Before His Eyes: 56 I was raped
Afterwards, I pillowed his arm, and while he was in a good mood, I asked him: "Why are you angry?"
His body was obviously startled, and then he wanted to get up. I immediately grabbed him and turned back to press him down. Now I am on top and he is on the bottom.
I buried my head on his neck, my hands were swimming on his chest like a small snake, and I said softly, "Lu Junyan, don't you see that I'm flattering you?"
He hugged me, then turned over abruptly, declaring sovereignty.
"So?"
I looked at him and climbed up to his neck: "Let's make up, don't fight anymore."
Lu Junyan touched my face gently, then he sat up suddenly, picked up the bathrobe on the side and quickly put it on, turned his back to me and said lightly, "I'm not angry."
Of course I didn't believe it, so I sat up immediately and covered me with a blanket: "You have."
He lit a cigarette, smoked it silently, then turned to look at me, and patted my face: "How could I be angry, my wife helped me and didn't let me save face, I'm too happy to be happy. "
I looked at him suspiciously: "Impossible, then why didn't you talk to me this month."
"You didn't tell me either."
I was at a loss for words: "I..."
He exhaled a puff of smoke, then took the cigarette in his hand, handed it to me, and changed the subject: "Do you want to try it?"
I stared at him in a daze, and my mind was already distracted by him: "How does it taste, is it choking?"
"It's okay."
I stretched out my hand to take it, but he said, "I'll take it, try it."
I slowly approached it, then gently sucked it in, imitating Lu Junyan's movement and took a puff. I suddenly felt the smell of smoke filling my mouth, and then coughed violently.
Lu Junyan held a cigarette in his mouth and stroked my back: "Why are you taking such a big puff."
I choked to tears: "Aren't you like this too!"
He laughed angrily: "Stupid!"
I was still coughing, and Lu Junyan continued to pat me on the back. The night outside the window was quiet and peaceful, as if the cold war that had been raging for more than a month had just been reconciled.
I suddenly felt that sometimes the two of us are really like a couple, except that we have no love, we have done everything we should do.
It seems okay if it goes on like this. At that time, I didn't realize that I actually had the urge to grow old with Lu Junyan.
I didn't expect that shortly after this, another unexpected accident would push this fragile marriage to the cliff, making it precarious.
I received Bai Yao's call at noon one day. I just finished lunch and was going back to the department. I happened to meet Jiang Zhou on the way.
Since we knew each other, we left together. After entering the elevator, Jiang Zhou asked me about Xuhua's 100th anniversary celebration, whether I had received the invitation, and whether I wanted to go.
The address I wrote before was the neighborhood where I lived with Lu Mingfeng back then, so even if I sent an invitation, I still couldn’t receive it, and things like school celebrations inevitably bump into old classmates. Now I’m confused like this, I I don't want to lose face.
So he smiled and shook his head: "No, I won't go."
Jiang Zhou looked at me in surprise: "Why? Senior sister is a big shot in the school, why don't you go?"
I looked at him with a smile: "I have no reason to go."
Jiang Zhou said: "Don't you want to go back and see your old classmates and teachers? They must miss you very much."
I shook my head; "I don't want to."
Jiang Zhou was surprised again.
I explained: "Now those who go back to school are all wealthy, so there is no friendship between classmates. No matter how many grades you had in school before, no one will treat you as a returnee if you leave the society and have no status. matter, so this kind of disguised human relationship will happen, it doesn't matter if you don't go."
Jiang Zhou wanted to say something, but the floor I was on had already arrived. I smiled and nodded to him, then walked out.
At this moment, the phone rang suddenly, it was Bai Yao, I looked at Jiang Zhou in the elevator, waved my hand, and then picked up: "Bai Yao?"
Bai Yao tremblingly said a word on the phone, but my originally stable heart suddenly sank heavily because of this sentence, and I opened my eyes wide in disbelief.
The elevator door was blocked by a hand suddenly at this time, Jiang Zhou walked out from inside and said to me: "Senior sister, it's not like this, if I didn't meet you in Qiyan, then I would definitely Participate in this school celebration, because I want to try to meet you at school."
I looked ahead in shock and didn't listen to him at all. Just as I was about to run away, Jiang Zhou pulled me back: "Sister, where are you going!"
I looked at him anxiously: "Is there a car!"
When I got out of the car, I hurried forward, and Jiang Zhou shouted from behind: "Sister!"
According to the hotel room number that Bai Yao said, I turned around for a long time, and finally found number 314.
Jiang Zhou followed me all the time, seeing that I was in a hurry, he didn't say much, just followed me quietly.
I stood at the door and took a deep breath, then reached out and knocked. A few seconds later, the door was opened, and Bai Yao stood in front of me.
She now has a pale face and looks a little dazed. When she saw me coming, she sat on the floor limply, her shoulders trembling slightly, and then she cried out: "Shen Qing, what should I do... What should I do..."
Bai Yao called me just now, she said: "Shen Qing, I was raped, I want to die."
I asked Jiang Zhou to go out first, and then let him stand guard outside the door. He nodded, glanced at Bai Yao, and then closed the door.
I helped Bai Yao up and sat on the bed, squatting beside her, and patiently asked her what happened.
Bai Yao just shook her head, her lips turned white, she looks like she is in a bad state of mind now, I can't believe it's real, why did this happen to her!
He shrugged his shoulders, looked at the ground, and kept saying no, no.
Looking at her like that, it's true...
Suddenly felt uncomfortable, I stood up, held her in my arms, and patted her on the back: "Bai Yao, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay..."
After talking for a long time, I saw that her crying was much quieter, so I bent down, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and tried my best to make my voice soft and soft, "Come on, tell me, Bai Yao, what happened Now, don't panic, tell me what happened first..."
She looked at me with teary eyes, and just when I thought she was about to say something, she was suddenly waved, holding a sharp knife at some point in her hand, caught off guard, and the tip of the knife cut her When I broke my wrist, the blood came out all of a sudden, flowing down the arm, and then dripping on the floor.
I yelled at once, and Jiang Zhou pushed open the door immediately when he heard the movement. Seeing that my hands were covered in blood, he was shocked.
There is a first aid kit in the hotel room. After Jiang Zhou carefully wrapped it up, he turned to me and asked, "Sister, what's going on?"
At this moment, Bai Yao was so frightened that she shrank at the foot of the bed, hugging her legs, looking around in fear, the blood-stained knife was still lying on the bed. If something like that happened, it should be her self-defense.
I smiled and waved to Jiang Zhou: "Okay, thank you, you go out first!"
Jiang Zhou hesitated: "Sister, this..."
I looked at Jiang Zhou: "Go out first."
Jiang Zhou had no choice but to put away the knife before turning around and leaving the room.