Before His Eyes: 132 Why are you here?

Ding Fei and Yuan Qi lived together, so we returned the rented house.

On Monday, after I packed my luggage, I went out.

I am very glad that my memory is not bad, and I did not go the wrong way.

The iron door was not locked, so I came in directly and stopped at the gate. I rang the doorbell several times, but no one came to open it. I frowned. Is there no one in the room?

I glanced back, then tentatively pulled the handle away, and with a soft sound, the door opened!

I glanced around in surprise, thinking that Lu Junyan can be at ease.

I didn't see Mrs. Wang in my impression, but the house was very clean. I guessed that Lu Junyan himself had a cleanliness habit, so even after Mrs. Wang was dismissed, he would still ask someone to clean it from time to time.

The furnishings and displays in the room are not much different from before, but this time I came in, I changed a new identity, and I am confident and fearless

I lived in the guest room very self-aware, and after packing my luggage, I came to the living room.

I was the only one in the villa, and there was Mrs. Wang in the past, at least I didn't feel empty. Today, I suddenly felt that this house is really big.

I raised my wrist to look at the time. It was less than ten o'clock. In order to catch up with Lu Junyan and the others for lunch, I immediately went into the kitchen and checked the refrigerator. Unexpectedly, there were enough ingredients. I raised my eyebrows in surprise , didn’t think too much, just took it out, it took nearly an hour, I made a few dishes he liked before, I don’t know if his taste has changed, but I think my heart is here, whether he eats or not He, but whether I do it or not is up to me.

I took a taxi and arrived at the entrance of Qiyan. As usual, I took a breath and strode in. The security guard stopped me unexpectedly.

I frowned and introduced myself: "Shen Qing."

Lu Junyan is indeed a trustworthy person, he must have given orders to the security guards, so when they heard my name, they immediately changed their expressions, and then took their hands back to make room for me.

I smiled smugly, then squeezed the insulation box tightly and walked in.

My dress looked out of place in the company, but basically no one was looking at me because they were busy, so I took the stairs instead to avoid meeting that person.

In the past few years, I have practiced a lot with caring, so the high-rise building with only a few dozen floors has not troubled me at all.

I came to the door with the word chairman written on it, licked my dry lips, and then tapped with my fingers. Lu Junyan must have thought I was a staff member, so he said something.

I smiled and pulled the handle away to get in.

Lu Junyan was processing the documents with his head down, without even looking at me, he asked in a deep voice, "What's the matter?"

I didn't answer, and approached directly, then adjusted my voice, and said in an extremely gentle and soft voice: "Lu Junyan, I'm here to bring you lunch!"

I saw that the tip of Lu Junyan's writing pen almost fell on the contract because of his astonishment. He looked gloomy, then raised his head, and slowly covered the pen with his hand.

With a displeased face, he said to me a little angrily, "Why are you here?"

I smiled and put the food I made on his table, "I'm here to bring you lunch, take a look, these are what you like to eat."

Lu Junyan looked at me with a cold face from the beginning to the end, seeing that I was about to take out the dishes, he immediately stopped him in a cold voice: "Get out!"

I ignored it, shameless: "I worked so hard to make it for you, don't you plan to eat some, these are what you like to eat!"

He poured cold water on me directly: "No one asked you to do it, take these things and get out of here immediately."

I bit my lower lip lightly, and said reluctantly: "At least I did it with all my heart, can't you try it?"

His face was so dark that ice water dripped out, his eyes looked at me impatiently, and then said coldly: "Open."

I was overjoyed, did he regret it?

I immediately lifted the lid, and just about to take out the dishes inside, he picked up the tea on the side, then raised his hand, turned it over, and poured all the tea into it!

A good meal was ruined by him like this!

I was furious, but Lu Junyan threw that beautiful and exquisite teacup into the heat preservation box by the way, as chic and disgusted as throwing garbage.

"You can go now!"

I couldn't believe it, I gritted my teeth and looked at him.

But he said: "If you don't leave, I will ask the security to throw you out. I just promised you to enter the gate of Qiyan, but I didn't say that you can't be thrown out of the door."

I clenched my fists, this man...

I snorted coldly, then picked up the insulation box and slammed the door away.

I didn't expect Lu Junyan to be such a reckless man. I thought he would miss his past friendship, at least he wouldn't embarrass me too much, but I forgot, he is Lu Junyan !

This hard-hearted man, how could I think so simply!

I poohed angrily, then walked to a trash can and threw the insulated box into it. The sun was shining brightly, but I felt a little depressed.

The phone rang suddenly, and I scratched my head irritably, seeing the word Guan Hong flashing on the screen, I took a deep breath to let myself relax.

"Hello?"

Guan Hong's warm voice came from over there: "Today is the 15th."

I suddenly understood, "I know."

"Where are you now?"

"At the entrance of Qiyan's company, come and pick me up."

He hummed, "Okay, you wait there, I'll come pick you up right away."

I nod my head.

Guan Hong came very quickly, within five minutes, he drove to me.

I was stunned for a moment, and jokingly said to him: "So fast!"

Guan Hong smiled warmly, then I opened the car door and got in, the car started immediately.

"How are you feeling during this time?"

I knew what he was referring to, so I nodded: "It's okay."

"Okay?" He looked at me carefully for a second, then turned his head and looked forward: "I don't look very good when I look at you."

I stroked my face subconsciously, and explained: "Maybe it was sunburned in the sun, it's okay."

Guan Hong obviously didn't believe it, and just said: "You have to take that medicine often, to stabilize your mood, and don't get angry too often, or it will be bad for your mental state."

I nodded.

Maybe I never thought that one day I would get depression.

This is an invisible disease that can kill people.

The first person who discovered that I had this disease was Guan Hong.

I was in kindergarten that day, and when I was teaching the word mother, I heard all the children in the class say to me: "Mom!"

At that moment, I didn't know why, but I felt an inexplicable emotion welling up in my heart, and then, regardless of the expressions of all the children, I directly covered my face and rushed out the door.

It just so happened that Guan Hong was patrolling outside at that time. When he saw me rushing out of the classroom, he followed me immediately.

I clearly remember that day I hid in a corner, tightly covered my mouth to prevent myself from making a sound, but my eyes couldn't stop crying, my sudden collapse surprised Guan Hong .

And I covered my head and didn't listen to anything he said. I was immersed in my own sadness, shaking my head and muttering words, but now I can't remember what I said.

Afterwards, Guan Hong told me that what I said was the word child.