Before His Eyes: 17 I don’t love you

I have the impression that a man's wardrobe is like Lu Mingfeng's, messy and unorganized, I tidy it up every time, and then it becomes a mess again within a week.

However, the wardrobe in front of me is unbelievably clean. The shirts are put together, and the suits are hung on the hangers one by one. It is neat and organized. It doesn't look like a man's wardrobe. This, Lu Junyan is Virgo!

I smiled, glanced at the neatly stacked white shirts, my eyes sank, and then I took a white long-sleeve and a pair of loose pants instead.

White shirts are fun, and they belong to the entertainment between real husband and wife. The current relationship between Lu Junyan and I is really not suitable for this kind of behavior.

When Lu Junyan saw me coming down, he frowned almost imperceptibly, with a look of disappointment in his eyes. I know exactly where this emotion came from.

But he still asked me lightly: "Are you hungry?"

I shook my head: "I'm not hungry."

He glanced at me: "Go upstairs and sleep if you're not hungry."

I nodded obediently, and as soon as I turned around, my wrist was grabbed, and then I pulled hard, and I fell heavily, and the generous palm caught me in time.

I froze, before I realized what was going on, Lu Junyan had already leaned into my ear, and said in a deep voice, "So obedient? If you tell you to sleep, you go to sleep?"

I shrunk my body and turned my head away. The warmth from my exhalation made my whole body numb, and I subconsciously wanted to avoid it.

Seeing that my reaction was very interesting, he became even more interested, turning back and pressing me against him, his black eyes staring at me with nowhere to escape: "I didn't expect your ears to be so soft?"

I blushed and didn't answer.

Lu Junyan evoked a faint smile, then lowered his head, and lightly bit my earlobe, this action made my whole body go limp, and I couldn't stop trembling, I hurriedly turned my head, Shouted: "Lu Junyan, get up!"

Seeing my movement so loudly, he couldn't hold back a low laugh, then pinched his mouth and asked, "What did you call me just now?"

His expression became serious. The gap between the front and the back is a bit big, and I couldn't help but feel a little scared, so I repeated, not sure, "Lu, Lu Junyan?"

He reminded: "Shen Qing, we are already married."

What he meant was that he wanted me to call him husband.

But I can't call out, we have only been married for a few days, and we have no relationship foundation at all, so it's a bit embarrassing to call out so hypocritically.

I said directly and frankly: "I can't scream."

He pinched my face and said in a lukewarm tone: "Why?"

I answered honestly: "Because I don't like you."

He looked at me coldly, raised his chin slightly: "Continue."

"I love Lu Mingfeng. Although the two of us are divorced now, I have liked him for so many years. Lu Junyan, have you ever liked someone? You probably don't understand my feelings. I have loved someone for so many years, what I really feel now is unwillingness, but this cannot replace the fact that I still like him, I am married to you, we both have what we need, you just need to help me achieve the result I want That's enough, I'm not responsible for the rest."

This is my truest feeling right now. Although I hate Lu Ming and resent Lu Mingfeng, no matter how much I let go of my feelings for him, I still have a large part of my feelings there, so for a while, How could I forget him, even if this man once wanted to take away what belonged to me by all means, and finally forced me to jump off the building, but this is not denied, in fact, I still have a place for him in my heart. It is because this position is shallow and hidden in the deepest place that no one can see it.

Because I told Lu Junyan, because I know that it is impossible for him to fall in love with me, and it is impossible for me to fall in love with him. There is nothing between the two of us except a deal!

He let go of me, and then sat aside: "That's really good, Shen Qing, you see yourself very clearly."

I narrowed my eyes, and I don't know whether his words are commendatory or derogatory.

"Do you know why I want to marry you?" He suddenly said coldly.

I straightened my clothes: "I don't know."

His eyes were on the front, and I was looking forward to his answer, but he seemed to be tantalizing. After waiting for a long time, he suddenly changed the subject: "Call me Brother Jun just like Yu Yi!"

I said ah, but the brain circuit did not turn around: "Ah, oh, good."

There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, then he stood up, his back was facing me, and his voice was cold: "Don't worry, after the matter is over, you and I will part ways. Before that, Shen Qing, don't fall in love with me. I won't have any feelings for you."

This is exactly what I need.

"Good!" I nodded and agreed without hesitation.

He was about to leave, but I still don't know why he wants to marry me!

I stood up suddenly and asked him: "You haven't said the answer just now!"

He waved his hand: "I'll tell you when I have time, go to sleep!"

Lu Junyan is a man I can't understand, his thinking is too strange, or in other words, I don't know anything in this world except myself.

Early the next morning, Aunt Wang's address for me changed. She called me Mrs. I was a little surprised, how did she know?

Sister-in-law Wang immediately explained to me: "Mr. told me when he got up in the morning, madam, don't take offense, I didn't call you yesterday."

Of course I don't care about such trivial matters, so I even waved my hands: "It's okay."

Sister-in-law Wang breathed a sigh of relief: "Then I'll make you breakfast."

I said thank you, and then asked her: "Did Brother Lu... Jun leave early in the morning? When?"

I'm still not used to calling him Brother Jun, it's a bit awkward, but it's better than being impolite by calling him by his full name. Besides, we are now a couple in the eyes of others, so calling him by name may cause people to suspect, If you call him brother Jun, people will mistakenly think it is a little love between our husband and wife. On this point, Lu Junyan is very thoughtful.

Sure enough, Mrs. Wang was taken aback when she heard my name, but then she smiled knowingly, and said to me, "Sir, he left the house at about six o'clock. He said he had something to fly to Los Angeles. Madam, don't worry."

Los Angeles? Could it be the contract I heard in the car yesterday?

I understood it all, just after taking a sip of water, Mrs. Wang's voice came from the kitchen again.

"Mr. also specifically asked you not to go out until he comes back!"

"What!" I was so scared that I almost choked on the water.