that scene, that night Bai Yao was crying and shouting hysterically, that man just tore her clothes, brutally and cruelly possessed her ,again and again.

She survived and told me about it, which shows how strong she is, and the belief that supports her survival is revenge, so how can I not help her?

I pushed her into the cliff with my own hands. If I hadn't told her that we were having a banquet, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened. I made this mistake. I ruined Bai Yao's life. All I can do is to compensate her and satisfy her with everything she wants, other than that, I can't do anything!

Now I'm suddenly glad that I didn't fall in love with Lu Junyan, so I don't feel any heartache except for doing this thing except guilt.

Looking at his broad back, I asked cautiously, "Are you asleep?"

The sound of steady and regular breathing, I sighed lightly, just about to turn around and go to sleep, when Lu Junyan's cold voice came.

"What's wrong?"

I was stunned, "Are you still asleep?"

He adjusted a comfortable posture, closed his eyes, and pillowed his head: "What do you want to say?"

I thought about it for a long time, and asked him half-jokingly: "Do you think you will be the same as Lu Mingfeng?"

After a moment of silence, he said, "What are you talking about?"

"Cheating." I looked at him quietly, his outline became clearer and clearer under the bright moonlight, this man is undoubtedly brilliant and charming, ten thousand times better than Lu Mingfeng, thinking about it this way, I It's a little bit reluctant.

He finally opened his eyes, his eyelashes trembled in the air, he turned his head to look at me, his dark eyes were impassive: "Why do you ask this?"

With a guilty conscience, I looked away, and smiled awkwardly: "I suddenly thought of it, if you don't want to answer, forget it."

The gaze on my face paused for a few seconds, he didn't notice my flaws, he looked away lightly, "This kind of thing won't happen to me."

I looked at him in surprise: "Why?"

He closed his eyes and carried it back: "There is no reason, just fell asleep."

I stared blankly at him, not understanding why he was so sure, but it was so, at this time tomorrow, he would still be sleeping with other women, so it's useless to say so much now.

This night, I almost suffered from insomnia, and woke up the next day in a very bad state. Lu Junyan just glanced at me indifferently and didn't say anything.

After finally waiting until night, I sent a text message to Bai Yao in advance, informing me of the approximate time and the hotel room number, and then came to the restaurant with Lu Junyan.

There were a lot of people on Saturday night. Fortunately, I reserved a seat in advance. After sitting down with Lu Junyan, he scanned the surrounding area, and then said lightly: "The consumption here is very high."

I nodded: "I know!"

His eyes narrowed slightly, I looked at him and said with a smile: "Did you forget to pay the salary the day before yesterday?"

He raised his eyebrows and nodded knowingly.

I curled my lips: "Otherwise, how do you think I have money to come here."

He rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, gracefully and slowly.

After the steak was served, Lu Junyan didn't do anything, just looked at me, his eyes made me numb.

"You don't get paid for nothing, what do you want to do?"

What a smart man, I sweated nervously for myself.

"I just want to treat you to a meal, can't I?"

He nodded: "Okay, but you said, is there a surprise?"

With a crisp sound, I deliberately swept the fork to the ground and landed at his feet.

I was taken aback, Lu Junyan just glanced at it lightly, then squatted down, I took this opportunity to put the medicine hidden in my hand into the thick soup in his bowl, and then quickly withdrew my hand.

He looked up, put the dirty fork on the table, called the waiter, and brought me another one.

I said thank you.

Lu Junyan just looked at me and asked repeatedly: "What surprise?"

I didn't expect him to be so obsessed with this matter. I was stunned, pretending to be calm and said to him: "Let's eat the food first, or it will be cold in a while, and I will tell you after eating."

He glanced at me suspiciously, seeing that I didn't look like I was lying, he frowned, and then moved the fork slowly.

Almost half an hour later, after we finished eating, I glanced at his untouched thick soup and reminded me in a low voice, "Aren't you going to eat that?"

He frowned, and took a symbolic sip after hearing my words, and now I frowned.

"It's very expensive here, don't waste it!" I used your question to make him drink up the soup in the end.

I raised my lips in satisfaction, but my heart suddenly became heavy.

Then I called the waiter and opened a bottle of red wine for us. After clinking glasses, I took a sip. Lu Junyan also put down the glass and asked me, "What's the surprise?"

I was taken aback for a moment, and said sloppily, "Isn't that still counted?"

He frowned, thinking I was joking.

"I treated you to dinner with my first salary in Qiyan, isn't that a surprise? And it's such a high-end restaurant with such expensive red wine!" I said exaggeratedly, but I knew that these In Lu Junyan's eyes, it was just a drop in the bucket.

He swung the goblet, and the deep red wine was also swaying lightly, his movements were so elegant, and the nobleness was displayed from the inside out.

Apart from his unpredictable and moody personality, this man is really handsome, unruly and unruly.

I don't know what kind of woman would be able to take him back, could it be Bai Yao?

No matter what happens, it won't be me, Shen Qing.

I was a little cautious, and what I gave Lu Junyan was sleeping pills, not aphrodisiacs.

Nothing will happen when a person sleeps lifelessly. Although I promised to help Bai Yao, I was not willing. If she didn't force me to die, I might... But if I don't agree, then I am really not human...

It’s a dilemma, so although I still choose to help her, she didn’t tell me what form to use, and she didn’t say anything about prescribing medicine, so I drilled a small hole, which can be regarded as reducing my mistakes. On the other hand, Jun Yan’s feeling of guilt is also for my own selfishness.

I don't want the two of them in bed.

Very undesirable.

But I have to do it again.