Before His Eyes: 29 Mom, I love you

I didn't sleep that night, and Bai Yao stayed with me until early in the morning. Later, I thought she was too tired, so I asked her to rest. Bai Yao was a little hesitant, but I smiled firmly at her: "It's okay, My mood has calmed down, you go to sleep, I will sit here and watch TV."

Maybe she really couldn't bear it, she yawned all day long, glanced at me, and finally got up: "Then you remember to sleep, there is a blanket here on the sofa, sleep for a while when you are tired, see you tomorrow."

I forced the corners of my mouth and said hoarsely, "See you tomorrow."

After seeing Bai Yao close the door, I leaned back heavily, staring at the ceiling for a long time, my eyes were sore from staring, but I couldn't shed a single tear.

I began to think that the last time I said that I wanted to go home for my mother's birthday, Lu Junyan tried every means to stop me. Although he gave me a valid reason, now I finally know, perhaps, he stopped me from going home. Don't want me to know my mom is dead.

But why? Concealing the news of my mother's death, what on earth is he trying to do, and the Lu family didn't tell me about it, because they wanted to keep it hidden all the time, lest I go to their Lu's house and cause trouble!

It suddenly occurred to me that the last time Lu Junyan took me home to announce our relationship, although my mother-in-law was furious and shocked, she agreed in the end. At that time, I felt a little strange and thought it was Qiao Ying and Lu Mingfeng She cheated a long time ago, so when she thought of Lu Junyan, she felt it was fair, so let it be.

Thinking about it now, I think there must be a reason for my mother's death. Even if my mother's death was not caused by the Lu family, even if it is stubborn, it can still be blamed on them. Mom's confession caused her to stand in the heavy rain for several days, and then she had a heart attack, and finally passed away.

So, even if I play a rogue and blame this matter on their Lu family, they can't do anything about it. No wonder they basically didn't say anything last time, and the mother-in-law just let it go. It seems that they are afraid that after I know the news, I will find them and ask me to admit my relationship with Lu Junyan because of my mother-in-law in advance, so that I can owe them a favor, so that I won't have the face to make trouble in the future.

What a scheming plan, I really thought that Lu Junyan and I were really together, I have to make them admit that I have the same relationship with Lu Junyan, what the fuck! I have nothing to do with Lu Junyan, so whether she agrees with Zhou Yun has nothing to do with me, as long as I get angry with Lu Mingfeng, I don't care about anything else!

Lu Family, Lu Family, what crime did I, Shen Qing, do in my previous life? My family and I were all in your hands!

I have to avenge this revenge!

Lu Junyan has called me several times today, but I didn't answer them. I played with the phone in my hand, then threw it away. on the ground.

I closed my eyes heavily, feeling mixed feelings in my heart, powerless and exhausted.

The next day, Bai Yao woke up and asked me what happened during this time. She also asked, what happened to Lu Mingfeng and me.

I looked at her, although my eyes became numb, but I knew clearly that I must not say anything about my cheating on Lu Junyan.

It's a shame, I don't want to be looked down upon by my good friends, I want to keep my only bit of dignity in front of my friends.

After Bai Yao heard this, her reaction was very intense and she flew into a rage: "You said that Lu Mingfeng slept with his uncle's fiancee!"

Her reaction seemed to me at the time to be resentment for me, and I was very moved. It was not until later that I clearly understood that it was for her own sake! Of course, this is all for later.

But now I hurriedly pulled her to sit down, and said with a wry smile: "It's all over, we're both divorced, and there's no point in talking about it now."

Her eyes were burning, and there was a hint of hatred in her eyes. She habitually bit her nails and asked, "What about that woman? I never knew that Lu Junyan wore such a big green hat." , Lu Ming is so brave!"

I twitched the corner of my mouth: "Qiao Ying is pregnant with his child, and they will get married soon. As for Lu Junyan... I don't know."

It was another explosive news, Bai Yao stood up suddenly again, her emotions became more intense: "Child! Qiao Ying has a child!"

I shook my head feebly, Bai Yao lost her mind and sat on the sofa, not knowing what she was thinking.

I looked at her, thinking she was thinking that I was not worth it, so I patted her on the shoulder: "Forget it, Bai Yao, anyway, Lu Mingfeng and I are over, and my mother's death will also leave him alone." It doesn't matter, right..."

I pursed my lips, and a sad color appeared in my eyes: "Do you know where my mother was buried?"

Because of the heavy rain yesterday, the terrain in the mountain is very difficult to walk, so Bai Yao and I spent a lot of time walking all the way to the cemetery mountain.

The soles of the trousers are full of mud, Bai Yao and I look very embarrassed, but I am really touched that she can come with me.

A few plates of melons and fruits and a bouquet of flowers were placed in front of my mother's tombstone, which should have been made by my father. Although I still have a grudge against him, seeing these, I feel that he still has a conscience.

On the way here, I bought a bouquet of carnations, which are very beautiful. The carnations are for my mother. I hope these flowers can be regarded as me and stay with her all the time.

The photo of my mother on the tombstone looks very happy, because she is still smiling, I still feel that I may have had a nightmare, only a few months, my mother has left me I went, accidents always visit so suddenly, people are caught off guard.

Bai Yao looked very anxious, but because I was feeling down now, she didn't say anything, just stayed by my side all the time.

After a long time, the wind slowly blew around, Bai Yao patted my shoulder and reminded me: "It's the rainy season, it's already windy now, Shen Qing, we should go. "

I was a little bit reluctant, but I still stood up and touched the tombstone with my fingertips. The roughness of the stone made it a little painful to scratch.

"Mom, let's go, I'll come to see you next time, you are doing well up there."

I stared at Mom's photo, my pale lips parted slightly, and I said lightly: "Mom, I love you."

In the end, it was still raining, and Bai Yao and I couldn't walk back in time.

Fortunately, there is a pavilion next to the road that can shelter from the rain. Bai Yao and I hid in quickly, our clothes were almost wet. I patted my clothes and said sorry to Bai Yao.

Bai Yao was slightly taken aback, then looked up at me.

I explained: "If you hadn't come with me, you wouldn't have been caught in the rain."

She waved her hand indifferently: "It's okay."

"By the way, let me ask you something, whose marriage is Lu Mingfeng and Qiao Ying——"

The phone rang suddenly at this time, and I frowned. Bai Yao was obviously displeased because she was interrupted, but she still raised her jaw, "Look, is it your dad?"

You don't need to look at it at all, this phone was given by Lu Junyan, no one except Lu Junyan knows this phone number, and I don't want to answer it, but the phone keeps ringing, if I don't answer it for a long time, I'm afraid it will be in vain Yao will also be suspicious.

As a last resort, I took out my phone, and as expected, the words "Lu Junyan" flashed on the screen, which was extremely eye-catching.