I just want to play the game quietly Chapter 1370: murdering is executes the heart

Although Leng Zongzheng has a place to live in the college, this time Zhou Wen went to a place not in the college, but in a small courtyard in the old district of Luo Yang City.

The small yard is very common, because the surrounding area is very wet, the roots of the wall are covered with moss, and there are many plants like creepers on the wall.

The house inside is also a red brick structure that was often seen before. Although it was cleaned very well, it is difficult to hide the traces of the years. Some bricks on the walls are already showing signs of weathering.

“Principal Leng, this is Zhou Wen, are you at home?” Zhou Wen knocked on the door.

“Come in.” Leng Zongzheng’s voice came from the house. When Zhou Wen pushed the door in, Leng Zongzheng was moving a pot of cactus out of the house.

“Principal Leng, is this your home?” Zhou Wen seemed to be looking at the interior of the house. Seeing that the various decorations inside were outdated, but not old, it gave a mediocre and worn feeling.

This is very different from Leng Zongzheng’s feelings for Zhou Wen. This person, Leng Zongzheng, has a little nobility in terms of both appearance and behavior, and his life soul is something that looks very gassy like the throne of the magic piano, so People always feel that Leng Zongzheng is a person who pays great attention to the quality of life and details, and should not live in such a mediocre home.

In this yard, Zhou Wen couldn’t see a special thing at all. It seemed to be some household items and even a lot of goods.

“I lived here when I was a kid. This is my grandfather’s old mansion.” Leng Zong was putting the cactus beside him, patting the dust on his hands, and continued: “I used to dislike this place before, always think I I must stand out, I must live in a beautiful big house, I must live like a person. But then I don’t know when. From now on, I suddenly felt that it was still a comfortable place to live, so I moved back again.”

“You should be return to a natural state?” Zhou Wen said.

Leng Zongzheng glanced at Zhou Wen and said with a lip: “What is return to a natural state? The straightforward point is that I have eaten too much braised pork and want to eat green vegetables. I haven’t reached that step yet, many are good. I haven’t tasted anything yet, and I’m not bored yet.”

Leng Zong was sitting on a wooden stool in the yard and basking in the sun. He continued, “I have also thought about why I would like to move back, and comfort is definitely not comparable to me. Any place I’ve lived in, it’s convenient, but it’s also inconvenient. If the environment is good and quiet enough, it’s not as good as the villa I bought before. If the neighbors here are good, it’s humane. There are no more people, and the old neighbors have long disappeared. Even if they are still there, I don’t have a good impression of them. I don’t like them in my heart.”

“Why do you like to live here?” Zhou Wen asked curiously.

“I have been thinking about this problem for a long time, and then I determined that the reason I like to live here is because I am afraid.” Leng Zongzheng said.

“Afraid?” Zhou Wen was even more puzzled.

In terms of security, it is far worse than the academy. There are no defensive measures at all. It is a tattered old city. If you come to Fear Rank, you can ruin it with one hand.

“Yes, afraid.” Leng Zongzheng said: “Everyone is afraid of death, but the degree is different. Some people put the fear of death in first place, and some people put the fear of death behind some things. , So when you encounter certain things, you will not be afraid of death. But in fact no one is not afraid of death, but he has encountered something that makes him more afraid than death, so death is not so important. “

Leng Zongzheng said, taking out the lighter and cigarette from his arms, popping a cigarette skillfully, holding it in his mouth, igniting the cigarette, and then taking a sip, closing his eyes, and seemed to enjoy the look.

Zhou Wen stared at Leng Zongzheng stunnedly, which was too different from the impression that Leng Zongzheng usually gave him. If you don’t know that this is Leng Zongzheng, look at him. I thought it was a decadent like gamble alcoholism. Uncle year.

After a while, Leng Zongzheng closed his eyes and basked in the sun. He continued: “Later I thought about it carefully. My fear of death should be ranked third. Before death, there are two things. Before death, if you encounter those two things, you can choose, I would rather choose death.”

“The reason why you are here is that you are afraid that those two things will happen?” Zhou Wen asked.

Who knew Leng Zongzheng shook his head and said, “No, those two things have already happened.”

Zhou Wen stared at Leng Zongzhen in a daze, wondering what he wanted to say.

Leng Zongzheng continued: “Before I was scared, I would become someone like my parents, but now, I am no different from them in essence. Before, I was afraid that Grandpa would leave me, like that I am the only person left in this world, but that day is still here. I live here because I am afraid of loneliness, but in fact, I have always been alone.”

Zhou Wen didn’t know what to say. Leng Zongzheng said that he occasionally had some flashing thoughts, but Leng Zongzheng did not think so clearly.

But looking at Leng Zongzheng, Zhou Wen feels that this cold principal is not as difficult to get along with as he had imagined before.

Leng Zongzheng took another sip of cigarettes, pressed the remaining half of the cigarette on the cement planter next to it, pressed Mars out, and reached into the trash can.

“Living here will make me feel inexplicably safe. I feel that this is my side. As long as I hide here, I don’t need to worry about anything or worry about anything, just sleep on it. I feel as if everything that is bad will disappear by myself.”

Speaking of this, Leng Zongzheng laughed at himself: “But in fact, nothing is difficult to solve, just deceiving others.”

“Can’t say that~IndoMTL.com~ Everyone needs a piece of pure land in order to cultivate and restore their own souls. Maybe there is no substantial help for you to solve the problem, but here you can get your souls. Tranquility allows you to face those problems with a calm mind, which is very important.” Zhou Wenzheng said.

“You are right.” Leng Zongzheng said, suddenly stretched out his palm and pressed against the wall next to it. The entire courtyard and house collapsed in an instant, and the fragments rose.

“You…what are you doing…” Standing in the ruins, the gravel around him kept rising, and Zhou Wen looked at Leng Zongzheng blankly, wondering why he did this.

Among the broken and rising fragments, Leng Zong is turning away and walking, saying, “As you said, everyone has a pure land of self-evasion in their hearts, which is a place of fear closer to the soul than death. If one day, you encounter an enemy who does not rank the fear of death in first place, then you should think about how to find the piece of pure land that belongs to him, murdering is executes the heart, sometimes it is more terrible than killing. You are good. It’s just too kind. Sometimes, kindness is also a sin.”

“Killing… Zhuxin…” Zhou Wen stood in the ruins and looked at Leng Zongzheng’s back, there seemed to be some emotion in his heart.